Play It Aloud

Halo to all.

As my 1 1/2 long holiday draws near to the end, I decided to add in another blog before returning to school. Also, if you're wondering about the title, and thought that I was referring to fondling melons to trigger that heavy breath coming out from you (And maybe those melons too, if you fantasize hard; That's what she said.), then I'd be grateful you knew our great innuendo minds think alike. :D But seriously, the title will reflect on my next Throwback Nostalgia, which will be written here. I will now recount on what we call Children's Biggest Obsession, known as...

TOYS

You know, during my childhood days, I really looked forward to both my Birthday, and Christmas. Why, if you ask? Because, I would receive countless gifts which contain new toys! I really am thankful of their offering of happiness they had given to me. What's better is that I got to play them with my friends. It was more than just a fun memory to remember. :) Maybe I should name, and describe some toys in detail, just to let you know that I got the whole store room filled with my toys. Alright, here we go.

One of them was called Tomy Trains. They involve connecting train carriages, train tracks, and bridges. What's new tech about it (During that time, I considered it advanced.) is that the trains can be battery operated. So, with a slot of a battery and off it goes journeying through the blue train tracks towards the red bridges and fences, and tunnels, just like what a real train does. Perhaps that was why I also made a custom build that replicates how the MRT stations here look like, instead of blindly following what the original design showed on the toy's box. My mind was that creative indeed. ^^

Another was called Bionicle, whereby it involves the building of such mechanical heroes, by connecting the different parts of their body together (Arms, legs, torso, weapons etc...). When you get to the end of building them, I could really see how badass they look. Furthermore, they are not those typical stiff action figures you see nowadays. You can turn and move their limbs to create a heroic pose you wanted to see. What was also cool about them is that you can even go further to a creative extent and combine them together to form one ultimate hero, similar to Transformers. Today, all the Bionicle toys I had built still stand strong, and united in one my house shelves, and they all to my eyes still look badass. >:D

I had a large set of remote-controlled cars as well, and I could remember clearly when I brought it out of my old house to test it out. I may not exactly describe how I feel whilst it vrooms through the park, but I definitely can say that it bore similarity to controlling cars during a free drive in the Need For Speed games. It was real slick. :D

Moreover, I had built houses and monster trucks, out of Lego. All those hard work just to construct them really had paid off, because when I looked at them, I felt that I made such a masterpiece, just like Halo (Can't help stopping what I wanted to say here. XD). Like those Tomy Trains, I made a custom build with such building blocks to create ships and ferries. Maybe, it was because of the time I went to Harbourfront to board a ferry to travel towards Batam, Indonesia to enjoy a luxurious holiday with my family. If you're curious, that took place in the Year 2000.

Last, but definitely not the least, I had a complete Doctor Toy Set. This was one of the reasons why my ambition is to be a Doctor. This set is similar to the ones you see in both hospitals and clinics. With such toys, I tried to replicate scenes that depict the doctors' busy work, like surgeries and patient examinations, with the help of my friends. I gotta admit, thanks to that, I became aware what it means to save lives, which was why I joined a Co-Curricular Activity during my Secondary School days, which involves humanitarian service. As humans, we are to help one another, regardless of whatever situations occur. To me, I think of that as a motto to 'Being Human'. :)

With that, I shall end my forth entry to my Throwback Nostalgia. If you remember any toys you had played with during childhood, remember it well, because they hold one of the most powerful memories of childhood. And when you have kids one day, make sure you offer them as gifts during various special days of the year. They will definitely see the happiness of childhood the same way you saw many years ago. :') You know what analogy can envision that sentence better...? How about giving them your old toys, and see it for yourself. :)

Alright, my next school semester will start tomorrow, and I gotta be honest, I prefer this semester's schedule to the former. Oh, I almost forgot to say this, but because I chose a particular specialization, I ended up shifting to a new class. You know what that means; New beginnings, new classmates, new awkwardness (Well, maybe during the initial weeks, lololololol.) but maybe... *Blushies out again* a new significant other to my life. After all, the girl who I used to like is already taken, and I have no right to interfere like a douche. Thus I will hunt again, until I find myself a target to pounce towards. :3 May the lucks be ever in my favor.

