O Holy Night

Halo to all.

After 2 long months, I have returned from climaxing... I mean schooling on my common tests. With that, I can enjoy this 3 week holiday (14 Dec - 5 Jan) with as much fun as I wanted, especially knowing the fact that Christmas is cumming... I mean arriving. Damn, I may have lost my self-control for innuendos. XD But no matter, for I have not blogged for some time. Anyway, I previously promised to write out one last Throwback Nostalgia the week after my last blog, but I was too busy with school work that I failed to do so. If you have been anticipating it, I apologize for putting your hopes down. I better not hesitate and write out my last Throwback Nostalgia right now, so I can put those smile on your faces again. :) It will be titled...

CHRISTMAS

I had always looked forward to Christmas, ever since I was a little toddler. And there were many reasons to loving it this much, like giving a tight hug to someone I love... *Blushies on* Okay, take it easy me. I love Christmas because of the Decorations it had portrayed. I mean, look at the glittering lights, shining stars, and colourful candies hanging on the big green pine tree. Such design makes it so appealing to many people as eye candy (No pun intended. Lol!).

But you know, Christmas is the best, because you get to play with your friends when they come over. Tis' a memorable time to just feel all the fun without the need to think of anything else. :D For instance, during my childhood days, I'd either visit my friends or them visit me to basically play with the toys we had. Just playing together with them... *Remembers the old days, and... Feels the feels (Again, no pun intended. XD)* Wow, so many great memories of the past still circulates around me. I'll never forget those days, nor forgetting them. :')

When it comes to Christmas, every year, there will always be indulging food layed out on the table, for all of us to crave, and devour greatly. In particular, you'd see Roasted Chicken, Honey Glazed Ham, Chocolate Log Cake, and many more. Did I make you extremely hungry now? Why not visit me during this time of the year. Then, you'd just sink yourself into it. Hehehe. ;)

Finally, what could never be more fitting for a theme than the great Christmas Songs. They really give an atmosphere where you could just smell the spirit of happiness. ^^ If you are curious, I have many favorite Christmas Songs. But, there is one song I had loved since youth, and that is called "O Holy Night", hence the title of this blog. This song alone gave me the chills, and goosebumps of how majestic, and powerful Christmas is. If you have yet to hear it, do it now. Whether it'd be the singing, or instrumental version. I promise you, you'll love it to the very end. <3

With all these, I hope you all notice how much I really love Christmas, because without it, the everlasting happiness will never be the same. For that, I now officially declare my series of Throwback Nostalgia a successful end. Perhaps this can inspire you to recall all those good ol' awesome days you had years ago, and maybe, just maybe, you could share your own Throwback Nostalgia to the others, and let them know your long-term memory was worth remembering. :)

Okay. I'm off to celebrate the Christmas Season with my family, and friends. Then, starting 6 Jan onwards, I shall get back to being consistent with school work, projects, and exams. Because, I have a Life Motto: "Work smart & play smart." From the bottom of my heart, I wish you all Happy Holidays & Merry Christmas! :3 Hmmm... I should be wishing her that too... Oh. Curious to know who am I talking about? Nah, not saying this time for now... Hahaha! Anyway, peace out, and I'll see you all soon. Till then, see you starside.

"All I ever want for Christmas is you, for I know you want me too. If we coincidentally stand under the Mistletoe, I'm sure a kiss will never be responded with a no. Knowing that fate brought us here, I realize our love will hold us dear."

Play It Aloud

Halo to all.

As my 1 1/2 long holiday draws near to the end, I decided to add in another blog before returning to school. Also, if you're wondering about the title, and thought that I was referring to fondling melons to trigger that heavy breath coming out from you (And maybe those melons too, if you fantasize hard; That's what she said.), then I'd be grateful you knew our great innuendo minds think alike. :D But seriously, the title will reflect on my next Throwback Nostalgia, which will be written here. I will now recount on what we call Children's Biggest Obsession, known as...

TOYS

You know, during my childhood days, I really looked forward to both my Birthday, and Christmas. Why, if you ask? Because, I would receive countless gifts which contain new toys! I really am thankful of their offering of happiness they had given to me. What's better is that I got to play them with my friends. It was more than just a fun memory to remember. :) Maybe I should name, and describe some toys in detail, just to let you know that I got the whole store room filled with my toys. Alright, here we go.

One of them was called Tomy Trains. They involve connecting train carriages, train tracks, and bridges. What's new tech about it (During that time, I considered it advanced.) is that the trains can be battery operated. So, with a slot of a battery and off it goes journeying through the blue train tracks towards the red bridges and fences, and tunnels, just like what a real train does. Perhaps that was why I also made a custom build that replicates how the MRT stations here look like, instead of blindly following what the original design showed on the toy's box. My mind was that creative indeed. ^^

Another was called Bionicle, whereby it involves the building of such mechanical heroes, by connecting the different parts of their body together (Arms, legs, torso, weapons etc...). When you get to the end of building them, I could really see how badass they look. Furthermore, they are not those typical stiff action figures you see nowadays. You can turn and move their limbs to create a heroic pose you wanted to see. What was also cool about them is that you can even go further to a creative extent and combine them together to form one ultimate hero, similar to Transformers. Today, all the Bionicle toys I had built still stand strong, and united in one my house shelves, and they all to my eyes still look badass. >:D

I had a large set of remote-controlled cars as well, and I could remember clearly when I brought it out of my old house to test it out. I may not exactly describe how I feel whilst it vrooms through the park, but I definitely can say that it bore similarity to controlling cars during a free drive in the Need For Speed games. It was real slick. :D

Moreover, I had built houses and monster trucks, out of Lego. All those hard work just to construct them really had paid off, because when I looked at them, I felt that I made such a masterpiece, just like Halo (Can't help stopping what I wanted to say here. XD). Like those Tomy Trains, I made a custom build with such building blocks to create ships and ferries. Maybe, it was because of the time I went to Harbourfront to board a ferry to travel towards Batam, Indonesia to enjoy a luxurious holiday with my family. If you're curious, that took place in the Year 2000.

Last, but definitely not the least, I had a complete Doctor Toy Set. This was one of the reasons why my ambition is to be a Doctor. This set is similar to the ones you see in both hospitals and clinics. With such toys, I tried to replicate scenes that depict the doctors' busy work, like surgeries and patient examinations, with the help of my friends. I gotta admit, thanks to that, I became aware what it means to save lives, which was why I joined a Co-Curricular Activity during my Secondary School days, which involves humanitarian service. As humans, we are to help one another, regardless of whatever situations occur. To me, I think of that as a motto to 'Being Human'. :)

With that, I shall end my forth entry to my Throwback Nostalgia. If you remember any toys you had played with during childhood, remember it well, because they hold one of the most powerful memories of childhood. And when you have kids one day, make sure you offer them as gifts during various special days of the year. They will definitely see the happiness of childhood the same way you saw many years ago. :') You know what analogy can envision that sentence better...? How about giving them your old toys, and see it for yourself. :)

Alright, my next school semester will start tomorrow, and I gotta be honest, I prefer this semester's schedule to the former. Oh, I almost forgot to say this, but because I chose a particular specialization, I ended up shifting to a new class. You know what that means; New beginnings, new classmates, new awkwardness (Well, maybe during the initial weeks, lololololol.) but maybe... *Blushies out again* a new significant other to my life. After all, the girl who I used to like is already taken, and I have no right to interfere like a douche. Thus I will hunt again, until I find myself a target to pounce towards. :3 May the lucks be ever in my favor.

I may intend posting one last Throwback Nostalgia next week, but I will see first if I have time. Okay, gonna enjoy the remaining hours of my holiday to its upmost maximum. Hmmmm... that almost sounded like climaxing. Hehehe! XD I really have weird thoughts, no? Till then, see you starside.

"If you had known her since the past, and you are her present, she will see you in her future."

Sightseeing The Wonders Of Nature

Halo to all.

I'd recently completed my Semestral Exams last month, and with that I'd like to bring a piece of good news to you all that its results mark my so-called epic comeback to my expectations. So much happiness filled within me that I've been playing my new PSP Games non-stop all day, and all night.during the holidays. If you wondered why I didn't mention playing my Xbox 360 instead, it's because its power supply unfortunately lost its energy to do it in a quickie (Innuendos are great to be inserted here lololol, if you know what I mean about power sockets and plugs. Hehehe! :P). Anyway, I'm gonna continue on my next Throwback Nostalgia. Its theme today will be called...

ENVIRONMENTS

I've been living in Singapore for the past 16 years (I first came to this country when I was 2 years old, coincidentally during National Day 1997). I'd seen so much physical changes with my own eyes as the years passed by. The old non-aircon SBS buses I rode on are replaced with the full-aircon types with digital markings to indicate the buses's directions. The plain areas and parks of Marina Bay are now heavily occupied by the Gardens By The Bay, Marina Barrage, and the iconic Marina Bay Sands. That is not all, I'd seen how much Sentosa had changed.

Before, Sentosa had the Boathouse that is located at the river bank opposite to what is now Vivocity mall. Moreover, I remembered riding on a monorail that travels around Sentosa. But most notably, I remembered the beautiful fountain park that stretches from the Boathouse to the ever-nostalgic Musical Fountains. But too bad they weren't shifted to another area of Sentosa when they were all demolished just to add in Universal Studios and Resorts World. Could have wished the new tourists can see them. But at least, I have such a powerful memory to remember the old times. Its good to treasure it anyway. :)

Even the many plain areas of Orchard; A place where families go and have an enjoyable picnic together, or maybe lovers trying to show a Pubic Display of Affection (Can I has this one day? :3)... Such places are now occupied by malls like Ion Orchard and Plaza Singapura. Moreover, I can still remember that there was an Arcade in Tampines Mall I played heavily at, known as Ezone. Now, it is replaced by the Cinema.

