Halo to all.
Finally. The school projects I had been busy on for the whole of July had been recently completed (Frustratingly, 8 for your information... >_<). With that, I can now go on to talk about my next Throwback Nostalgia I would like to talk about. Though I better make this blog entry quick, because I still need to make time to prepare for the coming examinations this late August. After which, I can make love to... I mean make fun during the holidays (Yeah, I feel the passionate sensation running through my veins as I start caressing her in my dreams. Hmmm, too revealing eh? :3). Anyway, I will be talking about...
PEOPLE
2 months ago, I was bringing my relative to a building where she would go for a job interview (She's new to Singapore. That is why I had to bring her there.). After alighting at the bus interchange, I coincidentally met one of my secondary school classmates, who occasionally visits me to play my Xbox 360. It was several months since I had seen him. No wonder we talked so much whilst we were inside the MRT. I was really glad for that 30 minute conversation we shared on video games and life. :) This triggered me to remember those friends I had during my youthful days. Even though the friendship was short-lived, they were partly worth my memories. :)
I recall the times when I was in Kindergarten, which was 13 years ago (Wow... I possess long-term memories... :D), I had a classmate, who became someone whom I'd hang out to play with, as well as to stay with in his house when my parents were out for errands. His name is Alvin. Of course you all may have expected him to be a Filipino, but he is not. He is actually a Taiwanese. I spent so much time with him, including the mooncake festival, and the celebration of his as well as his little brother's birthday. Unfortunately, such childhood memories can't last forever. 2 years later, my family and I moved to a Condominium for the first time. Although the times I spent with him were severely reduced, he still visited me after I moved. However, the last time I saw of him was on the Year 2003. I wonder how is he doing right now. Hopefully, he is still doing fine. :)
Next, on the Year 2002 (I was 7 years old back then.), some of my father's colleagues visited our house for a party. There, I met 3 little girls who I shared a very super duper awesome friendship with for 5 years. Their names are Alexa (5 years old), Joelle (5 years old), and Jeanelle (3 years old). Of course, as the oldest and the only male in this group of friends, I was much like the leader and caretaker of them (To basically put, I follow, they follow. XD). We would often play at the swimming pool. To put extra emphasis, we would always do a slice-of-life family role play there. Moreover, we would also often go outdoors with their families. Yeah, I could remember that nostalgic day we had spent at the Playground in Marche, located at the HBO Building. We also spent Christmas Parties together, whereby we would just do nothing but play play play till the middle of the night. Finally, there were certain occasions when they would sleepover at my place. Oh the fun, golden moments we had (*Tears up*). The pictures that were taken... They deserve to remain in my heart forever. :') However, on the Year 2007, two of my friends (Joelle and Jeanelle) had to leave for the Philippines. Its kinda saddening if I were to think of this again, because this marked the end of our closeness of friendship. Do not worry though, for I still communicate with them via Facebook and Twitter (I even convinced them to return if possible, for I want them to see how much Singapore has changed ever since they left. :D). As for Alexa, she eventually went to a Secondary School. There, I know she is already treasuring new memories with her new friends there, and I'm glad to hear of that. I still communicate with her in Twitter though. I wish all you 3 the best and enjoy life to goodness. :D
Growing up, I start to mature, and thought of an important realization that I must uphold friendships for as long as possible, because I treat my friends as a family. They are after all, a part of my life. Alright, onto the first year of entering Secondary School during the Year 2008. There, I met guys who became, and had been my good friends ever since. Perhaps I should make an honorable mention of their names here eh? Oh what the heck, I'll list them out hehehehehe. They are Bang Hao, Parry, Ivan, Isaac, Gabriel, Vinh, and Kasper (Oh look, 7 listed. Halo reference maybe? XD). They are all whom I consider my good friends. There was much we had done when we hung out together. Be it whether in the school itself, or outdoors, or in their houses, or through chat applications like Whatsapp. If you guys are reading this: You have been an importance to my happiness and I am genuinely thankful that you have entered into my life. Once again, thanks guys! Looking forward to this September Holidays for that big reunion we had planned for! :D :D :D
With that, I shall end my talk on the people I had met during the past. You can see that I value friendships a damn lot, and you should do the same. ^_^ Alright, I'm off to rest and dream of caressing and cuddling with her. :3 Unless you want me to instead dream of frying sausages, with the bubbly oil continuously seeping in and squeezing out (Oh yeah! I deserve the "Eating It Out Innuendos" Award! LOLOLOL!). As always, I will continue on with another Throwback Nostalgia after my examinations are completed. Till then, see you starside.
"Value quality over quantity, for life is more special, memorable, and happy with a few good friends than many acquainted friends."
Sunday, 4 August 2013
Sunday, 30 June 2013
There And Back Again
Halo to all.
I miss nostalgia, and so do you all. It definitely brings a smile to your face regardless of whether you see, speak, hear, or think of it. :) Speaking of such unforgettable memories, I shall share with you my Throwback Nostalgia, whereby in each blog, I shall recall my past events in life under a theme that is in a form of a word. I will post such blogs until my next holiday (This September) begins. Alright... Here we go. Today, I will talk about...
CLUMSINESS
My parents know me well of such weakness I had since I was young. I was not referring to my carelessness in School Work as all of us students make mistakes in any way, but I was actually referring to my tendency to do tasks in a 'slippery' way or cause events in a 'sloppy' way.
For instance, when I was 7 years old, my mother and I went to Liberty Supermarket (Now replaced by Carefour, then Cold Storage) at Plaza Singapura to buy some groceries. Somewhere during the middle of our time spent there. I was playfully pushing and pulling the trolley (C'mon, I'm really young. I do random things you know? XD). Such recklessness led to a consequence: I accidentally bumped onto a shelf that was aligned with food sauces contained in glass jars. Upon bumping, one of the glass jars fell off the shelf and upon contact with the floor, it's cracking noise could have startled the entire Supermarket. Of course, I still was a kid back then, and I know nothing of embarrassment. However, my mother did, and oh my... She was really furious of what I had unintentionally done. Fortunately, she does not need to pay what was lost in that glass jar.
Next, I shall look into further detail on a particular day during the end of my lesson time at Saint Stephens School (My Primary School... Ah yes, computer labs everytime after examination week was over. Good stuff. :D), as my classmates and I were released after the class bell had rung, I excitedly rush 3 floors down to the foyer and ran like an immature boy towards my school bus in order to be the first student inside. But as I was running, I tripped and hit the ground... Face first! Do not worry, neither my face skin got scraped nor my mouth received a cleft gap. It was actually my front 2 buck tooth that cracked into half. Once again my mother was furious when she noticed my damaged teeth. At least they were fixed during dental therapy months later. I don't need to be seen by others as some typical low-class hillbilly farmer. XD
Another act of clumsiness I did was 4 years ago, when I was returning a glass for drinking to the kitchen. As I was pulling my right arm up to prepare placing the glass on the sink, I was too close to the kitchen door that when the glass hit it, it shattered to pieces. Dayumn! Obviously, my mother got furious again.