I may intend posting one last Throwback Nostalgia next week, but I will see first if I have time. Okay, gonna enjoy the remaining hours of my holiday to its upmost maximum. Hmmmm... that almost sounded like climaxing. Hehehe! XD I really have weird thoughts, no? Till then, see you starside.

"If you had known her since the past, and you are her present, she will see you in her future."

Sightseeing The Wonders Of Nature

Halo to all.

I'd recently completed my Semestral Exams last month, and with that I'd like to bring a piece of good news to you all that its results mark my so-called epic comeback to my expectations. So much happiness filled within me that I've been playing my new PSP Games non-stop all day, and all night.during the holidays. If you wondered why I didn't mention playing my Xbox 360 instead, it's because its power supply unfortunately lost its energy to do it in a quickie (Innuendos are great to be inserted here lololol, if you know what I mean about power sockets and plugs. Hehehe! :P). Anyway, I'm gonna continue on my next Throwback Nostalgia. Its theme today will be called...

ENVIRONMENTS

I've been living in Singapore for the past 16 years (I first came to this country when I was 2 years old, coincidentally during National Day 1997). I'd seen so much physical changes with my own eyes as the years passed by. The old non-aircon SBS buses I rode on are replaced with the full-aircon types with digital markings to indicate the buses's directions. The plain areas and parks of Marina Bay are now heavily occupied by the Gardens By The Bay, Marina Barrage, and the iconic Marina Bay Sands. That is not all, I'd seen how much Sentosa had changed.

Before, Sentosa had the Boathouse that is located at the river bank opposite to what is now Vivocity mall. Moreover, I remembered riding on a monorail that travels around Sentosa. But most notably, I remembered the beautiful fountain park that stretches from the Boathouse to the ever-nostalgic Musical Fountains. But too bad they weren't shifted to another area of Sentosa when they were all demolished just to add in Universal Studios and Resorts World. Could have wished the new tourists can see them. But at least, I have such a powerful memory to remember the old times. Its good to treasure it anyway. :)

Even the many plain areas of Orchard; A place where families go and have an enjoyable picnic together, or maybe lovers trying to show a Pubic Display of Affection (Can I has this one day? :3)... Such places are now occupied by malls like Ion Orchard and Plaza Singapura. Moreover, I can still remember that there was an Arcade in Tampines Mall I played heavily at, known as Ezone. Now, it is replaced by the Cinema.

There was much change that I noticed, but its better not to spill it out all over the bed... Mmmm I mean floor. (If it is wet, then I recommend you lick or stimulate it. Just saying if you want to feel good. XD) As I can't just keep repeating the same process of going up and down. (Again with them innuendos, Paolo. XD)

Perhaps this came to my realization that memories do not just generate from our minds, but through our eyes as well. Because, whatever I saw and what changes it had gone through, I know it. This can also link to why I should take pictures, videos, or anything visual with what I see is significant (Simply put, my fated-one-to-be-with. Wish I'd find you soon. <3), because eventually as we all grow older, our memories will start to deteriorate. But, with the help of these, this downside will be no issue to me.

With that, I shall end my third installment to my Throwback Nostalgia. Just a thought, if any of you are curious to learn the Environments of Innuendoism, feel free to cum... I mean come to me. (This sounds so wrong. :P) I will teach you the many ways of being an innuendoist, from peeling a banana slowly and biting its top tip to creating your very own sweet, somewhat stuffy, and whitish milkshake. LOLOLOLOL! Just kidding, but seriously, if there is that one thing I'd want to passionately do with her out of romance, it'd be underwater kissing. There I said it. (*Overblushing like crazy*) Alright, I'm gonna continue enjoying the holidays (Including dreaming that underwater kissing moment with her. <3) and you all take good care as always. Till then, see you starside.

