Romance Transcends Ahead

Halo to all.

Love. What I always look forward to seeing in TV Shows, Manga, or even Video Games. Yeah, I do spurt out much topics about this to my good friends that they end up teasing me about my so-called "Imaginary Love Life." You can call me one lovesick bastard. ^^

Anyway, to put seriousness into play, love is something you should not mess with. It is something you must value for life. Love is just one crazy thing that you start, but cannot stop, as what my good friend said. Love is what we do out of effort, because if you ever do anything negative about love, and you don't fix it, prepare to be single for the rest of your lives. But more importantly, love is why you two were born, seen, and meant to be a couple. <3

Speaking of "Imaginary Love Life", I think it is best if I showed how I came to discover the most powerful emotion the world had seen:

It all started when I was 15. I was just in an outing with my family and some of my relatives visiting here for the holiday. We were walking through the Sentosa Boardwalk during the night, when I came to notice the many couples, staring at each other or the sky or even kissing. I can call it a romantic moment indeed. Suddenly, there was that feeling of jealousy within me, as well as the urge to find my fated one-to-be. :3

Because of all that, I developed a liking to someone during my Upper Secondary School days. Though sadly, it ended up to be nothing. I better be confessing something: I am really shy towards girls. That is why I get really nervous when talking to one, because who knows that I may give a bad impression towards her. So much of fearing that I had done poorly. :(

During those times as a 15 and 16 year old, I ended up "emoing" in Twitter, continuously using hash tags #Alonely, or #ForeverAlone in my tweets. Consider me a desperate person then, since no girl would casually talk to me, and I don't even understand for any particular reason why.

I just don't get it though. XD During my childhood times, most of my childhood friends were girls, and talking with them was easy-peasy. Now, it is the other way around. Kinda ironic...

Even my good friends notice my way of conversing with them is very much being a sexual innuendo type of person, which means saying things that weren't meant to be horny (You can insert any other word as dirty as this), but they actually are. Yeah, I can't control it, as I ended up naturally saying it.

Anyway, back to present time, during the time I first entered into Polytechnic, I told myself it was time to make a change to all these, other than my sexual innuendo-ish character (I like it, really. Hahaha!). No more of those lonely tweets. No more of feeling lonely in a corner. It was time to open up. :)

However, history repeats itself again. One of my good friends noticed how ill-restraint I am to finding love. I started liking someone just two months after we met as a class, and I undoubtedly gossiped it out with my other good friends through Whatsapp. I even went to the extent of hinting out who I liked in Twitter. Such carelessness made me end up getting rejected. That sweet smile, and contagious laugh I used to see from her is now something I just can't feel happy about.

Wow! My so-called "Imaginary Love Life" is filled with nothing but downs. I know I'm in a spot of tough luck (Just another Halo reference for "Evading whatever they see". XD).

Although all these had happened, I am not giving up on Love. It is as what my good friend said, you can't ignore it. :) Right now, I am currently eyeballing on someone in Polytechnic. I decided to keep this more personal, and not say much, but I can tell you this: I did have the guts to talk to (And even sit beside :D) her whilst in the bus on the way back home. That day, 13 November 2012... I won't forget that special feeling that finally surged around me after a very long time.

Hehehe... I spammed more in this blog than expected, but you know I'll always see, talk, and dream Love. I wonder who will I share my first kiss with. :3 Till then, see you starside.

"You are born with a pair of eyes, ears, arms, legs, and lungs, but only one heart. That is why you search for your other heart. Love is what makes two together."