Halo to all.
4 Semestral Exams had been dealt with, and 2 are still standing. It's time for the final push (No, I did not mean the last push to climaxing, if you know what I mean. ;D) this Monday, and Tuesday. Just hang in there! For all these stresses will soon be over. :)
Because of which, I am really looking forward to what I'm going to do during my 1 3/4 month holiday season. One of them is continuing the Halo 4's War Games carnage, as well as the story of Spartan Ops Season 1 in my "Eksboks Twee Siiix Tee", as how drunkards say it. XD Though the settings there are sometimes repetitive, the cinematics, and story were mainly what caught my attention. For the bonus, Spartan Ops Season 1 serves as a bridge to what may be foretold in the upcoming Halo 5. Oh the anticipation 343i had built... :D
In other news, Bungie (Original developers of the Halo series) has revealed their next Video Game Franchise they will be working on for the next 10 years, and that is known as "Destiny". I definitely MUST NOT miss the chance of buying this game when it is out in stores, for this new Sci-Fi First Person Shooter is now in my list of Anticipated Games, other than the future Halo Games. :D
Is it me, or I have been talking nothing but games, games, and more games. I guess I have that non-stop addiction of holding that Xbox 360 controller and blasting any sh*t up. Lololol!
Now, on to more Romance talk, cause I just want to. :3 Referring to my previous blog, I made suspicions that the girl I eyeballed on is not attached at all. From what I noticed this week, she may have realized that I was crushing on her. And you know how I got that feeling? NYPConfessions. Bam! You said it! A confession there was made towards her, and in particular, it mentioned about watching her from French Class. But that's not all, another confession popped in, and it was made towards me, mentioning that the person had been taking notice of me during Microbiology and French Class, as well as watching me at the Exam Hall. :O
You know what I can interpret from all this? Both of these confessions were made by the same person, and that person is a friend of the girl I like. She might have told that person about me liking on her. Hence, all these confessions started showing up. But my interpretation could be wrong, as she may have sent that confession towards me, upon seeing that confession made towards her, which did not involve me at all. That could possibly mean she was crushing on me as well.
Man, I just don't get it. The moment I see her in person, my heart just naturally flutters with joy. Even those natural smiles she gave towards me makes me feel like hugging her. Awww Gawd! I'm blushing like crazy right now... :3
I'd better do something after all of my Semestral Exams are over. Maybe talk to her in Whatsapp about this? I'm scared, for I've never ever done something like this before, and I fear something bad may happen. It's like I don't want to let her go... I don't want to see the last of her... I want to see her again... Well, wish me luck, as what men do; They take risks to make good happen. Till then, see you starside.
"Keepers of Romance have a common motto: 'You. Just you only. No one else.', also known as monogamous love."
Saturday, 23 February 2013
Saturday, 16 February 2013
I Am Going In
Halo to all.
It is time for me to enter what we all inevitably have to do: Exams. (If anyone thought I was entering someone, you can leave it for the fanfiction anyways. Teehee! XD) Two days away till darkness arises again. But fret not, for I have taken precautions to repel it away, by mindmapping certain topics covered for this Semestral Exam. It makes remembering stuff easier. :D
Other than that, there's some funny things that I experienced, and I would like to share them to you all. One of them is by the Twitter Name 'NYPConfessions', which basically tweets out confessions made by the many Nanyang Polytechnic students. The confessions I saw are related to facility improvements (E.g. "NYP needs a KFC/Burger King outlet." I ABSOLUTELY agree to this!), stresses (E.g. "Walking from the MRT station to the South side of the Campus is so damn frustrating."), and mainly love declarations. <3
Speaking of love declarations, I saw a hecking lot of em' popping up in my Twitter feed. Of course, that's when you realize so many are not taken right now, myself included. How I wish love is as easy as 'Boy sees girl. Girl sees boy. Boy and girl talk to each other. Boy and girl fell in love. Boy and girl promised to not let go of each other.'... Instead of 'Boy notices girl. Girl notices someone else.' :'(
Moreover, some confessions were directed to some of my classmates, including the one I previously liked. Because of these, a few of them felt suspicious that I was involved in typing those out. But I cleared it off by telling straight that I did not type anything out. (Thank God they are understanding. :) Or I would've called in for a lie detector, then go "In your face!". Lol! ^^)
With that being said, I may wanna confess something out in this blog since Valentine's Day is over: I have a feeling that the girl I used to eyeball on from November 2012 to January 2013 is NOT taken. Wanna know why?:
1) Recently, my ex-classmate obviously noticed that I like her, contrary to my classmates, and informed me that she is not attached to anyone.