"Make effort to love life to the fullest. Rather than sitting back to continue whining about the problems you have been facing, you should take action and create a solution to fix it."

Friends, Family, Forever

Halo to all.

Finally. The school projects I had been busy on for the whole of July had been recently completed (Frustratingly, 8 for your information... >_<). With that, I can now go on to talk about my next Throwback Nostalgia I would like to talk about. Though I better make this blog entry quick, because I still need to make time to prepare for the coming examinations this late August. After which, I can make love to... I mean make fun during the holidays (Yeah, I feel the passionate sensation running through my veins as I start caressing her in my dreams. Hmmm, too revealing eh? :3). Anyway, I will be talking about...

PEOPLE

2 months ago, I was bringing my relative to a building where she would go for a job interview (She's new to Singapore. That is why I had to bring her there.). After alighting at the bus interchange, I coincidentally met one of my secondary school classmates, who occasionally visits me to play my Xbox 360. It was several months since I had seen him. No wonder we talked so much whilst we were inside the MRT. I was really glad for that 30 minute conversation we shared on video games and life. :) This triggered me to remember those friends I had during my youthful days. Even though the friendship was short-lived, they were partly worth my memories. :)

I recall the times when I was in Kindergarten, which was 13 years ago (Wow... I possess long-term memories... :D), I had a classmate, who became someone whom I'd hang out to play with, as well as to stay with in his house when my parents were out for errands. His name is Alvin. Of course you all may have expected him to be a Filipino, but he is not. He is actually a Taiwanese. I spent so much time with him, including the mooncake festival, and the celebration of his as well as his little brother's birthday. Unfortunately, such childhood memories can't last forever. 2 years later, my family and I moved to a Condominium for the first time. Although the times I spent with him were severely reduced, he still visited me after I moved. However, the last time I saw of him was on the Year 2003. I wonder how is he doing right now. Hopefully, he is still doing fine. :)

Next, on the Year 2002 (I was 7 years old back then.), some of my father's colleagues visited our house for a party. There, I met 3 little girls who I shared a very super duper awesome friendship with for 5 years. Their names are Alexa (5 years old), Joelle (5 years old), and Jeanelle (3 years old). Of course, as the oldest and the only male in this group of friends, I was much like the leader and caretaker of them (To basically put, I follow, they follow. XD). We would often play at the swimming pool. To put extra emphasis, we would always do a slice-of-life family role play there. Moreover, we would also often go outdoors with their families. Yeah, I could remember that nostalgic day we had spent at the Playground in Marche, located at the HBO Building. We also spent Christmas Parties together, whereby we would just do nothing but play play play till the middle of the night. Finally, there were certain occasions when they would sleepover at my place. Oh the fun, golden moments we had  (*Tears up*). The pictures that were taken... They deserve to remain in my heart forever. :') However, on the Year 2007, two of my friends (Joelle and Jeanelle) had to leave for the Philippines. Its kinda saddening if I were to think of this again, because this marked the end of our closeness of friendship. Do not worry though, for I still communicate with them via Facebook and Twitter (I even convinced them to return if possible, for I want them to see how much Singapore has changed ever since they left. :D). As for Alexa, she eventually went to a Secondary School. There, I know she is already treasuring new memories with her new friends there, and I'm glad to hear of that. I still communicate with her in Twitter though. I wish all you 3 the best and enjoy life to goodness. :D

