It is time for me to enter what we all inevitably have to do: Exams. (If anyone thought I was entering someone, you can leave it for the fanfiction anyways. Teehee! XD) Two days away till darkness arises again. But fret not, for I have taken precautions to repel it away, by mindmapping certain topics covered for this Semestral Exam. It makes remembering stuff easier. :D
Other than that, there's some funny things that I experienced, and I would like to share them to you all. One of them is by the Twitter Name 'NYPConfessions', which basically tweets out confessions made by the many Nanyang Polytechnic students. The confessions I saw are related to facility improvements (E.g. "NYP needs a KFC/Burger King outlet." I ABSOLUTELY agree to this!), stresses (E.g. "Walking from the MRT station to the South side of the Campus is so damn frustrating."), and mainly love declarations. <3
Speaking of love declarations, I saw a hecking lot of em' popping up in my Twitter feed. Of course, that's when you realize so many are not taken right now, myself included. How I wish love is as easy as 'Boy sees girl. Girl sees boy. Boy and girl talk to each other. Boy and girl fell in love. Boy and girl promised to not let go of each other.'... Instead of 'Boy notices girl. Girl notices someone else.' :'(
Moreover, some confessions were directed to some of my classmates, including the one I previously liked. Because of these, a few of them felt suspicious that I was involved in typing those out. But I cleared it off by telling straight that I did not type anything out. (Thank God they are understanding. :) Or I would've called in for a lie detector, then go "In your face!". Lol! ^^)
With that being said, I may wanna confess something out in this blog since Valentine's Day is over: I have a feeling that the girl I used to eyeball on from November 2012 to January 2013 is NOT taken. Wanna know why?:
1) Recently, my ex-classmate obviously noticed that I like her, contrary to my classmates, and informed me that she is not attached to anyone.
2) Apologies for the so-called stalking behavior here, but I noticed that she did not post any Facebook/Twitter/Instagram pic of just her and her significant other.
3) Perhaps her mentioning she was taken was a way of indirectly saying she knew I was already crushing on her. What supports this is the comments mentioned in one of her Instagram pics, pertaining that her NYP Crush would love seeing this, and further saying that he is the guy from the French class. (I'm the ONLY guy she knew from French class.) To prove that I knew it was me, the comments continued mentioning about the time the bus was squeezy, he deliberately moved from her classmate's side and stood beside her, making it damn obvious. (In the bus, I was initially standing beside her classmate. When more people entered the bus, I quickly moved into a vacant spacing, and ended up standing beside her.)
Referring to my 3rd reason, yes... I voluntarily moved just for the sake of standing beside her. This is because I could not resist looking at her really cute face (Sh*t, I'm blushing much, and feeling too warm right now. >o<), and those hands... God, I just feel like holding her hand, like what couples routinely do. Not to forget the days she showed that natural smile she gave to me when we saw each other. What I also like about her is her classy clothing. I mean, it's a way of showing style, just like what my family does whenever we go outdoors.
Oh, how I wish I was not a shy person, especially towards girls. I just wanna know her more, ya' know? It was because of 13th November 2012 that I was really smiling (I rarely make real smiles.), and my heart was fluttering with joy... Thanks to her, and her alone. :3
Maybe after the Exams... If I could just let her know how I feel... I must let courage be inside of me... Till then, see you starside.
"There are many forms of showing her that she is the love of your life, such as kissing her forehead, hugging her from behind, and promising her that you two will grow old together."
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