2) Apologies for the so-called stalking behavior here, but I noticed that she did not post any Facebook/Twitter/Instagram pic of just her and her significant other.
3) Perhaps her mentioning she was taken was a way of indirectly saying she knew I was already crushing on her. What supports this is the comments mentioned in one of her Instagram pics, pertaining that her NYP Crush would love seeing this, and further saying that he is the guy from the French class. (I'm the ONLY guy she knew from French class.) To prove that I knew it was me, the comments continued mentioning about the time the bus was squeezy, he deliberately moved from her classmate's side and stood beside her, making it damn obvious. (In the bus, I was initially standing beside her classmate. When more people entered the bus, I quickly moved into a vacant spacing, and ended up standing beside her.)
Referring to my 3rd reason, yes... I voluntarily moved just for the sake of standing beside her. This is because I could not resist looking at her really cute face (Sh*t, I'm blushing much, and feeling too warm right now. >o<), and those hands... God, I just feel like holding her hand, like what couples routinely do. Not to forget the days she showed that natural smile she gave to me when we saw each other. What I also like about her is her classy clothing. I mean, it's a way of showing style, just like what my family does whenever we go outdoors.
Oh, how I wish I was not a shy person, especially towards girls. I just wanna know her more, ya' know? It was because of 13th November 2012 that I was really smiling (I rarely make real smiles.), and my heart was fluttering with joy... Thanks to her, and her alone. :3
Maybe after the Exams... If I could just let her know how I feel... I must let courage be inside of me... Till then, see you starside.
"There are many forms of showing her that she is the love of your life, such as kissing her forehead, hugging her from behind, and promising her that you two will grow old together."
Saturday, 9 February 2013
Respect For The Commitment
Halo to all.
I just had a good, and meaningful casual talk with my mother (Thank you mom! :D). If you all wanna know, it's about marriage. I know you people think it's too early for me to pop this stuff out, but I just wanna understand what I needed to do in order to uphold it forever. :) Though, I disagree on the my mom's ideal age to tie the knot; She told me that I should be around 30 Years Old to get married. :O That's way 'over the limit' for me. To be honest, I'd say that it is best to make that happen when you are around 25 Years Old. I have a couple of reasons for that:
1) My generation is different from my parents' generation. This means that our perspectives of life is different from theirs. Compared to before, people nowadays started seriously dating early, because they understand love is the most important thing to keep living a good life (Even various Video Games do that :D), and it'd be a waste if you start it's journey later.
2) Accessibility to jobs are way easier nowadays. That is why you see many young people have stable jobs, which helps to aid them and their spouse financially.
3) The fact that we have Internet today, people could just look for any tips and advice to uphold a successful marriages online, whether though search engines, social network sites, or even media. My generation sure does learn as fast as a sky rocket. (Innuendos again Paolo. Damn... I must make more of these. XD)
4) This reason is for those who want to make a baby via making love to each other without contraceptives, obviously. :) Giving birth around that age is safer, as the risk of your baby to be diagnosed with diseases associated to abnormal characteristics & personalities (E.g. Down's Syndrome) will be lesser than those who are 30 Years Old or above.
With that being said, I promised myself to create a blog on talking more about romance, and here you have it. It's going to be related to this phrase: "Love has no boundaries."
I have seen many couples within my 25 metre radius (A Halo reference about the Motion Sensor detection distance) come and go. However, the ones I noticed more into particular are those multiracial couples (E.g. A Chinese and a Malay holding hands.).