Growing up, I start to mature, and thought of an important realization that I must uphold friendships for as long as possible, because I treat my friends as a family. They are after all, a part of my life. Alright, onto the first year of entering Secondary School during the Year 2008. There, I met guys who became, and had been my good friends ever since. Perhaps I should make an honorable mention of their names here eh? Oh what the heck, I'll list them out hehehehehe. They are Bang Hao, Parry, Ivan, Isaac, Gabriel, Vinh, and Kasper (Oh look, 7 listed. Halo reference maybe? XD). They are all whom I consider my good friends. There was much we had done when we hung out together. Be it whether in the school itself, or outdoors, or in their houses, or through chat applications like Whatsapp. If you guys are reading this: You have been an importance to my happiness and I am genuinely thankful that you have entered into my life. Once again, thanks guys! Looking forward to this September Holidays for that big reunion we had planned for! :D :D :D

With that, I shall end my talk on the people I had met during the past. You can see that I value friendships a damn lot, and you should do the same. ^_^ Alright, I'm off to rest and dream of caressing and cuddling with her. :3 Unless you want me to instead dream of frying sausages, with the bubbly oil continuously seeping in and squeezing out (Oh yeah! I deserve the "Eating It Out Innuendos" Award! LOLOLOL!). As always, I will continue on with another Throwback Nostalgia after my examinations are completed. Till then, see you starside.

"Value quality over quantity, for life is more special, memorable, and happy with a few good friends than many acquainted friends."

There And Back Again

Halo to all.

I miss nostalgia, and so do you all. It definitely brings a smile to your face regardless of whether you see, speak, hear, or think of it. :) Speaking of such unforgettable memories, I shall share with you my Throwback Nostalgia, whereby in each blog, I shall recall my past events in life under a theme that is in a form of a word. I will post such blogs until my next holiday (This September) begins. Alright... Here we go. Today, I will talk about...

CLUMSINESS

My parents know me well of such weakness I had since I was young. I was not referring to my carelessness in School Work as all of us students make mistakes in any way, but I was actually referring to my tendency to do tasks in a 'slippery' way or cause events in a 'sloppy' way.

For instance, when I was 7 years old, my mother and I went to Liberty Supermarket (Now replaced by Carefour, then Cold Storage) at Plaza Singapura to buy some groceries. Somewhere during the middle of our time spent there. I was playfully pushing and pulling the trolley (C'mon, I'm really young. I do random things you know? XD). Such recklessness led to a consequence: I accidentally bumped onto a shelf that was aligned with food sauces contained in glass jars. Upon bumping, one of the glass jars fell off the shelf and upon contact with the floor, it's cracking noise could have startled the entire Supermarket. Of course, I still was a kid back then, and I know nothing of embarrassment. However, my mother did, and oh my... She was really furious of what I had unintentionally done. Fortunately, she does not need to pay what was lost in that glass jar.

Next, I shall look into further detail on a particular day during the end of my lesson time at Saint Stephens School (My Primary School... Ah yes, computer labs everytime after examination week was over. Good stuff. :D), as my classmates and I were released after the class bell had rung, I excitedly rush 3 floors down to the foyer and ran like an immature boy towards my school bus in order to be the first student inside. But as I was running, I tripped and hit the ground... Face first! Do not worry, neither my face skin got scraped nor my mouth received a cleft gap. It was actually my front 2 buck tooth that cracked into half. Once again my mother was furious when she noticed my damaged teeth. At least they were fixed during dental therapy months later. I don't need to be seen by others as some typical low-class hillbilly farmer. XD

Another act of clumsiness I did was 4 years ago, when I was returning a glass for drinking to the kitchen. As I was pulling my right arm up to prepare placing the glass on the sink, I was too close to the kitchen door that when the glass hit it, it shattered to pieces. Dayumn! Obviously, my mother got furious again.

As you can see, I don't have a thing with glasses (I did not mean by 'In a relationship' with it, unless you are referring to a girl with glasses, then that would be an exception. ^^). That's why, I'd sometimes hold glasses close to me in a way I was reciting pledges. Yeah... I wish I was holding my fated-one-to-be-with close to me right now... Uhummm... Okay, enough with the lovesickness, Paolo. Lol! :3

Other than the 'Breaking Glasses' fetishism, I frequently slip on the floor after the rain had receded, and it was usually in front of the public. How humiliating. @_@ I also tend to trip along the staircase whether walking up or down or even backwards (Scrap the third assumption. That'd be too dangerous for me. *_*) .