As you can see, I don't have a thing with glasses (I did not mean by 'In a relationship' with it, unless you are referring to a girl with glasses, then that would be an exception. ^^). That's why, I'd sometimes hold glasses close to me in a way I was reciting pledges. Yeah... I wish I was holding my fated-one-to-be-with close to me right now... Uhummm... Okay, enough with the lovesickness, Paolo. Lol! :3
Other than the 'Breaking Glasses' fetishism, I frequently slip on the floor after the rain had receded, and it was usually in front of the public. How humiliating. @_@ I also tend to trip along the staircase whether walking up or down or even backwards (Scrap the third assumption. That'd be too dangerous for me. *_*) .
I was even clumsy when it comes to talking with girls. Come on, you know I am really shy towards them, and that I don't want to give bad signals. You can refer to my blog titled "On The Brink Of Returning", which talks about how my nervousness caused me to speak clumsily to the girl I liked since last year. Of course it sparked an overload of embarrassness and blushiness within me.
With that, I shall end my shameful sharing of being clumsy. Hopefully, you aren't doing the same thing as I was, or you'd really be useful as a lubricant (In case you are not sure, a lubricant is the reason why your fingers can slide easily through something sticky. Hehehe.. If you know where this is leading, then you are worthy of receiving my 'Innuendoist' badge. :D). Alright, gonna continue working on school projects that need to be polished to goodness, as well as to dream of her in my sleep. I will share my next Throwback Nostalgia when I'm free to blog again. Till then, see you starside.
"The past is an unbreakable unforgotten memorable nostalgia, which is why we will also remember what lies ahead in the future as we pass through it. This is the reason that life is like an endless journey to different places along the highway."
I miss nostalgia, and so do you all. It definitely brings a smile to your face regardless of whether you see, speak, hear, or think of it. :) Speaking of such unforgettable memories, I shall share with you my Throwback Nostalgia, whereby in each blog, I shall recall my past events in life under a theme that is in a form of a word. I will post such blogs until my next holiday (This September) begins. Alright... Here we go. Today, I will talk about...
CLUMSINESS
My parents know me well of such weakness I had since I was young. I was not referring to my carelessness in School Work as all of us students make mistakes in any way, but I was actually referring to my tendency to do tasks in a 'slippery' way or cause events in a 'sloppy' way.
For instance, when I was 7 years old, my mother and I went to Liberty Supermarket (Now replaced by Carefour, then Cold Storage) at Plaza Singapura to buy some groceries. Somewhere during the middle of our time spent there. I was playfully pushing and pulling the trolley (C'mon, I'm really young. I do random things you know? XD). Such recklessness led to a consequence: I accidentally bumped onto a shelf that was aligned with food sauces contained in glass jars. Upon bumping, one of the glass jars fell off the shelf and upon contact with the floor, it's cracking noise could have startled the entire Supermarket. Of course, I still was a kid back then, and I know nothing of embarrassment. However, my mother did, and oh my... She was really furious of what I had unintentionally done. Fortunately, she does not need to pay what was lost in that glass jar.
Next, I shall look into further detail on a particular day during the end of my lesson time at Saint Stephens School (My Primary School... Ah yes, computer labs everytime after examination week was over. Good stuff. :D), as my classmates and I were released after the class bell had rung, I excitedly rush 3 floors down to the foyer and ran like an immature boy towards my school bus in order to be the first student inside. But as I was running, I tripped and hit the ground... Face first! Do not worry, neither my face skin got scraped nor my mouth received a cleft gap. It was actually my front 2 buck tooth that cracked into half. Once again my mother was furious when she noticed my damaged teeth. At least they were fixed during dental therapy months later. I don't need to be seen by others as some typical low-class hillbilly farmer. XD
Another act of clumsiness I did was 4 years ago, when I was returning a glass for drinking to the kitchen. As I was pulling my right arm up to prepare placing the glass on the sink, I was too close to the kitchen door that when the glass hit it, it shattered to pieces. Dayumn! Obviously, my mother got furious again.
As you can see, I don't have a thing with glasses (I did not mean by 'In a relationship' with it, unless you are referring to a girl with glasses, then that would be an exception. ^^). That's why, I'd sometimes hold glasses close to me in a way I was reciting pledges. Yeah... I wish I was holding my fated-one-to-be-with close to me right now... Uhummm... Okay, enough with the lovesickness, Paolo. Lol! :3
Other than the 'Breaking Glasses' fetishism, I frequently slip on the floor after the rain had receded, and it was usually in front of the public. How humiliating. @_@ I also tend to trip along the staircase whether walking up or down or even backwards (Scrap the third assumption. That'd be too dangerous for me. *_*) .
I was even clumsy when it comes to talking with girls. Come on, you know I am really shy towards them, and that I don't want to give bad signals. You can refer to my blog titled "On The Brink Of Returning", which talks about how my nervousness caused me to speak clumsily to the girl I liked since last year. Of course it sparked an overload of embarrassness and blushiness within me.
With that, I shall end my shameful sharing of being clumsy. Hopefully, you aren't doing the same thing as I was, or you'd really be useful as a lubricant (In case you are not sure, a lubricant is the reason why your fingers can slide easily through something sticky. Hehehe.. If you know where this is leading, then you are worthy of receiving my 'Innuendoist' badge. :D). Alright, gonna continue working on school projects that need to be polished to goodness, as well as to dream of her in my sleep. I will share my next Throwback Nostalgia when I'm free to blog again. Till then, see you starside.
"The past is an unbreakable unforgotten memorable nostalgia, which is why we will also remember what lies ahead in the future as we pass through it. This is the reason that life is like an endless journey to different places along the highway."
Saturday, 1 June 2013
Chances Are We'll Be The Combination
Halo to all.
Before I start bringing you to my thoughts of Second Chances in Romance as promised, this Blog Title shown is part of the lyrics of the song, "Chances" by Five For Fighting. After listening to this Happy-Ending-Romance-Based song a lot more than you imagined (Happiness is what we all value for the life we all wanted. :D), I kind of thought that the song was trying to show that no matter how much distance a couple had grown apart, they both would still end up together. You know why? It's because they believed in the chance that they would face better possibilities together. The chance that they deserve each other more than anyone else. The chance that they are still in love with each other. For if they have not, they would feel the endless regret, and all those memories would have scarred their hearts permanently. Henceforth, I believe in Second Chances in Romance, as no matter the issues and challenges me and my fated-one-to-be-with faced, I won't let go of her, because I see a future of us being a happy family. :) :D :3
I shall share a story (Written by me of course. Duh! I ain't plagiarizing. XD) emphasizing that Second Chances can happen. For your information, part of the story is inspired by real-life events I experienced, as well as those various popular television sitcoms I had watched. Oh, and pardon my lack of vocabulary and the ability to create a smooth story. My English Grades are not as surprising as you've thought. :P
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There was this boy. Let's call him B. Unlike many boys, he ain't your typical 18 Year Old male. He is an introvert, quiet, but most prominently, a shy person, especially to girls, whom they thought this trait was a turn off for them. Kinda unlucky for him, as for the past 3 years, he felt he was rejected 3 times. On the 1st he liked, he took notice of her Facebook post, calling him something harsh. On the 2nd, he scrolled through her Tweets, clearly stating she does not like him back without adding him as a mention. He knew she was referring to him, as he made an indirect confession in Twitter, and you know how easily can this spread to other people. On the 3rd, she tried to trick him into thinking that she was taken, although no evidence proved her attached to someone already, after he stalked her Facebook, Instagram, and Twitter. What's more is that she unfollowed him in Twitter, suspiciously thinking his Mentions to her are a sign of his interest towards her.