The reason why I really respect this type of couples is because they actually proven to the world that race and religion does not matter when it comes to love. They are simply showing just 2 humans who are basically in love with each other. <3
In parallel to this, even many of my relatives coupled with someone outside Filipino blood since a long way back. One of my father's cousins married a Canadian, and they are currently living in Canada with their 2 Half-Canadian Half-Filipino kids, and one of my mother's cousins married a Vietnamese. Just to let you know, I am mostly of Filipino blood, with some Spanish and a little African-American within. Man, I feel unique! :D
Because of this, I believed in what the phrase said. The fact that nationalities don't matter, but appearances & personalities do. This was what made me chase after someone outside Filipino blood. :3
Whatever those multiracial couples are showing, they are damn well eradicating 'Racist' off the dictionary. ;) Gotta give my warm thanks to my mom for that mother-to-son casual talk a while ago. I'm lucky to have a mother who cares for me as much as I care for her. :D Exam is in 9 days, and I'm on to mindmapping what I had learnt in my Polytechnic for the past 17 weeks, now that the arrangement of my notes are finally organized. Till then, see you starside.
"Your marriage will last if you consistently sustain these 3 things: Financially (Money ensures survival, and that is buying a house, and paying it's bills.), Mentally (Be understanding to each other, and compromise if there is any problem to be resolved.), and Emotionally (When she is sad, you hold, and tell her that you are still there for her, no matter what.)."
I just had a good, and meaningful casual talk with my mother (Thank you mom! :D). If you all wanna know, it's about marriage. I know you people think it's too early for me to pop this stuff out, but I just wanna understand what I needed to do in order to uphold it forever. :) Though, I disagree on the my mom's ideal age to tie the knot; She told me that I should be around 30 Years Old to get married. :O That's way 'over the limit' for me. To be honest, I'd say that it is best to make that happen when you are around 25 Years Old. I have a couple of reasons for that:
1) My generation is different from my parents' generation. This means that our perspectives of life is different from theirs. Compared to before, people nowadays started seriously dating early, because they understand love is the most important thing to keep living a good life (Even various Video Games do that :D), and it'd be a waste if you start it's journey later.
2) Accessibility to jobs are way easier nowadays. That is why you see many young people have stable jobs, which helps to aid them and their spouse financially.
3) The fact that we have Internet today, people could just look for any tips and advice to uphold a successful marriages online, whether though search engines, social network sites, or even media. My generation sure does learn as fast as a sky rocket. (Innuendos again Paolo. Damn... I must make more of these. XD)
4) This reason is for those who want to make a baby via making love to each other without contraceptives, obviously. :) Giving birth around that age is safer, as the risk of your baby to be diagnosed with diseases associated to abnormal characteristics & personalities (E.g. Down's Syndrome) will be lesser than those who are 30 Years Old or above.
With that being said, I promised myself to create a blog on talking more about romance, and here you have it. It's going to be related to this phrase: "Love has no boundaries."
I have seen many couples within my 25 metre radius (A Halo reference about the Motion Sensor detection distance) come and go. However, the ones I noticed more into particular are those multiracial couples (E.g. A Chinese and a Malay holding hands.).
The reason why I really respect this type of couples is because they actually proven to the world that race and religion does not matter when it comes to love. They are simply showing just 2 humans who are basically in love with each other. <3
In parallel to this, even many of my relatives coupled with someone outside Filipino blood since a long way back. One of my father's cousins married a Canadian, and they are currently living in Canada with their 2 Half-Canadian Half-Filipino kids, and one of my mother's cousins married a Vietnamese. Just to let you know, I am mostly of Filipino blood, with some Spanish and a little African-American within. Man, I feel unique! :D
Because of this, I believed in what the phrase said. The fact that nationalities don't matter, but appearances & personalities do. This was what made me chase after someone outside Filipino blood. :3
Whatever those multiracial couples are showing, they are damn well eradicating 'Racist' off the dictionary. ;) Gotta give my warm thanks to my mom for that mother-to-son casual talk a while ago. I'm lucky to have a mother who cares for me as much as I care for her. :D Exam is in 9 days, and I'm on to mindmapping what I had learnt in my Polytechnic for the past 17 weeks, now that the arrangement of my notes are finally organized. Till then, see you starside.
"Your marriage will last if you consistently sustain these 3 things: Financially (Money ensures survival, and that is buying a house, and paying it's bills.), Mentally (Be understanding to each other, and compromise if there is any problem to be resolved.), and Emotionally (When she is sad, you hold, and tell her that you are still there for her, no matter what.)."
Saturday, 2 February 2013
Alas Poor Yorick
Halo to all.
So much has happened during this week, and I already can't wait to blurt all of them out today. I better get this over quick, as I still need to revise for the upcoming Semestral Exam. This is where the main impact plays in my grades.