I was even clumsy when it comes to talking with girls. Come on, you know I am really shy towards them, and that I don't want to give bad signals. You can refer to my blog titled "On The Brink Of Returning", which talks about how my nervousness caused me to speak clumsily to the girl I liked since last year. Of course it sparked an overload of embarrassness and blushiness within me.

With that, I shall end my shameful sharing of being clumsy. Hopefully, you aren't doing the same thing as I was, or you'd really be useful as a lubricant (In case you are not sure, a lubricant is the reason why your fingers can slide easily through something sticky. Hehehe.. If you know where this is leading, then you are worthy of receiving my 'Innuendoist' badge. :D). Alright, gonna continue working on school projects that need to be polished to goodness, as well as to dream of her in my sleep. I will share my next Throwback Nostalgia when I'm free to blog again. Till then, see you starside.

"The past is an unbreakable unforgotten memorable nostalgia, which is why we will also remember what lies ahead in the future as we pass through it. This is the reason that life is like an endless journey to different places along the highway."

Chances Are We'll Be The Combination

Halo to all.

Before I start bringing you to my thoughts of Second Chances in Romance as promised, this Blog Title shown is part of the lyrics of the song, "Chances" by Five For Fighting. After listening to this Happy-Ending-Romance-Based song a lot more than you imagined (Happiness is what we all value for the life we all wanted. :D), I kind of thought that the song was trying to show that no matter how much distance a couple had grown apart, they both would still end up together. You know why? It's because they believed in the chance that they would face better possibilities together. The chance that they deserve each other more than anyone else. The chance that they are still in love with each other. For if they have not, they would feel the endless regret, and all those memories would have scarred their hearts permanently. Henceforth, I believe in Second Chances in Romance, as no matter the issues and challenges me and my fated-one-to-be-with faced, I won't let go of her, because I see a future of us being a happy family. :) :D :3

I shall share a story (Written by me of course. Duh! I ain't plagiarizing. XD) emphasizing that Second Chances can happen. For your information, part of the story is inspired by real-life events I experienced, as well as those various popular television sitcoms I had watched. Oh, and pardon my lack of vocabulary and the ability to create a smooth story. My English Grades are not as surprising as you've thought. :P

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There was this boy. Let's call him B. Unlike many boys, he ain't your typical 18 Year Old male. He is an introvert, quiet, but most prominently, a shy person, especially to girls, whom they thought this trait was a turn off for them. Kinda unlucky for him, as for the past 3 years, he felt he was rejected 3 times. On the 1st he liked, he took notice of her Facebook post, calling him something harsh. On the 2nd, he scrolled through her Tweets, clearly stating she does not like him back without adding him as a mention. He knew she was referring to him, as he made an indirect confession in Twitter, and you know how easily can this spread to other people. On the 3rd, she tried to trick him into thinking that she was taken, although no evidence proved  her attached to someone already, after he stalked her Facebook, Instagram, and Twitter. What's more is that she unfollowed him in Twitter, suspiciously thinking his Mentions to her are a sign of his interest towards her.

Poor B. Compared to the memorable beautiful past he experienced with his childhood friends, whom had returned back to their home country years ago, all he was facing right now was the feeling of being left out. No wonder he had been breaking down in his room sometimes, knowing he ain't happy at all. If only there was that one girl who likes him as much as he likes her.