There was much change that I noticed, but its better not to spill it out all over the bed... Mmmm I mean floor. (If it is wet, then I recommend you lick or stimulate it. Just saying if you want to feel good. XD) As I can't just keep repeating the same process of going up and down. (Again with them innuendos, Paolo. XD)

Perhaps this came to my realization that memories do not just generate from our minds, but through our eyes as well. Because, whatever I saw and what changes it had gone through, I know it. This can also link to why I should take pictures, videos, or anything visual with what I see is significant (Simply put, my fated-one-to-be-with. Wish I'd find you soon. <3), because eventually as we all grow older, our memories will start to deteriorate. But, with the help of these, this downside will be no issue to me.

With that, I shall end my third installment to my Throwback Nostalgia. Just a thought, if any of you are curious to learn the Environments of Innuendoism, feel free to cum... I mean come to me. (This sounds so wrong. :P) I will teach you the many ways of being an innuendoist, from peeling a banana slowly and biting its top tip to creating your very own sweet, somewhat stuffy, and whitish milkshake. LOLOLOLOL! Just kidding, but seriously, if there is that one thing I'd want to passionately do with her out of romance, it'd be underwater kissing. There I said it. (*Overblushing like crazy*) Alright, I'm gonna continue enjoying the holidays (Including dreaming that underwater kissing moment with her. <3) and you all take good care as always. Till then, see you starside.

"Make effort to love life to the fullest. Rather than sitting back to continue whining about the problems you have been facing, you should take action and create a solution to fix it."

Friends, Family, Forever

Halo to all.

Finally. The school projects I had been busy on for the whole of July had been recently completed (Frustratingly, 8 for your information... >_<). With that, I can now go on to talk about my next Throwback Nostalgia I would like to talk about. Though I better make this blog entry quick, because I still need to make time to prepare for the coming examinations this late August. After which, I can make love to... I mean make fun during the holidays (Yeah, I feel the passionate sensation running through my veins as I start caressing her in my dreams. Hmmm, too revealing eh? :3). Anyway, I will be talking about...

PEOPLE

2 months ago, I was bringing my relative to a building where she would go for a job interview (She's new to Singapore. That is why I had to bring her there.). After alighting at the bus interchange, I coincidentally met one of my secondary school classmates, who occasionally visits me to play my Xbox 360. It was several months since I had seen him. No wonder we talked so much whilst we were inside the MRT. I was really glad for that 30 minute conversation we shared on video games and life. :) This triggered me to remember those friends I had during my youthful days. Even though the friendship was short-lived, they were partly worth my memories. :)

I recall the times when I was in Kindergarten, which was 13 years ago (Wow... I possess long-term memories... :D), I had a classmate, who became someone whom I'd hang out to play with, as well as to stay with in his house when my parents were out for errands. His name is Alvin. Of course you all may have expected him to be a Filipino, but he is not. He is actually a Taiwanese. I spent so much time with him, including the mooncake festival, and the celebration of his as well as his little brother's birthday. Unfortunately, such childhood memories can't last forever. 2 years later, my family and I moved to a Condominium for the first time. Although the times I spent with him were severely reduced, he still visited me after I moved. However, the last time I saw of him was on the Year 2003. I wonder how is he doing right now. Hopefully, he is still doing fine. :)

Next, on the Year 2002 (I was 7 years old back then.), some of my father's colleagues visited our house for a party. There, I met 3 little girls who I shared a very super duper awesome friendship with for 5 years. Their names are Alexa (5 years old), Joelle (5 years old), and Jeanelle (3 years old). Of course, as the oldest and the only male in this group of friends, I was much like the leader and caretaker of them (To basically put, I follow, they follow. XD). We would often play at the swimming pool. To put extra emphasis, we would always do a slice-of-life family role play there. Moreover, we would also often go outdoors with their families. Yeah, I could remember that nostalgic day we had spent at the Playground in Marche, located at the HBO Building. We also spent Christmas Parties together, whereby we would just do nothing but play play play till the middle of the night. Finally, there were certain occasions when they would sleepover at my place. Oh the fun, golden moments we had  (*Tears up*). The pictures that were taken... They deserve to remain in my heart forever. :') However, on the Year 2007, two of my friends (Joelle and Jeanelle) had to leave for the Philippines. Its kinda saddening if I were to think of this again, because this marked the end of our closeness of friendship. Do not worry though, for I still communicate with them via Facebook and Twitter (I even convinced them to return if possible, for I want them to see how much Singapore has changed ever since they left. :D). As for Alexa, she eventually went to a Secondary School. There, I know she is already treasuring new memories with her new friends there, and I'm glad to hear of that. I still communicate with her in Twitter though. I wish all you 3 the best and enjoy life to goodness. :D

Growing up, I start to mature, and thought of an important realization that I must uphold friendships for as long as possible, because I treat my friends as a family. They are after all, a part of my life. Alright, onto the first year of entering Secondary School during the Year 2008. There, I met guys who became, and had been my good friends ever since. Perhaps I should make an honorable mention of their names here eh? Oh what the heck, I'll list them out hehehehehe. They are Bang Hao, Parry, Ivan, Isaac, Gabriel, Vinh, and Kasper (Oh look, 7 listed. Halo reference maybe? XD). They are all whom I consider my good friends. There was much we had done when we hung out together. Be it whether in the school itself, or outdoors, or in their houses, or through chat applications like Whatsapp. If you guys are reading this: You have been an importance to my happiness and I am genuinely thankful that you have entered into my life. Once again, thanks guys! Looking forward to this September Holidays for that big reunion we had planned for! :D :D :D

With that, I shall end my talk on the people I had met during the past. You can see that I value friendships a damn lot, and you should do the same. ^_^ Alright, I'm off to rest and dream of caressing and cuddling with her. :3 Unless you want me to instead dream of frying sausages, with the bubbly oil continuously seeping in and squeezing out (Oh yeah! I deserve the "Eating It Out Innuendos" Award! LOLOLOL!). As always, I will continue on with another Throwback Nostalgia after my examinations are completed. Till then, see you starside.

"Value quality over quantity, for life is more special, memorable, and happy with a few good friends than many acquainted friends."

There And Back Again

Halo to all.

I miss nostalgia, and so do you all. It definitely brings a smile to your face regardless of whether you see, speak, hear, or think of it. :) Speaking of such unforgettable memories, I shall share with you my Throwback Nostalgia, whereby in each blog, I shall recall my past events in life under a theme that is in a form of a word. I will post such blogs until my next holiday (This September) begins. Alright... Here we go. Today, I will talk about...

CLUMSINESS

My parents know me well of such weakness I had since I was young. I was not referring to my carelessness in School Work as all of us students make mistakes in any way, but I was actually referring to my tendency to do tasks in a 'slippery' way or cause events in a 'sloppy' way.

For instance, when I was 7 years old, my mother and I went to Liberty Supermarket (Now replaced by Carefour, then Cold Storage) at Plaza Singapura to buy some groceries. Somewhere during the middle of our time spent there. I was playfully pushing and pulling the trolley (C'mon, I'm really young. I do random things you know? XD). Such recklessness led to a consequence: I accidentally bumped onto a shelf that was aligned with food sauces contained in glass jars. Upon bumping, one of the glass jars fell off the shelf and upon contact with the floor, it's cracking noise could have startled the entire Supermarket. Of course, I still was a kid back then, and I know nothing of embarrassment. However, my mother did, and oh my... She was really furious of what I had unintentionally done. Fortunately, she does not need to pay what was lost in that glass jar.

Next, I shall look into further detail on a particular day during the end of my lesson time at Saint Stephens School (My Primary School... Ah yes, computer labs everytime after examination week was over. Good stuff. :D), as my classmates and I were released after the class bell had rung, I excitedly rush 3 floors down to the foyer and ran like an immature boy towards my school bus in order to be the first student inside. But as I was running, I tripped and hit the ground... Face first! Do not worry, neither my face skin got scraped nor my mouth received a cleft gap. It was actually my front 2 buck tooth that cracked into half. Once again my mother was furious when she noticed my damaged teeth. At least they were fixed during dental therapy months later. I don't need to be seen by others as some typical low-class hillbilly farmer. XD

Another act of clumsiness I did was 4 years ago, when I was returning a glass for drinking to the kitchen. As I was pulling my right arm up to prepare placing the glass on the sink, I was too close to the kitchen door that when the glass hit it, it shattered to pieces. Dayumn! Obviously, my mother got furious again.

As you can see, I don't have a thing with glasses (I did not mean by 'In a relationship' with it, unless you are referring to a girl with glasses, then that would be an exception. ^^). That's why, I'd sometimes hold glasses close to me in a way I was reciting pledges. Yeah... I wish I was holding my fated-one-to-be-with close to me right now... Uhummm... Okay, enough with the lovesickness, Paolo. Lol! :3

Other than the 'Breaking Glasses' fetishism, I frequently slip on the floor after the rain had receded, and it was usually in front of the public. How humiliating. @_@ I also tend to trip along the staircase whether walking up or down or even backwards (Scrap the third assumption. That'd be too dangerous for me. *_*) .

I was even clumsy when it comes to talking with girls. Come on, you know I am really shy towards them, and that I don't want to give bad signals. You can refer to my blog titled "On The Brink Of Returning", which talks about how my nervousness caused me to speak clumsily to the girl I liked since last year. Of course it sparked an overload of embarrassness and blushiness within me.

With that, I shall end my shameful sharing of being clumsy. Hopefully, you aren't doing the same thing as I was, or you'd really be useful as a lubricant (In case you are not sure, a lubricant is the reason why your fingers can slide easily through something sticky. Hehehe.. If you know where this is leading, then you are worthy of receiving my 'Innuendoist' badge. :D). Alright, gonna continue working on school projects that need to be polished to goodness, as well as to dream of her in my sleep. I will share my next Throwback Nostalgia when I'm free to blog again. Till then, see you starside.

"The past is an unbreakable unforgotten memorable nostalgia, which is why we will also remember what lies ahead in the future as we pass through it. This is the reason that life is like an endless journey to different places along the highway."