Poor B. Compared to the memorable beautiful past he experienced with his childhood friends, whom had returned back to their home country years ago, all he was facing right now was the feeling of being left out. No wonder he had been breaking down in his room sometimes, knowing he ain't happy at all. If only there was that one girl who likes him as much as he likes her.
Then, one day, while he was on his way to school to attend the 1st lesson of a new module, upon waiting at the classroom for it to start, came in a girl whom he immediately fixated his eyes upon. Let's call her G. His first impression of her: Any word which compliments her a lot. However, knowing that just liking girls before becoming a good friend to them could freak or creep them out, he thought on just being friends with her. Yet, he dosen't know he was about to venture into happiness, right from the moment she actually sat beside him. She smiled at him. He smiled back. B introduced himself nervously to G, afraid that he'd screw things up. Noticing his shy personality, G then mentioned that he was weird, yet she liked it. Of course, this gave a blush to B's cheeks, just like those Shoujo Manga moments.
After the lesson had ended, they both exchanged contacts, including those of social media material. And that was how their friendship started. During the weekends, G would call B out to hang out with her and her other friends. This gave an opportunity for B to be open. Eventually, the months had passed by, and B kept the movie tickets he bought to watch a movie with her and her friends, the gifts she bought for him, and the many pictures he took with her in a box, valuing it as how he got his way into true happiness.
Some time later, G invited B over to hang out with her at Vivo City, but this time, it was just the two of them only. B excitedly agreed, and continued to journey towards happiness with her. Moreover, he dosen't seem to be bothered by the many romantic couples at the Mall's Boardwalk, unlike before, as he was too focused enjoying his life with her. However, what he dosen't realise why she invited him was because she intended to confess something to him, but it's not the kind of confession you all thought. She confessed that she was thankful of B entering her life, feeling that he took a special place in her heart. Hence, she asked if he would be her Best Friend. This suddenly shocked B, as he thought she was about to confess her feelings towards him. But at the same time, he was happy that he felt needed. B tightly hugged G and agreed to her question.
The next day, B felt puzzled, as to why didn't G confess that she liked him instead, after she knew him for a long time. Somehow, B ignored the thought and continued to be Best Friends with G. But, this burdening thought continuously kept on hunting him, and this eventually led to a misunderstanding conflict between B and G, a week before her birthday on 20th December. This lengthened the distance between them.
During G's Birthday, B remained at home. Why? He didn't receive any invitation from her, due to what happened a week ago. Then, while the visitors are partying their hearts out, G made an announcement that the next week, she would head overseas with her family for a whole year. Knowing B wasn't around and the fact that he doesn't know what happened between him and G, one of G's friends sent a message to B about what G said just now. B replied "Okay. I see." to him, but what he didn't know that after replying, B was shocked and in sorrow, for he may soon lose someone very special in his life.
Knowing his shy nature and nervousness to confront people, B tried his very best to make a move to G's home, but avast, he was scared to do so, as negative thoughts continuously revolved around his mind. One such thoughts include the end to their friendship.
It was the evening before her flight in the late morning on 24th December. Desperately, B immediately wrapped up the box of true happiness with a note he slipped and buried into a while ago. He then placed another note at the top of the box. After which, he went over to G's house. Rather than directly entering since his relationship with her was still not fixed, he slipped the box though her bedroom window with grills upon secretly noticing her family was at the dining table. Then, he returned back home and laid back on his bed.
B felt very anxious whilst on his bed. He wondered what would happen if G didn't see the box. This triggered into what he saw as nightmares, like seeing her together with someone else, as well as spending the rest of her life with that person. This causes B to not fall asleep until the middle of the night. Because of this, he overslept, and the moment he woke up, he realized it was only an hour and 30 minutes left before G's Airplane takes off, which means 30 minutes before the time for checking had ended.
B rushed out of his house and called in for a taxi as fast as possible. Whilst on the way to the airport, he could feel his hands shaking anxiously. Immediately after reaching the airport and paying the taxi fare, B ran inside and kept his eyes peeled for G, still hoping she was still around.
Unfortunately, the worse had came. After desperately looking floor to floor, section to section, B was too late. G was no where to be found. He fell to his knees and tears trickled down from his watery eyes. Of all the times he had spent with her, they may well seem to inevitably be faded into memories.
As his family was preparing everything for Christmas Eve downstairs near at the Condominium's Clubhouse, B told them that he would remain upstairs at the house's balcony for a while. There he was sitting and staring blankly into the beautiful night sky. Feeling in sorrow, he wished to himself he shouldn't have talked to G about them being more than just Best Friends.
The clock had stroke 12 midnight and B could overhear people downstairs greeting Merry Christmas to each other. He started to weep with regret. He shouldn't had met G to face such immense suffering.
Suddenly, he heard a door opening. Assuming its one of his family members, he warned not to disturb him. Strangely, footsteps were heard approaching closer towards him. As the balcony slide doors open, there appeared G.
B immediately stood up and looked completely shocked. G held his cold hands tight to know that he was not dreaming as well as to calm him down. G explained that she saw whatever was inside his box he slid into her house, and realized how much B was a true keeper of romance. But most importantly, why her name was the only one written there. G confessed that she was afraid that B would end up rejecting her if she were to ask him to be her lover. That was why she asked him to be her best friend.
With a sign of relief, the two of them stared at each other, simultaneously blushing. Trying his best to break out of his shyness, B had his right hand touch G's smooth cheek. He then asked in a way a marriage proposal was supposed to be like: "Will you be my best friend, but also, will you be my lover...?"
In an instant, G launched at B and locked lips with him for the very first time. B had finally caught the girl of his dreams. After which, that was when they exchange their feelings for each other with 3 simple words: "I love you."
With that, hours later, when B's family returned home, they saw B and G, happily cuddling in their arms. Their love journey has finally started.
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I know such story is sloppy and somewhat cliche. But what I was really trying to convey is that second chances can happen. Believe in that, because this is where keepers of romance emerge.
Anyway, as my Thoughts on Second Chances in Romance had been poured out like cum (Innuendos. I love this side of me. :P), it's on to recount about my past in future blogs. Alright, off to mindmapping my school revisions. Till then, see you starside.
"If she is stupid enough to still love you even after you have hurt her, she definitely is 'The One' you have been looking for."