Then, one day, while he was on his way to school to attend the 1st lesson of a new module, upon waiting at the classroom for it to start, came in a girl whom he immediately fixated his eyes upon. Let's call her G. His first impression of her: Any word which compliments her a lot. However, knowing that just liking girls before becoming a good friend to them could freak or creep them out, he thought on just being friends with her. Yet, he dosen't know he was about to venture into happiness, right from the moment she actually sat beside him. She smiled at him. He smiled back. B introduced himself nervously to G, afraid that he'd screw things up. Noticing his shy personality, G then mentioned that he was weird, yet she liked it. Of course, this gave a blush to B's cheeks, just like those Shoujo Manga moments.

After the lesson had ended, they both exchanged contacts, including those of social media material. And that was how their friendship started. During the weekends, G would call B out to hang out with her and her other friends. This gave an opportunity for B to be open. Eventually, the months had passed by, and B kept the movie tickets he bought to watch a movie with her and her friends, the gifts she bought for him, and the many pictures he took with her in a box, valuing it as how he got his way into true happiness.

Some time later, G invited B over to hang out with her at Vivo City, but this time, it was just the two of them only. B excitedly agreed, and continued to journey towards happiness with her. Moreover, he dosen't seem to be bothered by the many romantic couples at the Mall's Boardwalk, unlike before, as he was too focused enjoying his life with her. However, what he dosen't realise why she invited him was because she intended to confess something to him, but it's not the kind of confession you all thought. She confessed that she was thankful of B entering her life, feeling that he took a special place in her heart. Hence, she asked if he would be her Best Friend. This suddenly shocked B, as he thought she was about to confess her feelings towards him. But at the same time, he was happy that he felt needed. B tightly hugged G and agreed to her question.

The next day, B felt puzzled, as to why didn't G confess that she liked him instead, after she knew him for a long time. Somehow, B ignored the thought and continued to be Best Friends with G. But, this burdening thought continuously kept on hunting him, and this eventually led to a misunderstanding conflict between B and G, a week before her birthday on 20th December. This lengthened the distance between them.

During G's Birthday, B remained at home. Why? He didn't receive any invitation from her, due to what happened a week ago. Then, while the visitors are partying their hearts out, G made an announcement that the next week, she would head overseas with her family for a whole year. Knowing B wasn't around and the fact that he doesn't know what happened between him and G, one of G's friends sent a message to B about what G said just now. B replied "Okay. I see." to him, but what he didn't know that after replying, B was shocked and in sorrow, for he may soon lose someone very special in his life.

Knowing his shy nature and nervousness to confront people, B tried his very best to make a move to G's home, but avast, he was scared to do so, as negative thoughts continuously revolved around his mind. One such thoughts include the end to their friendship.

It was the evening before her flight in the late morning on 24th December. Desperately, B immediately wrapped up the box of true happiness with a note he slipped and buried into a while ago. He then placed another note at the top of the box. After which, he went over to G's house. Rather than directly entering since his relationship with her was still not fixed, he slipped the box though her bedroom window with grills upon secretly noticing her family was at the dining table. Then, he returned back home and laid back on his bed.

B felt very anxious whilst on his bed. He wondered what would happen if G didn't see the box. This triggered into what he saw as nightmares, like seeing her together with someone else, as well as spending the rest of her life with that person. This causes B to not fall asleep until the middle of the night. Because of this, he overslept, and the moment he woke up, he realized it was only an hour and 30 minutes left before G's Airplane takes off, which means 30 minutes before the time for checking had ended.

B rushed out of his house and called in for a taxi as fast as possible. Whilst on the way to the airport, he could feel his hands shaking anxiously. Immediately after reaching the airport and paying the taxi fare, B ran inside and kept his eyes peeled for G, still hoping she was still around.

Unfortunately, the worse had came. After desperately looking floor to floor, section to section, B was too late. G was no where to be found. He fell to his knees and tears trickled down from his watery eyes. Of all the times he had spent with her, they may well seem to inevitably be faded into memories.