Chances Are We'll Be The Combination

Halo to all.

Before I start bringing you to my thoughts of Second Chances in Romance as promised, this Blog Title shown is part of the lyrics of the song, "Chances" by Five For Fighting. After listening to this Happy-Ending-Romance-Based song a lot more than you imagined (Happiness is what we all value for the life we all wanted. :D), I kind of thought that the song was trying to show that no matter how much distance a couple had grown apart, they both would still end up together. You know why? It's because they believed in the chance that they would face better possibilities together. The chance that they deserve each other more than anyone else. The chance that they are still in love with each other. For if they have not, they would feel the endless regret, and all those memories would have scarred their hearts permanently. Henceforth, I believe in Second Chances in Romance, as no matter the issues and challenges me and my fated-one-to-be-with faced, I won't let go of her, because I see a future of us being a happy family. :) :D :3

I shall share a story (Written by me of course. Duh! I ain't plagiarizing. XD) emphasizing that Second Chances can happen. For your information, part of the story is inspired by real-life events I experienced, as well as those various popular television sitcoms I had watched. Oh, and pardon my lack of vocabulary and the ability to create a smooth story. My English Grades are not as surprising as you've thought. :P

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There was this boy. Let's call him B. Unlike many boys, he ain't your typical 18 Year Old male. He is an introvert, quiet, but most prominently, a shy person, especially to girls, whom they thought this trait was a turn off for them. Kinda unlucky for him, as for the past 3 years, he felt he was rejected 3 times. On the 1st he liked, he took notice of her Facebook post, calling him something harsh. On the 2nd, he scrolled through her Tweets, clearly stating she does not like him back without adding him as a mention. He knew she was referring to him, as he made an indirect confession in Twitter, and you know how easily can this spread to other people. On the 3rd, she tried to trick him into thinking that she was taken, although no evidence proved  her attached to someone already, after he stalked her Facebook, Instagram, and Twitter. What's more is that she unfollowed him in Twitter, suspiciously thinking his Mentions to her are a sign of his interest towards her.

Poor B. Compared to the memorable beautiful past he experienced with his childhood friends, whom had returned back to their home country years ago, all he was facing right now was the feeling of being left out. No wonder he had been breaking down in his room sometimes, knowing he ain't happy at all. If only there was that one girl who likes him as much as he likes her.

Then, one day, while he was on his way to school to attend the 1st lesson of a new module, upon waiting at the classroom for it to start, came in a girl whom he immediately fixated his eyes upon. Let's call her G. His first impression of her: Any word which compliments her a lot. However, knowing that just liking girls before becoming a good friend to them could freak or creep them out, he thought on just being friends with her. Yet, he dosen't know he was about to venture into happiness, right from the moment she actually sat beside him. She smiled at him. He smiled back. B introduced himself nervously to G, afraid that he'd screw things up. Noticing his shy personality, G then mentioned that he was weird, yet she liked it. Of course, this gave a blush to B's cheeks, just like those Shoujo Manga moments.

After the lesson had ended, they both exchanged contacts, including those of social media material. And that was how their friendship started. During the weekends, G would call B out to hang out with her and her other friends. This gave an opportunity for B to be open. Eventually, the months had passed by, and B kept the movie tickets he bought to watch a movie with her and her friends, the gifts she bought for him, and the many pictures he took with her in a box, valuing it as how he got his way into true happiness.

Some time later, G invited B over to hang out with her at Vivo City, but this time, it was just the two of them only. B excitedly agreed, and continued to journey towards happiness with her. Moreover, he dosen't seem to be bothered by the many romantic couples at the Mall's Boardwalk, unlike before, as he was too focused enjoying his life with her. However, what he dosen't realise why she invited him was because she intended to confess something to him, but it's not the kind of confession you all thought. She confessed that she was thankful of B entering her life, feeling that he took a special place in her heart. Hence, she asked if he would be her Best Friend. This suddenly shocked B, as he thought she was about to confess her feelings towards him. But at the same time, he was happy that he felt needed. B tightly hugged G and agreed to her question.

The next day, B felt puzzled, as to why didn't G confess that she liked him instead, after she knew him for a long time. Somehow, B ignored the thought and continued to be Best Friends with G. But, this burdening thought continuously kept on hunting him, and this eventually led to a misunderstanding conflict between B and G, a week before her birthday on 20th December. This lengthened the distance between them.

During G's Birthday, B remained at home. Why? He didn't receive any invitation from her, due to what happened a week ago. Then, while the visitors are partying their hearts out, G made an announcement that the next week, she would head overseas with her family for a whole year. Knowing B wasn't around and the fact that he doesn't know what happened between him and G, one of G's friends sent a message to B about what G said just now. B replied "Okay. I see." to him, but what he didn't know that after replying, B was shocked and in sorrow, for he may soon lose someone very special in his life.

Knowing his shy nature and nervousness to confront people, B tried his very best to make a move to G's home, but avast, he was scared to do so, as negative thoughts continuously revolved around his mind. One such thoughts include the end to their friendship.

It was the evening before her flight in the late morning on 24th December. Desperately, B immediately wrapped up the box of true happiness with a note he slipped and buried into a while ago. He then placed another note at the top of the box. After which, he went over to G's house. Rather than directly entering since his relationship with her was still not fixed, he slipped the box though her bedroom window with grills upon secretly noticing her family was at the dining table. Then, he returned back home and laid back on his bed.

B felt very anxious whilst on his bed. He wondered what would happen if G didn't see the box. This triggered into what he saw as nightmares, like seeing her together with someone else, as well as spending the rest of her life with that person. This causes B to not fall asleep until the middle of the night. Because of this, he overslept, and the moment he woke up, he realized it was only an hour and 30 minutes left before G's Airplane takes off, which means 30 minutes before the time for checking had ended.

B rushed out of his house and called in for a taxi as fast as possible. Whilst on the way to the airport, he could feel his hands shaking anxiously. Immediately after reaching the airport and paying the taxi fare, B ran inside and kept his eyes peeled for G, still hoping she was still around.

Unfortunately, the worse had came. After desperately looking floor to floor, section to section, B was too late. G was no where to be found. He fell to his knees and tears trickled down from his watery eyes. Of all the times he had spent with her, they may well seem to inevitably be faded into memories.

As his family was preparing everything for Christmas Eve downstairs near at the Condominium's Clubhouse, B told them that he would remain upstairs at the house's balcony for a while. There he was sitting and staring blankly into the beautiful night sky. Feeling in sorrow, he wished to himself he shouldn't have talked to G about them being more than just Best Friends.

The clock had stroke 12 midnight and B could overhear people downstairs greeting Merry Christmas to each other. He started to weep with regret. He shouldn't had met G to face such immense suffering.

Suddenly, he heard a door opening. Assuming its one of his family members, he warned not to disturb him. Strangely, footsteps were heard approaching closer towards him. As the balcony slide doors open, there appeared G.

B immediately stood up and looked completely shocked. G held his cold hands tight to know that he was not dreaming as well as to calm him down. G explained that she saw whatever was inside his box he slid into her house, and realized how much B was a true keeper of romance. But most importantly, why her name was the only one written there. G confessed that she was afraid that B would end up rejecting her if she were to ask him to be her lover. That was why she asked him to be her best friend.

With a sign of relief, the two of them stared at each other, simultaneously blushing. Trying his best to break out of his shyness, B had his right hand touch G's smooth cheek. He then asked in a way a marriage proposal was supposed to be like: "Will you be my best friend, but also, will you be my lover...?"

In an instant, G launched at B and locked lips with him for the very first time. B had finally caught the girl of his dreams. After which, that was when they exchange their feelings for each other with 3 simple words: "I love you."

With that, hours later, when B's family returned home, they saw B and G, happily cuddling in their arms. Their love journey has finally started.

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I know such story is sloppy and somewhat cliche. But what I was really trying to convey is that second chances can happen. Believe in that, because this is where keepers of romance emerge.

Anyway, as my Thoughts on Second Chances in Romance had been poured out like cum (Innuendos. I love this side of me. :P), it's on to recount about my past in future blogs. Alright, off to mindmapping my school revisions. Till then, see you starside.

"If she is stupid enough to still love you even after you have hurt her, she definitely is 'The One' you have been looking for."

Journey To The Ready

Halo to all.

Well. This is it. The last day of my one and a half month holiday is now. Please, I don't want this fun period to end right now. :( If only I had a time machine to rewind time, but that'd be impossible for today's technology. Darn you, inevitability of thrusting forward (Yay, my innuendos are back again. :D).

Since school will start tomorrow, as well as becoming a 2nd year student for the first time, I promised my future blogs will be about my throwback nostalgia, and second chances in romance. Right now, I'm just preparing stuff to print out for this week. Looks like I'll have to face the reality of being stressed up. >:(

What's more, this year's Timetable is way sh*ttier than before (Pardon my whiny behavior.). To elaborate further, I have 3 hour goddamn breaks in between lessons on Monday and Friday. You know what this leads to? That's right, waking up so f*cking early. In Monday, I have to be in school at 8am, and the break starts from 10am till 1pm, whilst in Friday, I have to be in school at 10am, and the break starts from 11am till 2pm. Man, although I know I could do study stuff during those hours, its way too long that I feel like I'd be wasting time there. GODDANGIT! (Tobuscus Style. XD)

Moreover, lessons end at 6pm EVERYDAY, except Wednesday. At least I can feast on good dinner in school, because sometimes the food I ate at home seemed repetitive, therefore my belly won't feel satisfied. Besides, I am on for a challenge, if such obstacles in school get in my way, just like beasting in the Halo Games once again. Bring it on! >:D

If anyone is curious, these are the modules I'll be taking this semester, and my thoughts on what they are about:
- Biostatistics (Mathematics perhaps, but more Chart/Graph based.)
- Marketing On Life Sciences (Starting a business on and selling medicine products.)
- Drug Delivery Systems (Capsules, tablets, creams, and their functions in our body.)
- Basic Immunology (Most likely about our Immune System.)
- Pharmacology (Maybe pathogens are being understood here.)
- Pharmacy Practice (What staff we do in Pharmacy Stores/Companies.)