First thing, and this will be something that pains me to write, so please bear with me. The girl I had been eyeballing on since November last year... Well... She was taken (No, I did not mean kidnapped. You, and your ideas of damsels in distresses). She was already going out with someone. I heard of this when I eavesdropped her classmates continuously teasing her about going out on a date with her boyfriend, as well as informing me (She and I have a common module), and some of her friends she would meet him that night. As we all parted ways, the moment I entered the bus to return home, that was when I picked my phone up, and whined out my sadness to my good friends in Whatsapp. I was really heartbroken. :( As an understanding person, I have no right to intrude her relationship with him, because that is just what a jerk does. But at least my relation with her did not end in bad terms. Compared to the previous 2, whereby the 1st just completely ignores me and the 2nd just won't be happily waving goodbyes at me anymore. I just wish I could apologize to them somehow, but you know my shy nature right? I just don't want to be of bad reputation and impression towards anyone. :'(
Moving to number 2, Nanyang Polytechnic has recently opened up Subway in the Center Canteen. YES! Now I can indulge myself with a beautifully crusted bun, topped in with any tasty meat, fresh salad, and flavoury sauce I desire it to be added with, especially if I am super hungry. :D
Thirdly, I have thoroughly finished my French role-play and online test, and all the projects I was supposed to work on with some of my classmates. It may somehow be tough work, but I made it through. For your info, some of the projects I did were a poster presentation on Phenotypic Classifications, a booklet on Calcium, and a Powerpoint presentation on Metabolic Disorders In Our Bodies. I hope what I did here can further boost up my Grade Point Average. ^_^
Lastly, I finally reached the Specialization Ranks in Halo 4. Better thank the Campaign Challenges for offering me a massive 40000XP to make that final push. So can't wait to try the Specializations out once I am back in War Games, and Spartan Ops this Late February/Early March! :) In addition, I had started initial designs for my next Forge Map, which is my second. My First was completed (My innudendo-isms think of this as my "First Time" with my lover. Damn horny I am. XD) many weeks ago, and it is ready to be uploaded to Halo 4's File Share (Thank you 343i, for finally fixing this. ^^) this March.
Since I realized she was already in a relationship with someone, it is time for me to hunt for "The One" again, as I vow not to give up on Romance. NEVAR!!! As one of Ellie Goulding's songs said, and one of Simon Cowell's comments on a performance in The X Factor, anything can happen. <3
Now I can get back to studying smart, and not studying hard. See what I did there? ;) Just showing that you should watch whatever words you say, because they can make a difference, a HUGE one. Anyway, I plan to talk more about Romance again the next week. Till then, see you starside.
"If you two mutually make an effort to keep your love to each other alive, your dreams of becoming a happy family will surface into reality."
So much has happened during this week, and I already can't wait to blurt all of them out today. I better get this over quick, as I still need to revise for the upcoming Semestral Exam. This is where the main impact plays in my grades.
First thing, and this will be something that pains me to write, so please bear with me. The girl I had been eyeballing on since November last year... Well... She was taken (No, I did not mean kidnapped. You, and your ideas of damsels in distresses). She was already going out with someone. I heard of this when I eavesdropped her classmates continuously teasing her about going out on a date with her boyfriend, as well as informing me (She and I have a common module), and some of her friends she would meet him that night. As we all parted ways, the moment I entered the bus to return home, that was when I picked my phone up, and whined out my sadness to my good friends in Whatsapp. I was really heartbroken. :( As an understanding person, I have no right to intrude her relationship with him, because that is just what a jerk does. But at least my relation with her did not end in bad terms. Compared to the previous 2, whereby the 1st just completely ignores me and the 2nd just won't be happily waving goodbyes at me anymore. I just wish I could apologize to them somehow, but you know my shy nature right? I just don't want to be of bad reputation and impression towards anyone. :'(
Moving to number 2, Nanyang Polytechnic has recently opened up Subway in the Center Canteen. YES! Now I can indulge myself with a beautifully crusted bun, topped in with any tasty meat, fresh salad, and flavoury sauce I desire it to be added with, especially if I am super hungry. :D
Thirdly, I have thoroughly finished my French role-play and online test, and all the projects I was supposed to work on with some of my classmates. It may somehow be tough work, but I made it through. For your info, some of the projects I did were a poster presentation on Phenotypic Classifications, a booklet on Calcium, and a Powerpoint presentation on Metabolic Disorders In Our Bodies. I hope what I did here can further boost up my Grade Point Average. ^_^
Lastly, I finally reached the Specialization Ranks in Halo 4. Better thank the Campaign Challenges for offering me a massive 40000XP to make that final push. So can't wait to try the Specializations out once I am back in War Games, and Spartan Ops this Late February/Early March! :) In addition, I had started initial designs for my next Forge Map, which is my second. My First was completed (My innudendo-isms think of this as my "First Time" with my lover. Damn horny I am. XD) many weeks ago, and it is ready to be uploaded to Halo 4's File Share (Thank you 343i, for finally fixing this. ^^) this March.