As his family was preparing everything for Christmas Eve downstairs near at the Condominium's Clubhouse, B told them that he would remain upstairs at the house's balcony for a while. There he was sitting and staring blankly into the beautiful night sky. Feeling in sorrow, he wished to himself he shouldn't have talked to G about them being more than just Best Friends.

The clock had stroke 12 midnight and B could overhear people downstairs greeting Merry Christmas to each other. He started to weep with regret. He shouldn't had met G to face such immense suffering.

Suddenly, he heard a door opening. Assuming its one of his family members, he warned not to disturb him. Strangely, footsteps were heard approaching closer towards him. As the balcony slide doors open, there appeared G.

B immediately stood up and looked completely shocked. G held his cold hands tight to know that he was not dreaming as well as to calm him down. G explained that she saw whatever was inside his box he slid into her house, and realized how much B was a true keeper of romance. But most importantly, why her name was the only one written there. G confessed that she was afraid that B would end up rejecting her if she were to ask him to be her lover. That was why she asked him to be her best friend.

With a sign of relief, the two of them stared at each other, simultaneously blushing. Trying his best to break out of his shyness, B had his right hand touch G's smooth cheek. He then asked in a way a marriage proposal was supposed to be like: "Will you be my best friend, but also, will you be my lover...?"

In an instant, G launched at B and locked lips with him for the very first time. B had finally caught the girl of his dreams. After which, that was when they exchange their feelings for each other with 3 simple words: "I love you."

With that, hours later, when B's family returned home, they saw B and G, happily cuddling in their arms. Their love journey has finally started.

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I know such story is sloppy and somewhat cliche. But what I was really trying to convey is that second chances can happen. Believe in that, because this is where keepers of romance emerge.

Anyway, as my Thoughts on Second Chances in Romance had been poured out like cum (Innuendos. I love this side of me. :P), it's on to recount about my past in future blogs. Alright, off to mindmapping my school revisions. Till then, see you starside.

"If she is stupid enough to still love you even after you have hurt her, she definitely is 'The One' you have been looking for."

Journey To The Ready

Halo to all.

Well. This is it. The last day of my one and a half month holiday is now. Please, I don't want this fun period to end right now. :( If only I had a time machine to rewind time, but that'd be impossible for today's technology. Darn you, inevitability of thrusting forward (Yay, my innuendos are back again. :D).

Since school will start tomorrow, as well as becoming a 2nd year student for the first time, I promised my future blogs will be about my throwback nostalgia, and second chances in romance. Right now, I'm just preparing stuff to print out for this week. Looks like I'll have to face the reality of being stressed up. >:(

What's more, this year's Timetable is way sh*ttier than before (Pardon my whiny behavior.). To elaborate further, I have 3 hour goddamn breaks in between lessons on Monday and Friday. You know what this leads to? That's right, waking up so f*cking early. In Monday, I have to be in school at 8am, and the break starts from 10am till 1pm, whilst in Friday, I have to be in school at 10am, and the break starts from 11am till 2pm. Man, although I know I could do study stuff during those hours, its way too long that I feel like I'd be wasting time there. GODDANGIT! (Tobuscus Style. XD)

Moreover, lessons end at 6pm EVERYDAY, except Wednesday. At least I can feast on good dinner in school, because sometimes the food I ate at home seemed repetitive, therefore my belly won't feel satisfied. Besides, I am on for a challenge, if such obstacles in school get in my way, just like beasting in the Halo Games once again. Bring it on! >:D

If anyone is curious, these are the modules I'll be taking this semester, and my thoughts on what they are about:
- Biostatistics (Mathematics perhaps, but more Chart/Graph based.)
- Marketing On Life Sciences (Starting a business on and selling medicine products.)
- Drug Delivery Systems (Capsules, tablets, creams, and their functions in our body.)
- Basic Immunology (Most likely about our Immune System.)
- Pharmacology (Maybe pathogens are being understood here.)
- Pharmacy Practice (What staff we do in Pharmacy Stores/Companies.)