Before I start bringing you to my thoughts of Second Chances in Romance as promised, this Blog Title shown is part of the lyrics of the song, "Chances" by Five For Fighting. After listening to this Happy-Ending-Romance-Based song a lot more than you imagined (Happiness is what we all value for the life we all wanted. :D), I kind of thought that the song was trying to show that no matter how much distance a couple had grown apart, they both would still end up together. You know why? It's because they believed in the chance that they would face better possibilities together. The chance that they deserve each other more than anyone else. The chance that they are still in love with each other. For if they have not, they would feel the endless regret, and all those memories would have scarred their hearts permanently. Henceforth, I believe in Second Chances in Romance, as no matter the issues and challenges me and my fated-one-to-be-with faced, I won't let go of her, because I see a future of us being a happy family. :) :D :3
I shall share a story (Written by me of course. Duh! I ain't plagiarizing. XD) emphasizing that Second Chances can happen. For your information, part of the story is inspired by real-life events I experienced, as well as those various popular television sitcoms I had watched. Oh, and pardon my lack of vocabulary and the ability to create a smooth story. My English Grades are not as surprising as you've thought. :P
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There was this boy. Let's call him B. Unlike many boys, he ain't your typical 18 Year Old male. He is an introvert, quiet, but most prominently, a shy person, especially to girls, whom they thought this trait was a turn off for them. Kinda unlucky for him, as for the past 3 years, he felt he was rejected 3 times. On the 1st he liked, he took notice of her Facebook post, calling him something harsh. On the 2nd, he scrolled through her Tweets, clearly stating she does not like him back without adding him as a mention. He knew she was referring to him, as he made an indirect confession in Twitter, and you know how easily can this spread to other people. On the 3rd, she tried to trick him into thinking that she was taken, although no evidence proved her attached to someone already, after he stalked her Facebook, Instagram, and Twitter. What's more is that she unfollowed him in Twitter, suspiciously thinking his Mentions to her are a sign of his interest towards her.
Poor B. Compared to the memorable beautiful past he experienced with his childhood friends, whom had returned back to their home country years ago, all he was facing right now was the feeling of being left out. No wonder he had been breaking down in his room sometimes, knowing he ain't happy at all. If only there was that one girl who likes him as much as he likes her.
Then, one day, while he was on his way to school to attend the 1st lesson of a new module, upon waiting at the classroom for it to start, came in a girl whom he immediately fixated his eyes upon. Let's call her G. His first impression of her: Any word which compliments her a lot. However, knowing that just liking girls before becoming a good friend to them could freak or creep them out, he thought on just being friends with her. Yet, he dosen't know he was about to venture into happiness, right from the moment she actually sat beside him. She smiled at him. He smiled back. B introduced himself nervously to G, afraid that he'd screw things up. Noticing his shy personality, G then mentioned that he was weird, yet she liked it. Of course, this gave a blush to B's cheeks, just like those Shoujo Manga moments.
After the lesson had ended, they both exchanged contacts, including those of social media material. And that was how their friendship started. During the weekends, G would call B out to hang out with her and her other friends. This gave an opportunity for B to be open. Eventually, the months had passed by, and B kept the movie tickets he bought to watch a movie with her and her friends, the gifts she bought for him, and the many pictures he took with her in a box, valuing it as how he got his way into true happiness.
Some time later, G invited B over to hang out with her at Vivo City, but this time, it was just the two of them only. B excitedly agreed, and continued to journey towards happiness with her. Moreover, he dosen't seem to be bothered by the many romantic couples at the Mall's Boardwalk, unlike before, as he was too focused enjoying his life with her. However, what he dosen't realise why she invited him was because she intended to confess something to him, but it's not the kind of confession you all thought. She confessed that she was thankful of B entering her life, feeling that he took a special place in her heart. Hence, she asked if he would be her Best Friend. This suddenly shocked B, as he thought she was about to confess her feelings towards him. But at the same time, he was happy that he felt needed. B tightly hugged G and agreed to her question.
The next day, B felt puzzled, as to why didn't G confess that she liked him instead, after she knew him for a long time. Somehow, B ignored the thought and continued to be Best Friends with G. But, this burdening thought continuously kept on hunting him, and this eventually led to a misunderstanding conflict between B and G, a week before her birthday on 20th December. This lengthened the distance between them.
During G's Birthday, B remained at home. Why? He didn't receive any invitation from her, due to what happened a week ago. Then, while the visitors are partying their hearts out, G made an announcement that the next week, she would head overseas with her family for a whole year. Knowing B wasn't around and the fact that he doesn't know what happened between him and G, one of G's friends sent a message to B about what G said just now. B replied "Okay. I see." to him, but what he didn't know that after replying, B was shocked and in sorrow, for he may soon lose someone very special in his life.
Knowing his shy nature and nervousness to confront people, B tried his very best to make a move to G's home, but avast, he was scared to do so, as negative thoughts continuously revolved around his mind. One such thoughts include the end to their friendship.
It was the evening before her flight in the late morning on 24th December. Desperately, B immediately wrapped up the box of true happiness with a note he slipped and buried into a while ago. He then placed another note at the top of the box. After which, he went over to G's house. Rather than directly entering since his relationship with her was still not fixed, he slipped the box though her bedroom window with grills upon secretly noticing her family was at the dining table. Then, he returned back home and laid back on his bed.
B felt very anxious whilst on his bed. He wondered what would happen if G didn't see the box. This triggered into what he saw as nightmares, like seeing her together with someone else, as well as spending the rest of her life with that person. This causes B to not fall asleep until the middle of the night. Because of this, he overslept, and the moment he woke up, he realized it was only an hour and 30 minutes left before G's Airplane takes off, which means 30 minutes before the time for checking had ended.
B rushed out of his house and called in for a taxi as fast as possible. Whilst on the way to the airport, he could feel his hands shaking anxiously. Immediately after reaching the airport and paying the taxi fare, B ran inside and kept his eyes peeled for G, still hoping she was still around.
Unfortunately, the worse had came. After desperately looking floor to floor, section to section, B was too late. G was no where to be found. He fell to his knees and tears trickled down from his watery eyes. Of all the times he had spent with her, they may well seem to inevitably be faded into memories.
As his family was preparing everything for Christmas Eve downstairs near at the Condominium's Clubhouse, B told them that he would remain upstairs at the house's balcony for a while. There he was sitting and staring blankly into the beautiful night sky. Feeling in sorrow, he wished to himself he shouldn't have talked to G about them being more than just Best Friends.
The clock had stroke 12 midnight and B could overhear people downstairs greeting Merry Christmas to each other. He started to weep with regret. He shouldn't had met G to face such immense suffering.
Suddenly, he heard a door opening. Assuming its one of his family members, he warned not to disturb him. Strangely, footsteps were heard approaching closer towards him. As the balcony slide doors open, there appeared G.
B immediately stood up and looked completely shocked. G held his cold hands tight to know that he was not dreaming as well as to calm him down. G explained that she saw whatever was inside his box he slid into her house, and realized how much B was a true keeper of romance. But most importantly, why her name was the only one written there. G confessed that she was afraid that B would end up rejecting her if she were to ask him to be her lover. That was why she asked him to be her best friend.
With a sign of relief, the two of them stared at each other, simultaneously blushing. Trying his best to break out of his shyness, B had his right hand touch G's smooth cheek. He then asked in a way a marriage proposal was supposed to be like: "Will you be my best friend, but also, will you be my lover...?"
In an instant, G launched at B and locked lips with him for the very first time. B had finally caught the girl of his dreams. After which, that was when they exchange their feelings for each other with 3 simple words: "I love you."
With that, hours later, when B's family returned home, they saw B and G, happily cuddling in their arms. Their love journey has finally started.
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I know such story is sloppy and somewhat cliche. But what I was really trying to convey is that second chances can happen. Believe in that, because this is where keepers of romance emerge.