And with that, I'll be heading to school tomorrow, awaiting the new challenges, but more prominently, looking forward to seeing her after 1 and a half months (I want to hug her. :3). Whatever I prayed for, I wish to see them come true. Alright, off to om nom nom on Nasi Lemak for tonight. (I wouldn't say 'eat out', or you'll assume that I was thinking of licking her 'flower' or the number 69. 50 Shades Of Grey much? Innuendo Me is so awesome! XD). Till then, see you starside.

"Motivation is a challange. If you yourself get used to it, you will definitely have the urge to tackle obstacles down, whether they are weak or strong."

Amp It Up

Halo to all.

Just to let you know, all I said about Halo... Don't believe what I say, cause that game franchise sucks ass. April Fool-ed ya! You all know for a 100% fact that I will never ever abandon Halo, because it was what made me stray away from dangerously addictive Massively Multiplayer Online Role Playing Games (MMORPGs) like Warcraft but instead, staying dedicated to First Person Shooters (FPSs). :) Yeah... My April Fooling sucks ass as well. I know you all thought that right? Besides, I'm already a week late to pull such 'trickery' off. XD

Anyway, I gotta thank 343i for their release of a Free New Halo 4 Forge Map called Forge Island. What I noticed was that this Map is way way way bigger than Halo Reach Forge Map, Forge World. With that, I have the ability to build anything, anywhere, everywhere, now that the Map offers a wide open space with way lesser land to build on. There, I've recently completed building my very First Race Map, and I will release it to the File Share once I get back to using the Xbox Live Gold Subscription again. Plus, with the addition of more natural pieces, I can finally construct a Map that won't let you ever think of those various FPS maps with typically destructed environments like the ones in Battlefield and Call Of Duty. Neatness indeed, cause Art is the way of Beauty. :D Even them adding Green Screen can fool others that I'm playing Call Of Duty with a Spartan Armor. Cool right? ^_^

Speaking of which, I gotta enhance my skills to make my blog site more lively with variety. So, I'll add videos, images, other stuff and 'other' stuff (Like smutty manga, make love scenes in movies, romance quotes etc... Goddamn, I've become too lovesick nowadays. :3) in my blog site. I wouldn't want my blog to be too plain, but at the same time, I gotta make sure it stays organised, or else my OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) will kick in. Well, time to discover what all these blog edit buttons do.

8 days left till school begins. Soon, I'll begin my Polytechnic Course as a Year 2 Student. That spells a much stronger challenge for the work that has to be done, as well as a longer time I have to be in school. Man, it's gonna be tiring and stressful for me again, but you have to accept that if there's no pain, there's no gain. :/

But still, cumming back (Erm... I mean coming... Darn, I've got to somehow stop my innuendos, but it's so irresistible to stop it because... Ohh ahh anh... Okay, stop your deep moans, Paolo. Sheesh...) to school has it's good perks, such as meeting our classmates again to have a whooping good time, enjoy feasting on Subway once again, and most prominently, seeing the girl I fell in like with. Oh God please, for my naturally happy moment's sake, let her choose to continue going for French Class, or I won't be able to see her much like before, and hopefully if that happens, we'd take the same bus home more often, because I still remember that rare real smile I was showing the first time (No, totally not referring to 'doing it'. Damn innuendos again. Lol!) we made our way home together.Till this day, I still am dreaming of her when asleep or awake, cause I ain't giving up on romance, nor her. <3

Well, better make sure my last 8 days of holiday is worth the fun. Time for more Youtube watching, Romance Manga reading, and Call Of Duty Custom Zombies playing. Oh, since I'm going to head to school soon, I decided to post future blogs about my past, also known as, my throwback nostalgia, since those are the only things I haven't talked much about. And, a blog about Second Chances in Romance with my thoughts on it. Till then, see you starside.

"Being mutually in love is the same as both hearts beating fast, in an effort to push you two closer until they can finally feel each other."

Jump Like There Is No Tomorrow

Halo to all.

As titled in this blog, I suggest you all continue to enjoy the holidays to the max. School is about to begin in 3 weeks time, that's why I'm still in my room continuously browsing and playing (Sorry, no dice if you thought I was doing something which resembles a pair of circles, if you know what I mean. Innuendos are kicking in again. XD).

Since my Xbox Live Gold Subscription ended more than a week ago, all I could do in Halo 4 was to watch the matches I played via Theater. And yes, I saved those that were my personal bests and unique achievements. For example, earning such Medals: Running Riot (15 kills without dying), Flood Exterminator (10 Flood Kills without dying), and best of all, Perfection (15 or more kills, and 0 deaths in one match). I was really on a Medal Spree indeed. ^^ Never had I gotten such Medals in Halo Reach though (I was a little sucky there to be honest. Yes my Innuendo-ish People, that's what she said. :P).

I realized why I had better skills in Halo 4 than Halo Reach. I'll list them out, in case one of you turn out to be a Halo Player desparately dying to get a Kill/Death Ratio of 20 - 0. Lololol!!!

1) I run and gun more in Halo Reach than compared to Halo 4. That means all I did was charge straight at the enemy without observing my surroundings, including my motion tracker. Even though I ended up defeating my enemy, I was still vulnerable out in the open, especially when my shields are down. Now, in Halo 4, I moved from cover to cover, and simultaneously twitching my eye at the motion tracker for 1/2 a second to sense if an enemy is nearby.

2) I defied the strategy of staying with my team. Obviously, pulling that off could make me end up being surrounded by the opposing enemy, 4 to 1. You know I'd be screwed for sure, unless you happen to stumble on a Rocket Launcher. XP But seriously, it's better if you assist your teammates than to be a self-proclaimed Chuck Norris. I still remembered that one match I played in Halo 4. I was always staying with my teammates and vise versa. And you know what, we all ended up getting straight-up excellent Kill/Death Ratios. Mine was a 21 - 4. :D

3) I played Halo Reach with a sensitivity level of 3, whilst it was 5 in Halo 4, which boosted my skills... a lot. Playing Halo Reach with such a default sensitivity was a very bad idea. You know why? I would have wasted more time just to turn around 180 degrees to kill the enemy ambushing me from behind. Thus, he or she would have the advantage to maul me down first. That's why in Halo 4, after increasing my sensitivity level, when someone was trying to eliminate me from behind, I quickly turned around and either chucked Grenades, or popped their head off with my Battle Rifle, or even charged straight at them without expecting. Moreover, I can systemically kill a enemy in front of me, then the one on the right or left 90 degrees. All I could say, if you want to master this, make fast reflexes, and luck will be by your side. :)

Okay, done with speaking Halo stuff, for we're it too easy, as mentioned by the Arbiter (If you are a dedicated Halo fan, you'll recognize this reference for sure.). Now onto what happened on 20th March 2013.

Some students as well as I helped out in showing the French Teachers and Students around the School. Of course, I notice a few of them are taller than me, including females. Hopefully, I can grow till 6 feet by the time I reach 20 years of age. In addition, in one of the events, one of the French Students revealed that she can speak Chinese and Spanish, and showcased such skill to us. Wow... It's rare for a European to speak in an Asian language. Fortunately, we don't need to fully converse French with them, as they know English as much as we do. Even though it was a short time of 3 hours, we were glad we met people from a different continent. Hopefully, we would do the reversal some day, by visiting them in France. I myself really want to travel to other parts of the World, but money is restricting many of us from doing so.

Other than continuously reading Romance Manga and watching Romance Anime during the holidays. I am still dreaming of that girl I've fallen in like with since November last year (Getting warm and blushy again, Paolo. X3). But, it has been almost a month since I last saw her. According to one of my classmates in French Class, she is still deciding whether to continue doing French next month or not. God I hope she will, for if she dosen't, then I might not be able to see her. Darn it, that bad luck of mine is accumulating even more. :(

Well, I will be starting off fresh in School as a Year 2 Student this Mid-April. Time to enjoy the holiday period, and dream of her, cause one day, I want 'us' to happen. Till then, see you starside.

"One good tip onto making sure that your memories you had with your lover won't be forgotten: Photo Albums and Video Clips, so that when you two grow old, you can look at them, and remember how this journey of love started and ventured."

On The Brink Of Returning

Halo to all.

Apologies for not updating my blog for the past week, but I got to make sure that the 14 Day Xbox Live Gold Trial Subscription I utilized from 26 Feb till today is worth my endless, memorable, and enjoyable playing of Halo 4. :D

The Semestral Exams were finally over, and all I could do is eat, sleep, and sh*t. Just kidding. XD I'd watch Youtube videos for my daily dose of humor (And maybe romance too, hehehe. ^^), or read some fan fiction (Especially those 'yummy' types, if you know what I mean), or even just go flawless in Halo 4 (I can't help it. I love the Halo series too much. :3).

That is not all, a new fast food restaurant just recently opened here in Singapore, and it originated from my home country itself. Trust me, you will feel joy if you taste their meals. I guarantee you won't think of refunding. :)

Man, even though there's so much stuff that has happened during the holiday, I ended up not writing them here, since I see it as the same ol' stuff. Better compensate for this. Ah... Yes... I... Feel... It... Coming... Damn innuendos, I'm saying those words again. X3 It's time for MORE ROMANCE TALK!!!