And with that, I'll be heading to school tomorrow, awaiting the new challenges, but more prominently, looking forward to seeing her after 1 and a half months (I want to hug her. :3). Whatever I prayed for, I wish to see them come true. Alright, off to om nom nom on Nasi Lemak for tonight. (I wouldn't say 'eat out', or you'll assume that I was thinking of licking her 'flower' or the number 69. 50 Shades Of Grey much? Innuendo Me is so awesome! XD). Till then, see you starside.

"Motivation is a challange. If you yourself get used to it, you will definitely have the urge to tackle obstacles down, whether they are weak or strong."

Amp It Up

Halo to all.

Just to let you know, all I said about Halo... Don't believe what I say, cause that game franchise sucks ass. April Fool-ed ya! You all know for a 100% fact that I will never ever abandon Halo, because it was what made me stray away from dangerously addictive Massively Multiplayer Online Role Playing Games (MMORPGs) like Warcraft but instead, staying dedicated to First Person Shooters (FPSs). :) Yeah... My April Fooling sucks ass as well. I know you all thought that right? Besides, I'm already a week late to pull such 'trickery' off. XD

Anyway, I gotta thank 343i for their release of a Free New Halo 4 Forge Map called Forge Island. What I noticed was that this Map is way way way bigger than Halo Reach Forge Map, Forge World. With that, I have the ability to build anything, anywhere, everywhere, now that the Map offers a wide open space with way lesser land to build on. There, I've recently completed building my very First Race Map, and I will release it to the File Share once I get back to using the Xbox Live Gold Subscription again. Plus, with the addition of more natural pieces, I can finally construct a Map that won't let you ever think of those various FPS maps with typically destructed environments like the ones in Battlefield and Call Of Duty. Neatness indeed, cause Art is the way of Beauty. :D Even them adding Green Screen can fool others that I'm playing Call Of Duty with a Spartan Armor. Cool right? ^_^

Speaking of which, I gotta enhance my skills to make my blog site more lively with variety. So, I'll add videos, images, other stuff and 'other' stuff (Like smutty manga, make love scenes in movies, romance quotes etc... Goddamn, I've become too lovesick nowadays. :3) in my blog site. I wouldn't want my blog to be too plain, but at the same time, I gotta make sure it stays organised, or else my OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) will kick in. Well, time to discover what all these blog edit buttons do.

8 days left till school begins. Soon, I'll begin my Polytechnic Course as a Year 2 Student. That spells a much stronger challenge for the work that has to be done, as well as a longer time I have to be in school. Man, it's gonna be tiring and stressful for me again, but you have to accept that if there's no pain, there's no gain. :/

But still, cumming back (Erm... I mean coming... Darn, I've got to somehow stop my innuendos, but it's so irresistible to stop it because... Ohh ahh anh... Okay, stop your deep moans, Paolo. Sheesh...) to school has it's good perks, such as meeting our classmates again to have a whooping good time, enjoy feasting on Subway once again, and most prominently, seeing the girl I fell in like with. Oh God please, for my naturally happy moment's sake, let her choose to continue going for French Class, or I won't be able to see her much like before, and hopefully if that happens, we'd take the same bus home more often, because I still remember that rare real smile I was showing the first time (No, totally not referring to 'doing it'. Damn innuendos again. Lol!) we made our way home together.Till this day, I still am dreaming of her when asleep or awake, cause I ain't giving up on romance, nor her. <3

Well, better make sure my last 8 days of holiday is worth the fun. Time for more Youtube watching, Romance Manga reading, and Call Of Duty Custom Zombies playing. Oh, since I'm going to head to school soon, I decided to post future blogs about my past, also known as, my throwback nostalgia, since those are the only things I haven't talked much about. And, a blog about Second Chances in Romance with my thoughts on it. Till then, see you starside.

"Being mutually in love is the same as both hearts beating fast, in an effort to push you two closer until they can finally feel each other."