Anyway, as my Thoughts on Second Chances in Romance had been poured out like cum (Innuendos. I love this side of me. :P), it's on to recount about my past in future blogs. Alright, off to mindmapping my school revisions. Till then, see you starside.
"If she is stupid enough to still love you even after you have hurt her, she definitely is 'The One' you have been looking for."
Sunday, 14 April 2013
Journey To The Ready
Halo to all.
Well. This is it. The last day of my one and a half month holiday is now. Please, I don't want this fun period to end right now. :( If only I had a time machine to rewind time, but that'd be impossible for today's technology. Darn you, inevitability of thrusting forward (Yay, my innuendos are back again. :D).
Since school will start tomorrow, as well as becoming a 2nd year student for the first time, I promised my future blogs will be about my throwback nostalgia, and second chances in romance. Right now, I'm just preparing stuff to print out for this week. Looks like I'll have to face the reality of being stressed up. >:(
What's more, this year's Timetable is way sh*ttier than before (Pardon my whiny behavior.). To elaborate further, I have 3 hour goddamn breaks in between lessons on Monday and Friday. You know what this leads to? That's right, waking up so f*cking early. In Monday, I have to be in school at 8am, and the break starts from 10am till 1pm, whilst in Friday, I have to be in school at 10am, and the break starts from 11am till 2pm. Man, although I know I could do study stuff during those hours, its way too long that I feel like I'd be wasting time there. GODDANGIT! (Tobuscus Style. XD)
Moreover, lessons end at 6pm EVERYDAY, except Wednesday. At least I can feast on good dinner in school, because sometimes the food I ate at home seemed repetitive, therefore my belly won't feel satisfied. Besides, I am on for a challenge, if such obstacles in school get in my way, just like beasting in the Halo Games once again. Bring it on! >:D
If anyone is curious, these are the modules I'll be taking this semester, and my thoughts on what they are about:
- Biostatistics (Mathematics perhaps, but more Chart/Graph based.)
- Marketing On Life Sciences (Starting a business on and selling medicine products.)
- Drug Delivery Systems (Capsules, tablets, creams, and their functions in our body.)
- Basic Immunology (Most likely about our Immune System.)
- Pharmacology (Maybe pathogens are being understood here.)
- Pharmacy Practice (What staff we do in Pharmacy Stores/Companies.)
And with that, I'll be heading to school tomorrow, awaiting the new challenges, but more prominently, looking forward to seeing her after 1 and a half months (I want to hug her. :3). Whatever I prayed for, I wish to see them come true. Alright, off to om nom nom on Nasi Lemak for tonight. (I wouldn't say 'eat out', or you'll assume that I was thinking of licking her 'flower' or the number 69. 50 Shades Of Grey much? Innuendo Me is so awesome! XD). Till then, see you starside.
"Motivation is a challange. If you yourself get used to it, you will definitely have the urge to tackle obstacles down, whether they are weak or strong."
Well. This is it. The last day of my one and a half month holiday is now. Please, I don't want this fun period to end right now. :( If only I had a time machine to rewind time, but that'd be impossible for today's technology. Darn you, inevitability of thrusting forward (Yay, my innuendos are back again. :D).
Since school will start tomorrow, as well as becoming a 2nd year student for the first time, I promised my future blogs will be about my throwback nostalgia, and second chances in romance. Right now, I'm just preparing stuff to print out for this week. Looks like I'll have to face the reality of being stressed up. >:(
What's more, this year's Timetable is way sh*ttier than before (Pardon my whiny behavior.). To elaborate further, I have 3 hour goddamn breaks in between lessons on Monday and Friday. You know what this leads to? That's right, waking up so f*cking early. In Monday, I have to be in school at 8am, and the break starts from 10am till 1pm, whilst in Friday, I have to be in school at 10am, and the break starts from 11am till 2pm. Man, although I know I could do study stuff during those hours, its way too long that I feel like I'd be wasting time there. GODDANGIT! (Tobuscus Style. XD)
Moreover, lessons end at 6pm EVERYDAY, except Wednesday. At least I can feast on good dinner in school, because sometimes the food I ate at home seemed repetitive, therefore my belly won't feel satisfied. Besides, I am on for a challenge, if such obstacles in school get in my way, just like beasting in the Halo Games once again. Bring it on! >:D
If anyone is curious, these are the modules I'll be taking this semester, and my thoughts on what they are about:
- Biostatistics (Mathematics perhaps, but more Chart/Graph based.)
- Marketing On Life Sciences (Starting a business on and selling medicine products.)
- Drug Delivery Systems (Capsules, tablets, creams, and their functions in our body.)
- Basic Immunology (Most likely about our Immune System.)
- Pharmacology (Maybe pathogens are being understood here.)
- Pharmacy Practice (What staff we do in Pharmacy Stores/Companies.)
And with that, I'll be heading to school tomorrow, awaiting the new challenges, but more prominently, looking forward to seeing her after 1 and a half months (I want to hug her. :3). Whatever I prayed for, I wish to see them come true. Alright, off to om nom nom on Nasi Lemak for tonight. (I wouldn't say 'eat out', or you'll assume that I was thinking of licking her 'flower' or the number 69. 50 Shades Of Grey much? Innuendo Me is so awesome! XD). Till then, see you starside.
"Motivation is a challange. If you yourself get used to it, you will definitely have the urge to tackle obstacles down, whether they are weak or strong."
Saturday, 6 April 2013
Amp It Up
Halo to all.
Just to let you know, all I said about Halo... Don't believe what I say, cause that game franchise sucks ass. April Fool-ed ya! You all know for a 100% fact that I will never ever abandon Halo, because it was what made me stray away from dangerously addictive Massively Multiplayer Online Role Playing Games (MMORPGs) like Warcraft but instead, staying dedicated to First Person Shooters (FPSs). :) Yeah... My April Fooling sucks ass as well. I know you all thought that right? Besides, I'm already a week late to pull such 'trickery' off. XD
Anyway, I gotta thank 343i for their release of a Free New Halo 4 Forge Map called Forge Island. What I noticed was that this Map is way way way bigger than Halo Reach Forge Map, Forge World. With that, I have the ability to build anything, anywhere, everywhere, now that the Map offers a wide open space with way lesser land to build on. There, I've recently completed building my very First Race Map, and I will release it to the File Share once I get back to using the Xbox Live Gold Subscription again. Plus, with the addition of more natural pieces, I can finally construct a Map that won't let you ever think of those various FPS maps with typically destructed environments like the ones in Battlefield and Call Of Duty. Neatness indeed, cause Art is the way of Beauty. :D Even them adding Green Screen can fool others that I'm playing Call Of Duty with a Spartan Armor. Cool right? ^_^
Speaking of which, I gotta enhance my skills to make my blog site more lively with variety. So, I'll add videos, images, other stuff and 'other' stuff (Like smutty manga, make love scenes in movies, romance quotes etc... Goddamn, I've become too lovesick nowadays. :3) in my blog site. I wouldn't want my blog to be too plain, but at the same time, I gotta make sure it stays organised, or else my OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) will kick in. Well, time to discover what all these blog edit buttons do.
