If you think the title of this blog has something to do with an unstoppable pleasure of "entering" someone, then you are absolutely wrong! XD Oh my innuendos again... The title is all about what I've been encountering within myself for a very long time: Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. :(
Yeah. It sucks right? Such disorders end up wasting seconds of my time. Let me recount such situations... Ah yes! Found some, and I shall list them out below:
- Straightening the computer screen, and books on my table in school.
- Zipping my bag down then up to make sure whatever inside is secured.
- Pressing the door lock hard to make sure it is really locked. Worse case scenario, I'd end up coming back to the door repeatedly to do this again.
- Over-organize my Halo maps in a way that I keep arranging every weapon at a 90 Degree Angle. Damn addicted I am. XD
- Continuously checking that my video game setting preferences are what I set up, since I fear the computer optimally changes it.
And many more... But this should be ample enough to reveal how much of an obsessive freak I am. At least the good news is that, with my organised habits, the likelihood of losing an item would be lower than expected. Thankfully as of today, I don't seem to be doing much of this repetitive behavior anymore, though it still happens...
Moreover, this disorder has made me become very cautious and careful at what I am doing... Well... On the practical side. However, upon any of my stuff stands out disorganized, I may end up fixing it up 100% guaranteed. Thank God I'm not like one of those Happy Tree Friends, whereby her OCD leads to an asthmatic attack. Lol!
Still, even with caution, I still pretty am aggressive. I clumsily broke too many small items like glasses, and plastic covers. I really need to stop having such arm strength as strong as Master Chief's melee attack. XD
With that, I shall head to bed. I still have a lot of projects to complete, but more than half of them have (Finally) been completed. ^^ Yet, it's still not time for me to lay back completely, as the Semestral Exam is in the corner, and I better ready myself for the tides it will deliver, no matter how high or low it is. As what that special girl motivated me before: Jia You ("Hang On" in Mandarin)! Till then, see you starside.
"Be careful of whatever you choose to be addicted to, as once you start, you can never stop."
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