Fortunately, since I'm usually at home, I don't get to see couples outside that often. Thank God, for I won't need to whine out my jealousy. Still, I miss her. I've not seen her for the past 2 weeks already. :'( All I can do right now is look at the photos she uploaded in Instagram. Maybe I should admit something here: I kept on liking those photos that showcase her only, because the moment she uploads something new and I see it, I have the tendency to quickly place my phone flat down and place my hand on my forehead. Simultaneously, I feel the blushies emerging onto my skin as well as the warmness building inside my body. I just feel like waist hugging her, as what couples do for a tender moment, other than passionate kissing. <3

Oh, I did mention about talking to her in Whatsapp referring to what was mentioned in my previous blog. Unfortunately, it turns out I did not make this happen during the holidays, due to my stupid shyness. :( I'm sorry, but you will never know how nervous I am towards her. Just to prove you, I'd better list out the times I was with her during the Semsestal Exam period:

1) After an exam ended, I waited outside the exam hall for our classmates, and later on, my eyes fixated at her with her friends as they walk out, without her noticing me. I was feeling warm as usual.

2) I walked right behind her and her friends. As they stopped at the canteen for a minute, I walked ahead of them and moved slowly, so I would not lose her in sight whilst looking behind for second. Eventually as I exit the school via the main entrance, I noticed her exit via the escalators. With that, my heart felt heavy when suddenly, from a far distance, I saw her walking alone towards the bus stop. Thus, I altered my route and walked towards there instead (We take the same bus home anyway.). Upon reaching, we both smiled at each other (*Insert natural feeling here*). And when I thought that a double decker bus would show up so we could sit together like before, we ended up boarding a crowded single decker bus. Rather than her, I was actually in bad luck. Furthermore, her other 2 friends entered the bus at the next bus stop. Man, what a loss of opportunity. :(

3) Whilst revising through at the top deck of the bus, I simultaneously checked the bus stop she would be waiting at, and guess what? She was there. I felt that fate made this happen. Okay, stop the cheesyness Paolo. XD Anyway, as we exit the bus (She first, then me, because she was at the bottom deck.), I surprised her from behind whilst walking towards our destination (I did not mean our destiny to become together, but how I wished this happen right now. :3). Of course, we smiled at each other (*Insert natural feeling here... Again...*). I did ask her where she will be heading for the exam. I did hear her say the Lounge (The same place I was heading to), but due to my nervousness when I was walking alongside her, I thought she was heading towards the Sports Hall. Thus, I said my goodbyes, and wishes of good luck to her as I was about to walk up the stairs. Obviously, she abruptly said she was walking up the stairs as well. That's when I realized she was really going to the Lounge, and not the Sports Hall. That may well seem to be a bit awkward of me saying those.

And that's all I had to say. Sigh, when will be the day I get to see her again...? The wait is killing me. :( Maybe this 20th March... Maybe... I just hope that I won't run into bad luck again. Till then, see you starside.

"If she is sad, give her a warm hug. If she is angry, give her a kiss on her lips. If she is in love with you, give her that love in return. If you know what I mean after reading these 3 sentences, you'll understand that love is all about 'forGIVING'."

Beyond Control

Halo to all.

4 Semestral Exams had been dealt with, and 2 are still standing. It's time for the final push (No, I did not mean the last push to climaxing, if you know what I mean. ;D) this Monday, and Tuesday. Just hang in there! For all these stresses will soon be over. :)

Because of which, I am really looking forward to what I'm going to do during my 1 3/4 month holiday season. One of them is continuing the Halo 4's War Games carnage, as well as the story of Spartan Ops Season 1 in my "Eksboks Twee Siiix Tee", as how drunkards say it. XD Though the settings there are sometimes repetitive, the cinematics, and story were mainly what caught my attention. For the bonus, Spartan Ops Season 1 serves as a bridge to what may be foretold in the upcoming Halo 5. Oh the anticipation 343i had built... :D

In other news, Bungie (Original developers of the Halo series) has revealed their next Video Game Franchise they will be working on for the next 10 years, and that is known as "Destiny". I definitely MUST NOT miss the chance of buying this game when it is out in stores, for this new Sci-Fi First Person Shooter is now in my list of Anticipated Games, other than the future Halo Games. :D

Is it me, or I have been talking nothing but games, games, and more games. I guess I have that non-stop addiction of holding that Xbox 360 controller and blasting any sh*t up. Lololol!

Now, on to more Romance talk, cause I just want to. :3 Referring to my previous blog, I made suspicions that the girl I eyeballed on is not attached at all. From what I noticed this week, she may have realized that I was crushing on her. And you know how I got that feeling? NYPConfessions. Bam! You said it! A confession there was made towards her, and in particular, it mentioned about watching her from French Class. But that's not all, another confession popped in, and it was made towards me, mentioning that the person had been taking notice of me during Microbiology and French Class, as well as watching me at the Exam Hall. :O

You know what I can interpret from all this? Both of these confessions were made by the same person, and that person is a friend of the girl I like. She might have told that person about me liking on her. Hence, all these confessions started showing up. But my interpretation could be wrong, as she may have sent that confession towards me, upon seeing that confession made towards her, which did not involve me at all. That could possibly mean she was crushing on me as well.

Man, I just don't get it. The moment I see her in person, my heart just naturally flutters with joy. Even those natural smiles she gave towards me makes me feel like hugging her. Awww Gawd! I'm blushing like crazy right now... :3

I'd better do something after all of my Semestral Exams are over. Maybe talk to her in Whatsapp about this? I'm scared, for I've never ever done something like this before, and I fear something bad may happen. It's like I don't want to let her go... I don't want to see the last of her... I want to see her again... Well, wish me luck, as what men do; They take risks to make good happen. Till then, see you starside.

"Keepers of Romance have a common motto: 'You. Just you only. No one else.', also known as monogamous love."

I Am Going In

Halo to all.

It is time for me to enter what we all inevitably have to do: Exams. (If anyone thought I was entering someone, you can leave it for the fanfiction anyways. Teehee! XD) Two days away till darkness arises again. But fret not, for I have taken precautions to repel it away, by mindmapping certain topics covered for this Semestral Exam. It makes remembering stuff easier. :D

Other than that, there's some funny things that I experienced, and I would like to share them to you all. One of them is by the Twitter Name 'NYPConfessions', which basically tweets out confessions made by the many Nanyang Polytechnic students. The confessions I saw are related to facility improvements (E.g. "NYP needs a KFC/Burger King outlet." I ABSOLUTELY agree to this!), stresses (E.g. "Walking from the MRT station to the South side of the Campus is so damn frustrating."), and mainly love declarations. <3

Speaking of love declarations, I saw a hecking lot of em' popping up in my Twitter feed. Of course, that's when you realize so many are not taken right now, myself included. How I wish love is as easy as 'Boy sees girl. Girl sees boy. Boy and girl talk to each other. Boy and girl fell in love. Boy and girl promised to not let go of each other.'... Instead of 'Boy notices girl. Girl notices someone else.' :'(

Moreover, some confessions were directed to some of my classmates, including the one I previously liked. Because of these, a few of them felt suspicious that I was involved in typing those out. But I cleared it off by telling straight that I did not type anything out. (Thank God they are understanding. :) Or I would've called in for a lie detector, then go "In your face!". Lol! ^^)

With that being said, I may wanna confess something out in this blog since Valentine's Day is over: I have a feeling that the girl I used to eyeball on from November 2012 to January 2013 is NOT taken. Wanna know why?:

1) Recently, my ex-classmate obviously noticed that I like her, contrary to my classmates, and informed me that she is not attached to anyone. 

2) Apologies for the so-called stalking behavior here, but I noticed that she did not post any Facebook/Twitter/Instagram pic of just her and her significant other.

3) Perhaps her mentioning she was taken was a way of indirectly saying she knew I was already crushing on her. What supports this is the comments mentioned in one of her Instagram pics, pertaining that her NYP Crush would love seeing this, and further saying that he is the guy from the French class. (I'm the ONLY guy she knew from French class.) To prove that I knew it was me, the comments continued mentioning about the time the bus was squeezy, he deliberately moved from her classmate's side and stood beside her, making it damn obvious. (In the bus, I was initially standing beside her classmate. When more people entered the bus, I quickly moved into a vacant spacing, and ended up standing beside her.)

Referring to my 3rd reason, yes... I voluntarily moved just for the sake of standing beside her. This is because I could not resist looking at her really cute face (Sh*t, I'm blushing much, and feeling too warm right now. >o<), and those hands... God, I just feel like holding her hand, like what couples routinely do. Not to forget the days she showed that natural smile she gave to me when we saw each other. What I also like about her is her classy clothing. I mean, it's a way of showing style, just like what my family does whenever we go outdoors.

Oh, how I wish I was not a shy person, especially towards girls. I just wanna know her more, ya' know? It was because of 13th November 2012 that I was really smiling (I rarely make real smiles.), and my heart was fluttering with joy... Thanks to her, and her alone. :3

Maybe after the Exams... If I could just let her know how I feel... I must let courage be inside of me... Till then, see you starside.

"There are many forms of showing her that she is the love of your life, such as kissing her forehead, hugging her from behind, and promising her that you two will grow old together."

Respect For The Commitment

Halo to all.

I just had a good, and meaningful casual talk with my mother (Thank you mom! :D). If you all wanna know, it's about marriage. I know you people think it's too early for me to pop this stuff out, but I just wanna understand what I needed to do in order to uphold it forever. :) Though, I disagree on the my mom's ideal age to tie the knot; She told me that I should be around 30 Years Old to get married. :O That's way 'over the limit' for me. To be honest, I'd say that it is best to make that happen when you are around 25 Years Old. I have a couple of reasons for that:
1) My generation is different from my parents' generation. This means that our perspectives of life is different from theirs. Compared to before, people nowadays started seriously dating early, because they understand love is the most important thing to keep living a good life (Even various Video Games do that :D), and it'd be a waste if you start it's journey later.
2) Accessibility to jobs are way easier nowadays. That is why you see many young people have stable jobs, which helps to aid them and their spouse financially.
3) The fact that we have Internet today, people could just look for any tips and advice to uphold a successful marriages online, whether though search engines, social network sites, or even media. My generation sure does learn as fast as a sky rocket. (Innuendos again Paolo. Damn... I must make more of these. XD)
4) This reason is for those who want to make a baby via making love to each other without contraceptives, obviously. :) Giving birth around that age is safer, as the risk of your baby to be diagnosed with diseases associated to abnormal characteristics & personalities (E.g. Down's Syndrome) will be lesser than those who are 30 Years Old or above.