8 days left till school begins. Soon, I'll begin my Polytechnic Course as a Year 2 Student. That spells a much stronger challenge for the work that has to be done, as well as a longer time I have to be in school. Man, it's gonna be tiring and stressful for me again, but you have to accept that if there's no pain, there's no gain. :/
But still, cumming back (Erm... I mean coming... Darn, I've got to somehow stop my innuendos, but it's so irresistible to stop it because... Ohh ahh anh... Okay, stop your deep moans, Paolo. Sheesh...) to school has it's good perks, such as meeting our classmates again to have a whooping good time, enjoy feasting on Subway once again, and most prominently, seeing the girl I fell in like with. Oh God please, for my naturally happy moment's sake, let her choose to continue going for French Class, or I won't be able to see her much like before, and hopefully if that happens, we'd take the same bus home more often, because I still remember that rare real smile I was showing the first time (No, totally not referring to 'doing it'. Damn innuendos again. Lol!) we made our way home together.Till this day, I still am dreaming of her when asleep or awake, cause I ain't giving up on romance, nor her. <3
Well, better make sure my last 8 days of holiday is worth the fun. Time for more Youtube watching, Romance Manga reading, and Call Of Duty Custom Zombies playing. Oh, since I'm going to head to school soon, I decided to post future blogs about my past, also known as, my throwback nostalgia, since those are the only things I haven't talked much about. And, a blog about Second Chances in Romance with my thoughts on it. Till then, see you starside.
"Being mutually in love is the same as both hearts beating fast, in an effort to push you two closer until they can finally feel each other."
Just to let you know, all I said about Halo... Don't believe what I say, cause that game franchise sucks ass. April Fool-ed ya! You all know for a 100% fact that I will never ever abandon Halo, because it was what made me stray away from dangerously addictive Massively Multiplayer Online Role Playing Games (MMORPGs) like Warcraft but instead, staying dedicated to First Person Shooters (FPSs). :) Yeah... My April Fooling sucks ass as well. I know you all thought that right? Besides, I'm already a week late to pull such 'trickery' off. XD
Anyway, I gotta thank 343i for their release of a Free New Halo 4 Forge Map called Forge Island. What I noticed was that this Map is way way way bigger than Halo Reach Forge Map, Forge World. With that, I have the ability to build anything, anywhere, everywhere, now that the Map offers a wide open space with way lesser land to build on. There, I've recently completed building my very First Race Map, and I will release it to the File Share once I get back to using the Xbox Live Gold Subscription again. Plus, with the addition of more natural pieces, I can finally construct a Map that won't let you ever think of those various FPS maps with typically destructed environments like the ones in Battlefield and Call Of Duty. Neatness indeed, cause Art is the way of Beauty. :D Even them adding Green Screen can fool others that I'm playing Call Of Duty with a Spartan Armor. Cool right? ^_^
Speaking of which, I gotta enhance my skills to make my blog site more lively with variety. So, I'll add videos, images, other stuff and 'other' stuff (Like smutty manga, make love scenes in movies, romance quotes etc... Goddamn, I've become too lovesick nowadays. :3) in my blog site. I wouldn't want my blog to be too plain, but at the same time, I gotta make sure it stays organised, or else my OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) will kick in. Well, time to discover what all these blog edit buttons do.
8 days left till school begins. Soon, I'll begin my Polytechnic Course as a Year 2 Student. That spells a much stronger challenge for the work that has to be done, as well as a longer time I have to be in school. Man, it's gonna be tiring and stressful for me again, but you have to accept that if there's no pain, there's no gain. :/
But still, cumming back (Erm... I mean coming... Darn, I've got to somehow stop my innuendos, but it's so irresistible to stop it because... Ohh ahh anh... Okay, stop your deep moans, Paolo. Sheesh...) to school has it's good perks, such as meeting our classmates again to have a whooping good time, enjoy feasting on Subway once again, and most prominently, seeing the girl I fell in like with. Oh God please, for my naturally happy moment's sake, let her choose to continue going for French Class, or I won't be able to see her much like before, and hopefully if that happens, we'd take the same bus home more often, because I still remember that rare real smile I was showing the first time (No, totally not referring to 'doing it'. Damn innuendos again. Lol!) we made our way home together.Till this day, I still am dreaming of her when asleep or awake, cause I ain't giving up on romance, nor her. <3
Well, better make sure my last 8 days of holiday is worth the fun. Time for more Youtube watching, Romance Manga reading, and Call Of Duty Custom Zombies playing. Oh, since I'm going to head to school soon, I decided to post future blogs about my past, also known as, my throwback nostalgia, since those are the only things I haven't talked much about. And, a blog about Second Chances in Romance with my thoughts on it. Till then, see you starside.
"Being mutually in love is the same as both hearts beating fast, in an effort to push you two closer until they can finally feel each other."
Sunday, 24 March 2013
Jump Like There Is No Tomorrow
Halo to all.
As titled in this blog, I suggest you all continue to enjoy the holidays to the max. School is about to begin in 3 weeks time, that's why I'm still in my room continuously browsing and playing (Sorry, no dice if you thought I was doing something which resembles a pair of circles, if you know what I mean. Innuendos are kicking in again. XD).
Since my Xbox Live Gold Subscription ended more than a week ago, all I could do in Halo 4 was to watch the matches I played via Theater. And yes, I saved those that were my personal bests and unique achievements. For example, earning such Medals: Running Riot (15 kills without dying), Flood Exterminator (10 Flood Kills without dying), and best of all, Perfection (15 or more kills, and 0 deaths in one match). I was really on a Medal Spree indeed. ^^ Never had I gotten such Medals in Halo Reach though (I was a little sucky there to be honest. Yes my Innuendo-ish People, that's what she said. :P).
I realized why I had better skills in Halo 4 than Halo Reach. I'll list them out, in case one of you turn out to be a Halo Player desparately dying to get a Kill/Death Ratio of 20 - 0. Lololol!!!
1) I run and gun more in Halo Reach than compared to Halo 4. That means all I did was charge straight at the enemy without observing my surroundings, including my motion tracker. Even though I ended up defeating my enemy, I was still vulnerable out in the open, especially when my shields are down. Now, in Halo 4, I moved from cover to cover, and simultaneously twitching my eye at the motion tracker for 1/2 a second to sense if an enemy is nearby.
2) I defied the strategy of staying with my team. Obviously, pulling that off could make me end up being surrounded by the opposing enemy, 4 to 1. You know I'd be screwed for sure, unless you happen to stumble on a Rocket Launcher. XP But seriously, it's better if you assist your teammates than to be a self-proclaimed Chuck Norris. I still remembered that one match I played in Halo 4. I was always staying with my teammates and vise versa. And you know what, we all ended up getting straight-up excellent Kill/Death Ratios. Mine was a 21 - 4. :D
3) I played Halo Reach with a sensitivity level of 3, whilst it was 5 in Halo 4, which boosted my skills... a lot. Playing Halo Reach with such a default sensitivity was a very bad idea. You know why? I would have wasted more time just to turn around 180 degrees to kill the enemy ambushing me from behind. Thus, he or she would have the advantage to maul me down first. That's why in Halo 4, after increasing my sensitivity level, when someone was trying to eliminate me from behind, I quickly turned around and either chucked Grenades, or popped their head off with my Battle Rifle, or even charged straight at them without expecting. Moreover, I can systemically kill a enemy in front of me, then the one on the right or left 90 degrees. All I could say, if you want to master this, make fast reflexes, and luck will be by your side. :)
Okay, done with speaking Halo stuff, for we're it too easy, as mentioned by the Arbiter (If you are a dedicated Halo fan, you'll recognize this reference for sure.). Now onto what happened on 20th March 2013.
