On The Brink Of Returning

Halo to all.

Apologies for not updating my blog for the past week, but I got to make sure that the 14 Day Xbox Live Gold Trial Subscription I utilized from 26 Feb till today is worth my endless, memorable, and enjoyable playing of Halo 4. :D

The Semestral Exams were finally over, and all I could do is eat, sleep, and sh*t. Just kidding. XD I'd watch Youtube videos for my daily dose of humor (And maybe romance too, hehehe. ^^), or read some fan fiction (Especially those 'yummy' types, if you know what I mean), or even just go flawless in Halo 4 (I can't help it. I love the Halo series too much. :3).

That is not all, a new fast food restaurant just recently opened here in Singapore, and it originated from my home country itself. Trust me, you will feel joy if you taste their meals. I guarantee you won't think of refunding. :)

Man, even though there's so much stuff that has happened during the holiday, I ended up not writing them here, since I see it as the same ol' stuff. Better compensate for this. Ah... Yes... I... Feel... It... Coming... Damn innuendos, I'm saying those words again. X3 It's time for MORE ROMANCE TALK!!!

Fortunately, since I'm usually at home, I don't get to see couples outside that often. Thank God, for I won't need to whine out my jealousy. Still, I miss her. I've not seen her for the past 2 weeks already. :'( All I can do right now is look at the photos she uploaded in Instagram. Maybe I should admit something here: I kept on liking those photos that showcase her only, because the moment she uploads something new and I see it, I have the tendency to quickly place my phone flat down and place my hand on my forehead. Simultaneously, I feel the blushies emerging onto my skin as well as the warmness building inside my body. I just feel like waist hugging her, as what couples do for a tender moment, other than passionate kissing. <3

Oh, I did mention about talking to her in Whatsapp referring to what was mentioned in my previous blog. Unfortunately, it turns out I did not make this happen during the holidays, due to my stupid shyness. :( I'm sorry, but you will never know how nervous I am towards her. Just to prove you, I'd better list out the times I was with her during the Semsestal Exam period:

1) After an exam ended, I waited outside the exam hall for our classmates, and later on, my eyes fixated at her with her friends as they walk out, without her noticing me. I was feeling warm as usual.

2) I walked right behind her and her friends. As they stopped at the canteen for a minute, I walked ahead of them and moved slowly, so I would not lose her in sight whilst looking behind for second. Eventually as I exit the school via the main entrance, I noticed her exit via the escalators. With that, my heart felt heavy when suddenly, from a far distance, I saw her walking alone towards the bus stop. Thus, I altered my route and walked towards there instead (We take the same bus home anyway.). Upon reaching, we both smiled at each other (*Insert natural feeling here*). And when I thought that a double decker bus would show up so we could sit together like before, we ended up boarding a crowded single decker bus. Rather than her, I was actually in bad luck. Furthermore, her other 2 friends entered the bus at the next bus stop. Man, what a loss of opportunity. :(

3) Whilst revising through at the top deck of the bus, I simultaneously checked the bus stop she would be waiting at, and guess what? She was there. I felt that fate made this happen. Okay, stop the cheesyness Paolo. XD Anyway, as we exit the bus (She first, then me, because she was at the bottom deck.), I surprised her from behind whilst walking towards our destination (I did not mean our destiny to become together, but how I wished this happen right now. :3). Of course, we smiled at each other (*Insert natural feeling here... Again...*). I did ask her where she will be heading for the exam. I did hear her say the Lounge (The same place I was heading to), but due to my nervousness when I was walking alongside her, I thought she was heading towards the Sports Hall. Thus, I said my goodbyes, and wishes of good luck to her as I was about to walk up the stairs. Obviously, she abruptly said she was walking up the stairs as well. That's when I realized she was really going to the Lounge, and not the Sports Hall. That may well seem to be a bit awkward of me saying those.

And that's all I had to say. Sigh, when will be the day I get to see her again...? The wait is killing me. :( Maybe this 20th March... Maybe... I just hope that I won't run into bad luck again. Till then, see you starside.

"If she is sad, give her a warm hug. If she is angry, give her a kiss on her lips. If she is in love with you, give her that love in return. If you know what I mean after reading these 3 sentences, you'll understand that love is all about 'forGIVING'."