With that being said, I promised myself to create a blog on talking more about romance, and here you have it. It's going to be related to this phrase: "Love has no boundaries."

I have seen many couples within my 25 metre radius (A Halo reference about the Motion Sensor detection distance) come and go. However, the ones I noticed more into particular are those multiracial couples (E.g. A Chinese and a Malay holding hands.).

The reason why I really respect this type of couples is because they actually proven to the world that race and religion does not matter when it comes to love. They are simply showing just 2 humans who are basically in love with each other. <3

In parallel to this, even many of my relatives coupled with someone outside Filipino blood since a long way back. One of my father's cousins married a Canadian, and they are currently living in Canada with their 2 Half-Canadian Half-Filipino kids, and one of my mother's cousins married a Vietnamese. Just to let you know, I am mostly of Filipino blood, with some Spanish and a little African-American within. Man, I feel unique! :D

Because of this, I believed in what the phrase said. The fact that nationalities don't matter, but appearances & personalities do. This was what made me chase after someone outside Filipino blood. :3

Whatever those multiracial couples are showing, they are damn well eradicating 'Racist' off the dictionary. ;) Gotta give my warm thanks to my mom for that mother-to-son casual talk a while ago. I'm lucky to have a mother who cares for me as much as I care for her. :D Exam is in 9 days, and I'm on to mindmapping what I had learnt in my Polytechnic for the past 17 weeks, now that the arrangement of my notes are finally organized. Till then, see you starside.

"Your marriage will last if you consistently sustain these 3 things: Financially (Money ensures survival, and that is buying a house, and paying it's bills.), Mentally (Be understanding to each other, and compromise if there is any problem to be resolved.), and Emotionally (When she is sad, you hold, and tell her that you are still there for her, no matter what.)."

Alas Poor Yorick

Halo to all.

So much has happened during this week, and I already can't wait to blurt all of them out today. I better get this over quick, as I still need to revise for the upcoming Semestral Exam. This is where the main impact plays in my grades.

First thing, and this will be something that pains me to write, so please bear with me. The girl I had been eyeballing on since November last year... Well... She was taken (No, I did not mean kidnapped. You, and your ideas of damsels in distresses). She was already going out with someone. I heard of this when I eavesdropped her classmates continuously teasing her about going out on a date with her boyfriend, as well as informing me (She and I have a common module), and some of her friends she would meet him that night. As we all parted ways, the moment I entered the bus to return home, that was when I picked my phone up, and whined out my sadness to my good friends in Whatsapp. I was really heartbroken. :( As an understanding person, I have no right to intrude her relationship with him, because that is just what a jerk does. But at least my relation with her did not end in bad terms. Compared to the previous 2, whereby the 1st just completely ignores me and the 2nd just won't be happily waving goodbyes at me anymore. I just wish I could apologize to them somehow, but you know my shy nature right? I just don't want to be of bad reputation and impression towards anyone. :'(

Moving to number 2, Nanyang Polytechnic has recently opened up Subway in the Center Canteen. YES! Now I can indulge myself with a beautifully crusted bun, topped in with any tasty meat, fresh salad, and flavoury sauce I desire it to be added with, especially if I am super hungry. :D

Thirdly, I have thoroughly finished my French role-play and online test, and all the projects I was supposed to work on with some of my classmates. It may somehow be tough work, but I made it through. For your info, some of the projects I did were a poster presentation on Phenotypic Classifications, a booklet on Calcium, and a Powerpoint presentation on Metabolic Disorders In Our Bodies. I hope what I did here can further boost up my Grade Point Average. ^_^

Lastly, I finally reached the Specialization Ranks in Halo 4. Better thank the Campaign Challenges for offering me a massive 40000XP to make that final push. So can't wait to try the Specializations out once I am back in War Games, and Spartan Ops this Late February/Early March! :) In addition, I had started initial designs for my next Forge Map, which is my second. My First was completed (My innudendo-isms think of this as my "First Time" with my lover. Damn horny I am. XD) many weeks ago, and it is ready to be uploaded to Halo 4's File Share (Thank you 343i, for finally fixing this. ^^) this March.

Since I realized she was already in a relationship with someone, it is time for me to hunt for "The One" again, as I vow not to give up on Romance. NEVAR!!! As one of Ellie Goulding's songs said, and one of Simon Cowell's comments on a performance in The X Factor, anything can happen. <3

Now I can get back to studying smart, and not studying hard. See what I did there? ;) Just showing that you should watch whatever words you say, because they can make a difference, a HUGE one. Anyway, I plan to talk more about Romance again the next week. Till then, see you starside.

"If you two mutually make an effort to keep your love to each other alive, your dreams of becoming a happy family will surface into reality."

Slice Of Life

Halo to all.

This February will be a very busy month for me, cause you know... Semestral Exams are coming. This is where it greatly impacts my GPA (Grade Point Average). Out of 4, the higher it is, the higher your scores, the higher chance of entering various Universities. For me, at least a 3 or higher is what I call excellent already, because I'm a person who does not want to be an all-time nerd (No life, all-day study) but rather a person who keeps up to standards (Lets say Heroic Difficulty if I am metaphorically talking Halo). :)

Anyway, it is time for me to look through my lecture notes, tutorials, and practicals thoroughly, as the exams basically require two skills: Understanding and memorizing. If you don't understand, you won't know why the answer you wrote is correct. If you don't memorize, don't bother answering the question anyway, unless you think pulling of a casino-based lucky guess can land you onto the zone of correct (No, I'm not referring to Charlie Sheen's zone of Winning, as he calls it. XP). Nevertheless, work smart, and ready smart.

I already have much stuff I planned to do after the Exams. From 27 Feb till Mid-April, I may:

- Get back into my FPS (First Person Shooter) carnage career in Halo 4 to 'pwn' any enemy who stands in my way, whether in Regicide, Flood, or Slayer. Or, even complete intimidating challenges in both Campaign and Spartan Ops. Halo 4 is gonna be something whereby I'm going in. Yup, my innuendos stepping in again. :P

- Travel back to the Philippines, since I have not returned to my home country since 2010. I miss my grandparents and cousins there. :( Besides, that was where I spent my childhood days with my cousins. Even though my time with them was limited, those memories will not be forgotten. :)

- Go pooling, swimming, and bowling. Duh, holidays ya' know? It's time to just forget study stuff already, and enjoy these recreational activities all the way. Destress everything I had gone through during the Exam. :D

- Look into MOAR Romance Anime, and Manga!!! <3 <3 <3

- Sleeeeeeep!!! I enjoy a lot of it, but it'd be memorable if I cuddle with someone. I wonder how does it feels like. :3

- Head out with my family to restaurants for a food feast that we greatly crave for, because eating the same ol' food at home will get boring and our tongues won't be satisfied until we go out somewhere to pleasure it this time, with exotic food. Once again, that's what I said. ^_^

- Journey into different parts of the city to look at the beautiful decorations placed around the streets, shopping centers, and parks, especially during Christmas. :) Most of all, I better head back to Skypark @ Marina Bay Sands, this time, during the evening when the Sun sets in the horizon. After all, I do admire beautiful settings and environments, whether it is Sci-Fi, Fantasy, or even Real-life based. Better take a picture if I ever see one so enthralling. ^o^

- Enjoy outdoor activities with her, confess my feelings to her, kiss her, hold her soft hands, stare at her cute face, cuddle with her, and do 'it' with her... in my dreams. :'( How I wish she realized that she meant the world to me, and here I am continuously getting warm inside, with blushies appearing on my face, fantasizing that we are a couple...

Well, better not get my enthusiasm high just yet, cause I still need the focus for the Semestral Exam. Then, let the life of awesome, fun, and love begin! Till then, see you starside.

"As long as you feel motivated, you will gain the confidence you need to tackle the problems you face."

A Continuous Journey Into The Everlasting Truth

Halo to all.

I am different, I am special, I am unique. This sentence shows that we humans don't talk, hear, see, or speak the same. That is why we all voice out opinions, chat in conversations, and think our minds differently, unlike those dumb robots, who just do the same ol' errands every single day. Just make sure you don't arm them with guns, or I'd be surrounded for a Mann VS Machine firefight (A gametype from Team Fortress 2). :P

Moreover, we show emotions. It's the reason why on certain days you feel sad, happy, confused, or horny (I can't help it. I want to add this word in. XD). Such emotions are powerful enough to reveal what our gestures, facial expressions, and actions are in a particular feeling. I guess so much of these aspects of life had helped us on being human. :)

And so, without further ado, ranging from 'pissed off' to 'in love' opinions, I shall talk about the stuff I "Dislike & Despise", "Ignore & Isolate", "Like & Love":

Dislike & Despise

The Boy Who Sings Like A Girl 
Whoever made the decision to sign this person in to the music industry must be neutralized. And to those Beliebers supporting "her", what the f*ck is all I have to say. Even if "she" does something wrong, "her" Beliebers will stupidly end up dishonoring themselves to a really serious extent. For example, #CutForBieber (This Twitter trend just made me lose hope in "her" fans.). -_-

Dubstep
Once again, anyone who says dubstep hypes you up the most must be thrown off a cliff. I mean seriously, dubstep is not music! It is nothing but irritatingly wubby, tuneless, and absolutely annoying blasts of torturous satanism. It makes my ears bleed to sh*t! If you want real dubstep, you should just hear long and continuous sounds of clanking metal. Sheesh... >:(

Being An Outcast
Not being in a particular circle of friends do suck ass, as you start to think negative thoughts, like "Am I weird?", "Did I give a bad impression?", or "I was fated to be alonely & forever alone." (This thought was meant to be a pun towards the 2010 - 2011 me. I had this kind of feeling during Secondary School life, as no one [Correction: No Girl] had any interest of hanging out with me.). If this were to happen again, then history will repeat itself. :(