Some students as well as I helped out in showing the French Teachers and Students around the School. Of course, I notice a few of them are taller than me, including females. Hopefully, I can grow till 6 feet by the time I reach 20 years of age. In addition, in one of the events, one of the French Students revealed that she can speak Chinese and Spanish, and showcased such skill to us. Wow... It's rare for a European to speak in an Asian language. Fortunately, we don't need to fully converse French with them, as they know English as much as we do. Even though it was a short time of 3 hours, we were glad we met people from a different continent. Hopefully, we would do the reversal some day, by visiting them in France. I myself really want to travel to other parts of the World, but money is restricting many of us from doing so.
Other than continuously reading Romance Manga and watching Romance Anime during the holidays. I am still dreaming of that girl I've fallen in like with since November last year (Getting warm and blushy again, Paolo. X3). But, it has been almost a month since I last saw her. According to one of my classmates in French Class, she is still deciding whether to continue doing French next month or not. God I hope she will, for if she dosen't, then I might not be able to see her. Darn it, that bad luck of mine is accumulating even more. :(
Well, I will be starting off fresh in School as a Year 2 Student this Mid-April. Time to enjoy the holiday period, and dream of her, cause one day, I want 'us' to happen. Till then, see you starside.
"One good tip onto making sure that your memories you had with your lover won't be forgotten: Photo Albums and Video Clips, so that when you two grow old, you can look at them, and remember how this journey of love started and ventured."
As titled in this blog, I suggest you all continue to enjoy the holidays to the max. School is about to begin in 3 weeks time, that's why I'm still in my room continuously browsing and playing (Sorry, no dice if you thought I was doing something which resembles a pair of circles, if you know what I mean. Innuendos are kicking in again. XD).
Since my Xbox Live Gold Subscription ended more than a week ago, all I could do in Halo 4 was to watch the matches I played via Theater. And yes, I saved those that were my personal bests and unique achievements. For example, earning such Medals: Running Riot (15 kills without dying), Flood Exterminator (10 Flood Kills without dying), and best of all, Perfection (15 or more kills, and 0 deaths in one match). I was really on a Medal Spree indeed. ^^ Never had I gotten such Medals in Halo Reach though (I was a little sucky there to be honest. Yes my Innuendo-ish People, that's what she said. :P).
I realized why I had better skills in Halo 4 than Halo Reach. I'll list them out, in case one of you turn out to be a Halo Player desparately dying to get a Kill/Death Ratio of 20 - 0. Lololol!!!
1) I run and gun more in Halo Reach than compared to Halo 4. That means all I did was charge straight at the enemy without observing my surroundings, including my motion tracker. Even though I ended up defeating my enemy, I was still vulnerable out in the open, especially when my shields are down. Now, in Halo 4, I moved from cover to cover, and simultaneously twitching my eye at the motion tracker for 1/2 a second to sense if an enemy is nearby.
2) I defied the strategy of staying with my team. Obviously, pulling that off could make me end up being surrounded by the opposing enemy, 4 to 1. You know I'd be screwed for sure, unless you happen to stumble on a Rocket Launcher. XP But seriously, it's better if you assist your teammates than to be a self-proclaimed Chuck Norris. I still remembered that one match I played in Halo 4. I was always staying with my teammates and vise versa. And you know what, we all ended up getting straight-up excellent Kill/Death Ratios. Mine was a 21 - 4. :D
3) I played Halo Reach with a sensitivity level of 3, whilst it was 5 in Halo 4, which boosted my skills... a lot. Playing Halo Reach with such a default sensitivity was a very bad idea. You know why? I would have wasted more time just to turn around 180 degrees to kill the enemy ambushing me from behind. Thus, he or she would have the advantage to maul me down first. That's why in Halo 4, after increasing my sensitivity level, when someone was trying to eliminate me from behind, I quickly turned around and either chucked Grenades, or popped their head off with my Battle Rifle, or even charged straight at them without expecting. Moreover, I can systemically kill a enemy in front of me, then the one on the right or left 90 degrees. All I could say, if you want to master this, make fast reflexes, and luck will be by your side. :)
Okay, done with speaking Halo stuff, for we're it too easy, as mentioned by the Arbiter (If you are a dedicated Halo fan, you'll recognize this reference for sure.). Now onto what happened on 20th March 2013.
Some students as well as I helped out in showing the French Teachers and Students around the School. Of course, I notice a few of them are taller than me, including females. Hopefully, I can grow till 6 feet by the time I reach 20 years of age. In addition, in one of the events, one of the French Students revealed that she can speak Chinese and Spanish, and showcased such skill to us. Wow... It's rare for a European to speak in an Asian language. Fortunately, we don't need to fully converse French with them, as they know English as much as we do. Even though it was a short time of 3 hours, we were glad we met people from a different continent. Hopefully, we would do the reversal some day, by visiting them in France. I myself really want to travel to other parts of the World, but money is restricting many of us from doing so.
Other than continuously reading Romance Manga and watching Romance Anime during the holidays. I am still dreaming of that girl I've fallen in like with since November last year (Getting warm and blushy again, Paolo. X3). But, it has been almost a month since I last saw her. According to one of my classmates in French Class, she is still deciding whether to continue doing French next month or not. God I hope she will, for if she dosen't, then I might not be able to see her. Darn it, that bad luck of mine is accumulating even more. :(
Well, I will be starting off fresh in School as a Year 2 Student this Mid-April. Time to enjoy the holiday period, and dream of her, cause one day, I want 'us' to happen. Till then, see you starside.
"One good tip onto making sure that your memories you had with your lover won't be forgotten: Photo Albums and Video Clips, so that when you two grow old, you can look at them, and remember how this journey of love started and ventured."
Tuesday, 12 March 2013
On The Brink Of Returning
Halo to all.
Apologies for not updating my blog for the past week, but I got to make sure that the 14 Day Xbox Live Gold Trial Subscription I utilized from 26 Feb till today is worth my endless, memorable, and enjoyable playing of Halo 4. :D
The Semestral Exams were finally over, and all I could do is eat, sleep, and sh*t. Just kidding. XD I'd watch Youtube videos for my daily dose of humor (And maybe romance too, hehehe. ^^), or read some fan fiction (Especially those 'yummy' types, if you know what I mean), or even just go flawless in Halo 4 (I can't help it. I love the Halo series too much. :3).
That is not all, a new fast food restaurant just recently opened here in Singapore, and it originated from my home country itself. Trust me, you will feel joy if you taste their meals. I guarantee you won't think of refunding. :)
Man, even though there's so much stuff that has happened during the holiday, I ended up not writing them here, since I see it as the same ol' stuff. Better compensate for this. Ah... Yes... I... Feel... It... Coming... Damn innuendos, I'm saying those words again. X3 It's time for MORE ROMANCE TALK!!!