Ignore & Isolate

School Work
A neverending pile of class activities, practicals, homeworks and projects to be completed is really stressful. They do consume a lot of our free time to do our hobbies. But hey, you got to understand the fact that some of these works may be useful in helping to bridge you more opportunites at better jobs. Of course, with a better job, you get rewarded with massive bags of the humans' #1 desire: Money (Also known as the Root to All Evil). @_@

Repeated Advices
My parents had this tendency of always giving me the same advice even though I had heard it from them like a hundred times. It does exaggerate and annoy me much, especially when I am in a bad mood. However, this shows that they care, show their utmost concern about me (No matter how old I am), and that they actually want me to grow up as a better person. For that, I ultimately appreciate their actions. :)

Parties Nowadays
Compared to the unforgettable awesome past parties my family and I organised (2008 and before), the parties of 2009 till present were somewhat mediocre, due to the fact that there are little visitors, and they don't last till the middle of the night. Take my 2013 Birthday Surprise as an exception however. I still could remember my prestigious 2003 Birthday Celebration, where it was held in a function room filled with more than a hundred visitors, as well as a ton lots of games with goodie rewards for both adults and children. Not to forget the delicious food too. I just wish such nostalgia can kick into reality again someday. :/

Over-aggressiveness
This is one character of mine I had to deal with, since I am a male after all. I tend to clumsily break glasses, and even cables. Furthermore, I close doors too hard, and drop my phone too often. I guess I just can't control my arm strength when it comes to these. I always seemed to set it to maximum strength, like a melee attack in the Halo series. Lmao! At least such ability is what I must necessarily apply in the near future, and that is National Service. :S

Music Videos
Some music videos have meaning. Some are pointless. I shall tell examples to illustrate further. For those which have meaning, like Black Eyed Pea's Where Is The Love, it actually shows the group pasting posters of question marks all around the city, sending in a message on where was the love we humans were meant to show, rather than violence. For those which are pointless, like Maroon 5's Payphone, instead of showing Adam Levine using the phone booth to call his girl that he wants her back (Just like what the lyrics said), I ended up seeing him in a police chase. Now that is seriously f*cked up. >:(

Like & Love

Family
They are of course the reason why am I growing up as a man. They had taught me the ways and aspects to achieving the goals of a successful life. They made me believe in God, for miracles can happen. Such journey will ensure that I can live with happiness. Furthermore, whenever you need help or motivation for something, they will be there to guide and support you, as family makes sure you don't journey into life alone, and that family has no end. :D

Video Games
I have been a longtime addict towards video games, whether it is in the computer, Playstation, or Xbox. The most important thing is that I had fun and enjoyed playing them. For your extra information, for the computer, while I'm not liking a particular video game there, I do often go to Miniclip (A game site filled with tons of arcade games.) since 6 years old. As for the Playstation, I have too many favorites to choose from (Crash Bandicoot, Gekioh, Speed Punk, and many more... :D) as they all make my childhood memories awesome to the max! As for the Xbox, my favorite is undoubtedly the Halo series (1 - 4, ODST, and Reach). Halo was the main reason I came to First Person Shooters, as well as buying an Xbox 360 (Halo is an Xbox exclusive game.) instead of a Playstation 3. Well, I wrote a hecking lot here. Perhaps video games is the undisputed #1 hobby of mine after all. :3

Western Food
Although I do enjoy devouring any type of food I love, western food are the ones I enjoy to the fullest. It is the reason why I stray away from eating rice everyday, proving to my family that bread, mashed potatoes, fries, pasta, or macaroni are also other alternatives as staple food, and not just rice only (My family continuously nags that rice is the most important, to which I disagree to a large extent. -.-). One more thing western food has is that it offers variety for an exquisite taste, like which sauce do I want to add to my indulging grilled steak, or whether I want my meat well-done or not. Such recipes are well worth the price of eating them. I do am forever hungry after all. ^_^

Televisions And Manga
Watching shows or reading manga help to kill the boredom out of my free time. Just to let you know, sitcoms and reality game shows are what I currently watch on television, like The Amazing Race (Watched this show since its debut in 2001. :D), Survivor, and Cougar Town. As for manga, I'd look for those of romantic comedy because you know my addiction to laughter and love. Without these, I'd be living the life out of a serious drama TV show, like those overdramatic Teleseryes in the Philippines. XD

Techno And Trance
I do listen to techno, and trance so much, as they deliver melody and emotion in their tunes, thus the catchy beats I am hearing from them. Such electro music is what I can call the music of the future, as the beats and instruments used to create this masterpiece really portrays fantasy and sci-fi in the atmosphere we imagine whilst listening to it. Compared to dubstep, where it makes continuous blasts of unoriginality, thereby it sucks ass... Real hard. Techno, and trance to me still stands as the King of Electro Music. d^_^b

Sleeping
I'm sure everyone agrees that sleep is what we do when we procrastinate, feel bored, or feel tired right? At least I don't need to waste much energy working on different activities, since I can replenish my energy as I sleep the night away. Even sleeping brings in something soothing: Dreams. Yeah, you could have wished they came into reality, because if they do, damn... What a lucky son of a bitch you are. Lol! If my dream were to fantasize me and my lover doing lovey dovey stuff (Including doing 'it' passionately. Oh I'm so aroused right now.), then it is more worth than the time I was awake during the day itself. ;)

Romance
Consider this to be the most important for me to live a happy life, as romance is where true happiness evolves, if you do it right. I just want to share that special feeling called 'Love', with my fated-one-to-be-with. Without fail, romance always surfaces in my mind, everyday, anytime, anywhere. I kept on fantasizing how does it feel to hold her hand (So cute, and adorable.), to go out with her (Whether it's a typical date, or even travelling overseas for a holiday together.), to offer gifts she dearly wished for (Chocolates, nuff' said.), to be in her company (The warmness and blush that reveals in my face.), to reconcile after a quarrel (Whether through good or bad, I still want to stay with her.), to be intimate and passionate with her (For example, kissing and making love to her... F*ck... I feel embarrassed saying these. *Extreme Blushing*), and most of all, to tell her that '1 sentence 2 say; 3 words 4 you.': "I love you." <3 <3 <3

And I shall end it off here, as I declare this blog the longest I had written so far. With that, I'm sure you all have different opinions about what I had showcased here, right? Don't worry, it's normal, for we are all born to be unique. :)

Well, off to complete the last 2 projects for my Course in Polytechnic. Semestral Exam is just weeks away, and I have to get real busy now. So can't wait to play more Halo 4 Campaign, War Games, and Spartan Ops during the March and April holidays. Till then, see you starside.

"The moment you want to lock lips with her, lift up your hand to slowly brush through her soft cheek. Next, gaze into her dazzling eyes, as you make her face blush with embarrassment. Examine the beautiful face she portrays. Then, pull your head closer to her, whilst closing your eyes. Feel your heart beat faster, anticipating for that special moment to happen. As your lips gently press against her lips, bring one of your hands forward to stroke the back of her smooth hair, and the other to wrap around her back. Continue kissing for a few seconds. After that, let go of your lips from her lips, and open your eyes, while you are still holding her. Finally, with passion, stare at her smiling, or hug her, or even tell her that you love her."

I Just Can't Resist Doing That

Halo to all.

If you think the title of this blog has something to do with an unstoppable pleasure of "entering" someone, then you are absolutely wrong! XD Oh my innuendos again... The title is all about what I've been encountering within myself for a very long time: Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. :(

Yeah. It sucks right? Such disorders end up wasting seconds of my time. Let me recount such situations... Ah yes! Found some, and I shall list them out below: 

- Straightening the computer screen, and books on my table in school. 

- Zipping my bag down then up to make sure whatever inside is secured.

- Pressing the door lock hard to make sure it is really locked. Worse case scenario, I'd end up coming back to the door repeatedly to do this again.

- Over-organize my Halo maps in a way that I keep arranging every weapon at a 90 Degree Angle. Damn addicted I am. XD

- Continuously checking that my video game setting preferences are what I set up, since I fear the computer optimally changes it.

And many more... But this should be ample enough to reveal how much of an obsessive freak I am. At least the good news is that, with my organised habits, the likelihood of losing an item would be lower than expected. Thankfully as of today, I don't seem to be doing much of this repetitive behavior anymore, though it still happens...

Moreover, this disorder has made me become very cautious and careful at what I am doing... Well... On the practical side. However, upon any of my stuff stands out disorganized, I may end up fixing it up 100% guaranteed. Thank God I'm not like one of those Happy Tree Friends, whereby her OCD leads to an asthmatic attack. Lol!

Still, even with caution, I still pretty am aggressive. I clumsily broke too many small items like glasses, and plastic covers. I really need to stop having such arm strength as strong as Master Chief's melee attack. XD

With that, I shall head to bed. I still have a lot of projects to complete, but more than half of them have (Finally) been completed. ^^ Yet, it's still not time for me to lay back completely, as the Semestral Exam is in the corner, and I better ready myself for the tides it will deliver, no matter how high or low it is. As what that special girl motivated me before: Jia You ("Hang On" in Mandarin)! Till then, see you starside.

"Be careful of whatever you choose to be addicted to, as once you start, you can never stop."

Towards Ahead For Real Happenings

Halo to all.