Fortunately, since I'm usually at home, I don't get to see couples outside that often. Thank God, for I won't need to whine out my jealousy. Still, I miss her. I've not seen her for the past 2 weeks already. :'( All I can do right now is look at the photos she uploaded in Instagram. Maybe I should admit something here: I kept on liking those photos that showcase her only, because the moment she uploads something new and I see it, I have the tendency to quickly place my phone flat down and place my hand on my forehead. Simultaneously, I feel the blushies emerging onto my skin as well as the warmness building inside my body. I just feel like waist hugging her, as what couples do for a tender moment, other than passionate kissing. <3
Oh, I did mention about talking to her in Whatsapp referring to what was mentioned in my previous blog. Unfortunately, it turns out I did not make this happen during the holidays, due to my stupid shyness. :( I'm sorry, but you will never know how nervous I am towards her. Just to prove you, I'd better list out the times I was with her during the Semsestal Exam period:
1) After an exam ended, I waited outside the exam hall for our classmates, and later on, my eyes fixated at her with her friends as they walk out, without her noticing me. I was feeling warm as usual.
2) I walked right behind her and her friends. As they stopped at the canteen for a minute, I walked ahead of them and moved slowly, so I would not lose her in sight whilst looking behind for second. Eventually as I exit the school via the main entrance, I noticed her exit via the escalators. With that, my heart felt heavy when suddenly, from a far distance, I saw her walking alone towards the bus stop. Thus, I altered my route and walked towards there instead (We take the same bus home anyway.). Upon reaching, we both smiled at each other (*Insert natural feeling here*). And when I thought that a double decker bus would show up so we could sit together like before, we ended up boarding a crowded single decker bus. Rather than her, I was actually in bad luck. Furthermore, her other 2 friends entered the bus at the next bus stop. Man, what a loss of opportunity. :(
3) Whilst revising through at the top deck of the bus, I simultaneously checked the bus stop she would be waiting at, and guess what? She was there. I felt that fate made this happen. Okay, stop the cheesyness Paolo. XD Anyway, as we exit the bus (She first, then me, because she was at the bottom deck.), I surprised her from behind whilst walking towards our destination (I did not mean our destiny to become together, but how I wished this happen right now. :3). Of course, we smiled at each other (*Insert natural feeling here... Again...*). I did ask her where she will be heading for the exam. I did hear her say the Lounge (The same place I was heading to), but due to my nervousness when I was walking alongside her, I thought she was heading towards the Sports Hall. Thus, I said my goodbyes, and wishes of good luck to her as I was about to walk up the stairs. Obviously, she abruptly said she was walking up the stairs as well. That's when I realized she was really going to the Lounge, and not the Sports Hall. That may well seem to be a bit awkward of me saying those.
And that's all I had to say. Sigh, when will be the day I get to see her again...? The wait is killing me. :( Maybe this 20th March... Maybe... I just hope that I won't run into bad luck again. Till then, see you starside.
"If she is sad, give her a warm hug. If she is angry, give her a kiss on her lips. If she is in love with you, give her that love in return. If you know what I mean after reading these 3 sentences, you'll understand that love is all about 'forGIVING'."
Apologies for not updating my blog for the past week, but I got to make sure that the 14 Day Xbox Live Gold Trial Subscription I utilized from 26 Feb till today is worth my endless, memorable, and enjoyable playing of Halo 4. :D
The Semestral Exams were finally over, and all I could do is eat, sleep, and sh*t. Just kidding. XD I'd watch Youtube videos for my daily dose of humor (And maybe romance too, hehehe. ^^), or read some fan fiction (Especially those 'yummy' types, if you know what I mean), or even just go flawless in Halo 4 (I can't help it. I love the Halo series too much. :3).
That is not all, a new fast food restaurant just recently opened here in Singapore, and it originated from my home country itself. Trust me, you will feel joy if you taste their meals. I guarantee you won't think of refunding. :)
Man, even though there's so much stuff that has happened during the holiday, I ended up not writing them here, since I see it as the same ol' stuff. Better compensate for this. Ah... Yes... I... Feel... It... Coming... Damn innuendos, I'm saying those words again. X3 It's time for MORE ROMANCE TALK!!!
Fortunately, since I'm usually at home, I don't get to see couples outside that often. Thank God, for I won't need to whine out my jealousy. Still, I miss her. I've not seen her for the past 2 weeks already. :'( All I can do right now is look at the photos she uploaded in Instagram. Maybe I should admit something here: I kept on liking those photos that showcase her only, because the moment she uploads something new and I see it, I have the tendency to quickly place my phone flat down and place my hand on my forehead. Simultaneously, I feel the blushies emerging onto my skin as well as the warmness building inside my body. I just feel like waist hugging her, as what couples do for a tender moment, other than passionate kissing. <3
Oh, I did mention about talking to her in Whatsapp referring to what was mentioned in my previous blog. Unfortunately, it turns out I did not make this happen during the holidays, due to my stupid shyness. :( I'm sorry, but you will never know how nervous I am towards her. Just to prove you, I'd better list out the times I was with her during the Semsestal Exam period:
1) After an exam ended, I waited outside the exam hall for our classmates, and later on, my eyes fixated at her with her friends as they walk out, without her noticing me. I was feeling warm as usual.
2) I walked right behind her and her friends. As they stopped at the canteen for a minute, I walked ahead of them and moved slowly, so I would not lose her in sight whilst looking behind for second. Eventually as I exit the school via the main entrance, I noticed her exit via the escalators. With that, my heart felt heavy when suddenly, from a far distance, I saw her walking alone towards the bus stop. Thus, I altered my route and walked towards there instead (We take the same bus home anyway.). Upon reaching, we both smiled at each other (*Insert natural feeling here*). And when I thought that a double decker bus would show up so we could sit together like before, we ended up boarding a crowded single decker bus. Rather than her, I was actually in bad luck. Furthermore, her other 2 friends entered the bus at the next bus stop. Man, what a loss of opportunity. :(
3) Whilst revising through at the top deck of the bus, I simultaneously checked the bus stop she would be waiting at, and guess what? She was there. I felt that fate made this happen. Okay, stop the cheesyness Paolo. XD Anyway, as we exit the bus (She first, then me, because she was at the bottom deck.), I surprised her from behind whilst walking towards our destination (I did not mean our destiny to become together, but how I wished this happen right now. :3). Of course, we smiled at each other (*Insert natural feeling here... Again...*). I did ask her where she will be heading for the exam. I did hear her say the Lounge (The same place I was heading to), but due to my nervousness when I was walking alongside her, I thought she was heading towards the Sports Hall. Thus, I said my goodbyes, and wishes of good luck to her as I was about to walk up the stairs. Obviously, she abruptly said she was walking up the stairs as well. That's when I realized she was really going to the Lounge, and not the Sports Hall. That may well seem to be a bit awkward of me saying those.
And that's all I had to say. Sigh, when will be the day I get to see her again...? The wait is killing me. :( Maybe this 20th March... Maybe... I just hope that I won't run into bad luck again. Till then, see you starside.
"If she is sad, give her a warm hug. If she is angry, give her a kiss on her lips. If she is in love with you, give her that love in return. If you know what I mean after reading these 3 sentences, you'll understand that love is all about 'forGIVING'."
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