My previous blog appeared to be too serious (At least it helped to vent my anger out). I should really chill like what a waterbender does (Yeah, I love the Avartar: The Last Airbender franchise, EXCEPT the movie, which sucks ass), like living in Antarctica. Too bad I didn't get to experience real snow yet. But, just you wait, I'll make sure it happens... Someday... In a galaxy far far away... Okay cut the randomness, Paolo. XD

Speaking of which, on 11 Jan 2013, I finally became 18 years old, and with that, I should booze myself with shots of Vodka like a real man! >:D Give myself a little taste of maturity, as that is what I intend to do during my upcoming Birthday Celebration. Don't confuse yourself, Birthday and Birthday Celebration dates are different, because the calendar was very mean of always placing 11 Jan on a weekday. :(

Anyway, I should retell what happened during that day: Our classmates and I headed to Mad Jack  for a lunch feast. Of course, I love western food, especially those deep fried or grilled ones. They were very indulging indeed. As we finished devouring it all, there came in a waiter holding onto a tray with two slices of chocolate cake with vanilla ice cream topping (Vanilla yay! :D), each separated on a plate. What I particularly noticed was that one of them had a candle on top. Then, that was when the insides of me surged with excitement. Oh my God! Never expected to see this happen! Never had I received something special this way! To my classmates of PS1201, my warmest Thank You to all! :) :) :)

After school had ended, I headed back home to continue celebrating my Birthday with my family. Once again, cakes and lots of food to om nom nom nom on. :D Thanks mom and dad! Were it not for you two to raise me up, I would have never been the man you wanted to see. :) With that, I conclude what happened on 11 Jan 2013. Shall anticipate for the Birthday Celebration, where we will have tons of visitors. Gonna invite my friends over for some Xbox 360 action too!

Even though I was down with a slight sore throat and runny nose during that day, it damn well cannot stop the enthusiasm I had for that day itself, as I'm a man, and that kind of sickness is just like speed running on Easy in Halo 4! >:D

Well, time for me to place these memories into my treasure chests (Facebook, Twitter, or Instagram) filled with photos and videos, cause you know they actually help you remember what you did in the past. :) Never believed I would say this, but this year's 11 Jan turned out to be the BEST after a long time. Till then, see you starside.

"Gifts are God's happiness. They are the reason why we learnt to smile."

Ignorance Is So Blissful

Halo to all.

Consider these recent days rough and hard, and yes, insert sexual innuendo joke here. But seriously, you wondered how it felt to be ignored by others, especially your family? For example, during a typical family dinner, you took action of chatting random stuff out, but no one ended up hearing you, or someone else interrupted your line (It'd be worse if someone else responded to what they said instead of yours), or even they pretend that you did not say anything. I know at this point of time, your body would have immediately triggered to "Pissed Off" Mode. Yeah, I had such occurrences happen several times that I had already lost count.

Moreover, I had this feeling about others keeping secrets from me, particularly my parents. Sorry mom and dad, I love you two so much, but I just don't get it. Why do all those, when I already knew it from before...? Anyway, here was what happened a few days ago (Disclaimer: This was not to offend my parents at all. I am only feeling curious to what was going on. Secrets can't be forever kept.):

I was heading to the Philippine Embassy with my parents and maid to renew our passports. But that wasn't the main point. The main point was halfway through the process, I saw "familiar faces". I was about to tell mom about it, but knowing about what I was about to say, she quickly distracted me with who was I chatting with on the phone. Intriguing, using that kind of skill won't stray me off. Besides, I knew my parents had some kind of conflict with those "familiar faces", but they just won't tell me why, since they still see me not as an adult and say it does not matter to me.

My parents had a long history of conflicts with certain tenants. But there is something that triggered me to be really mad: Not telling me what REALLY happened, and instead use other reasons which they seem to not be heard as a LIE. Accidentally, many months ago, at home, while mom was inside the toilet, I saw her computer displaying her Facebook account settings, under Blocked People. The names listed were none other than those tenants they had a fight with, as well as those "familiar faces".

Anyway, upon seeing those "familiar faces", my parents decided to sit somewhere else farther away from them, whilst waiting for our maid to finish the renewing of her passport. What pissed me off further was when  dad whispered something to my maid, and I obviously know it's about them. No wonder my maid, instead of him, went to the cashier to make payments.

All these ruined my happy mood for the day. Until now, I am still curious of why such conflicts happened. If only my parents simply told me about it, then my curiousness will finally be at ease. For what I saw, heard, and talked during that day, I tweeted these out:
- "See with your eyes... For my brain knows what familiarity surrounds me..."
- "As you get secretive, you end up pulling out distractions towards witnesses to avoid suspicion."
- "The smarts use intuition to know what you are up to... All you have to do is to just come clean and don't stray away further... Done."

I know we all had to move on for life to continue, but I get a feeling sometimes this will not lead towards a better future. Because... What if someday, you feel resentful and regretful for such actions that lead you and someone else to be apart from each other... I guess reconciliation has to happen in order to take such pains away. This is what I call "Moving Back". I may cover more about "Moving On" in a future blog, but for now, I should take a rest, since I am down with a slight runny nose and sore throat. I also have to finish up another project with my friends later on. Till then, see you starside.

"People ask you to move on, but sometimes there is no path for you to go. That is why, people move back their old path to retrace their steps, in order to reversify the effects of the fault they had committed."

Romance Transcends Ahead

Halo to all.

Love. What I always look forward to seeing in TV Shows, Manga, or even Video Games. Yeah, I do spurt out much topics about this to my good friends that they end up teasing me about my so-called "Imaginary Love Life." You can call me one lovesick bastard. ^^

Anyway, to put seriousness into play, love is something you should not mess with. It is something you must value for life. Love is just one crazy thing that you start, but cannot stop, as what my good friend said. Love is what we do out of effort, because if you ever do anything negative about love, and you don't fix it, prepare to be single for the rest of your lives. But more importantly, love is why you two were born, seen, and meant to be a couple. <3

Speaking of "Imaginary Love Life", I think it is best if I showed how I came to discover the most powerful emotion the world had seen:

It all started when I was 15. I was just in an outing with my family and some of my relatives visiting here for the holiday. We were walking through the Sentosa Boardwalk during the night, when I came to notice the many couples, staring at each other or the sky or even kissing. I can call it a romantic moment indeed. Suddenly, there was that feeling of jealousy within me, as well as the urge to find my fated one-to-be. :3

Because of all that, I developed a liking to someone during my Upper Secondary School days. Though sadly, it ended up to be nothing. I better be confessing something: I am really shy towards girls. That is why I get really nervous when talking to one, because who knows that I may give a bad impression towards her. So much of fearing that I had done poorly. :(

During those times as a 15 and 16 year old, I ended up "emoing" in Twitter, continuously using hash tags #Alonely, or #ForeverAlone in my tweets. Consider me a desperate person then, since no girl would casually talk to me, and I don't even understand for any particular reason why.

I just don't get it though. XD During my childhood times, most of my childhood friends were girls, and talking with them was easy-peasy. Now, it is the other way around. Kinda ironic...

Even my good friends notice my way of conversing with them is very much being a sexual innuendo type of person, which means saying things that weren't meant to be horny (You can insert any other word as dirty as this), but they actually are. Yeah, I can't control it, as I ended up naturally saying it.

Anyway, back to present time, during the time I first entered into Polytechnic, I told myself it was time to make a change to all these, other than my sexual innuendo-ish character (I like it, really. Hahaha!). No more of those lonely tweets. No more of feeling lonely in a corner. It was time to open up. :)

However, history repeats itself again. One of my good friends noticed how ill-restraint I am to finding love. I started liking someone just two months after we met as a class, and I undoubtedly gossiped it out with my other good friends through Whatsapp. I even went to the extent of hinting out who I liked in Twitter. Such carelessness made me end up getting rejected. That sweet smile, and contagious laugh I used to see from her is now something I just can't feel happy about.

Wow! My so-called "Imaginary Love Life" is filled with nothing but downs. I know I'm in a spot of tough luck (Just another Halo reference for "Evading whatever they see". XD).

Although all these had happened, I am not giving up on Love. It is as what my good friend said, you can't ignore it. :) Right now, I am currently eyeballing on someone in Polytechnic. I decided to keep this more personal, and not say much, but I can tell you this: I did have the guts to talk to (And even sit beside :D) her whilst in the bus on the way back home. That day, 13 November 2012... I won't forget that special feeling that finally surged around me after a very long time.

Hehehe... I spammed more in this blog than expected, but you know I'll always see, talk, and dream Love. I wonder who will I share my first kiss with. :3 Till then, see you starside.

"You are born with a pair of eyes, ears, arms, legs, and lungs, but only one heart. That is why you search for your other heart. Love is what makes two together."

Walking Back

Halo to all.

Even after the new year celebrations have ended, I know that it will be the start of school the following day. Yeah, kinda not so damn good. Fortunately, it isn't my case... somewhat. The Polytechnic that I am currently studying at is busy readying up for it's upcoming Open House, which will commence on 5, 7, and 8 January. Of course, when it comes to such big events, comes big manpower. I, alongside a bunch of many students, helped out packing tons of goodie bags for the visitors arriving for this event. No wonder my hands hurt like hell. The continuous aching in my fingers... damn that Lactic Acid inside.

I still am in "holiday mode", even though school has already started; Watching videos in Youtube non-stop, reading through all those Romantic Manga, and many more. All thanks to Computers and Laptops. Technology has advanced so quickly, we may had already forgotten how our life was before site giants Facebook, and Twitter existed.

Although school begins again, there is one thing we students look forward to: Seeing each other again, as during the holidays, many had either flown overseas or played Halo 4 all day. Scrap off the second reason. XD That was only meant for me.

Speaking of Halo 4, it still is Halo to me, regardless of the changes it went through, like a new composer for it's Soundtrack, and more infamously Ordnance Rewards (Many see it as an equivalent to the ever lovable/hatable Call Of Duty's Kill/Point Streaks.). Setting those aside, Campaign, War Games, and Spartan Ops are all enjoyable to play, if you yourself are a dedicated Halo fan. ;) Halo 4 was the very first Halo game where I actually achieved my very first Overkill with just my trusty ol' Battle Rifle. The Halo series to me is still the King of First Person Shooters, since 2001.

Alright, enough of my overexcited, and somehow fanboying remarks. I'm gonna be heading to school again tomorrow. Will meet up with my friends to work on a project in one of my modules. Till then, see you starside.

"Excitement is why we all anticipate about the future."