Since I realized she was already in a relationship with someone, it is time for me to hunt for "The One" again, as I vow not to give up on Romance. NEVAR!!! As one of Ellie Goulding's songs said, and one of Simon Cowell's comments on a performance in The X Factor, anything can happen. <3
Now I can get back to studying smart, and not studying hard. See what I did there? ;) Just showing that you should watch whatever words you say, because they can make a difference, a HUGE one. Anyway, I plan to talk more about Romance again the next week. Till then, see you starside.
"If you two mutually make an effort to keep your love to each other alive, your dreams of becoming a happy family will surface into reality."
Saturday, 26 January 2013
Slice Of Life
Halo to all.
This February will be a very busy month for me, cause you know... Semestral Exams are coming. This is where it greatly impacts my GPA (Grade Point Average). Out of 4, the higher it is, the higher your scores, the higher chance of entering various Universities. For me, at least a 3 or higher is what I call excellent already, because I'm a person who does not want to be an all-time nerd (No life, all-day study) but rather a person who keeps up to standards (Lets say Heroic Difficulty if I am metaphorically talking Halo). :)
Anyway, it is time for me to look through my lecture notes, tutorials, and practicals thoroughly, as the exams basically require two skills: Understanding and memorizing. If you don't understand, you won't know why the answer you wrote is correct. If you don't memorize, don't bother answering the question anyway, unless you think pulling of a casino-based lucky guess can land you onto the zone of correct (No, I'm not referring to Charlie Sheen's zone of Winning, as he calls it. XP). Nevertheless, work smart, and ready smart.
I already have much stuff I planned to do after the Exams. From 27 Feb till Mid-April, I may:
- Get back into my FPS (First Person Shooter) carnage career in Halo 4 to 'pwn' any enemy who stands in my way, whether in Regicide, Flood, or Slayer. Or, even complete intimidating challenges in both Campaign and Spartan Ops. Halo 4 is gonna be something whereby I'm going in. Yup, my innuendos stepping in again. :P
- Travel back to the Philippines, since I have not returned to my home country since 2010. I miss my grandparents and cousins there. :( Besides, that was where I spent my childhood days with my cousins. Even though my time with them was limited, those memories will not be forgotten. :)
- Go pooling, swimming, and bowling. Duh, holidays ya' know? It's time to just forget study stuff already, and enjoy these recreational activities all the way. Destress everything I had gone through during the Exam. :D
- Look into MOAR Romance Anime, and Manga!!! <3 <3 <3
- Sleeeeeeep!!! I enjoy a lot of it, but it'd be memorable if I cuddle with someone. I wonder how does it feels like. :3
- Head out with my family to restaurants for a food feast that we greatly crave for, because eating the same ol' food at home will get boring and our tongues won't be satisfied until we go out somewhere to pleasure it this time, with exotic food. Once again, that's what I said. ^_^
- Journey into different parts of the city to look at the beautiful decorations placed around the streets, shopping centers, and parks, especially during Christmas. :) Most of all, I better head back to Skypark @ Marina Bay Sands, this time, during the evening when the Sun sets in the horizon. After all, I do admire beautiful settings and environments, whether it is Sci-Fi, Fantasy, or even Real-life based. Better take a picture if I ever see one so enthralling. ^o^
- Enjoy outdoor activities with her, confess my feelings to her, kiss her, hold her soft hands, stare at her cute face, cuddle with her, and do 'it' with her... in my dreams. :'( How I wish she realized that she meant the world to me, and here I am continuously getting warm inside, with blushies appearing on my face, fantasizing that we are a couple...
Well, better not get my enthusiasm high just yet, cause I still need the focus for the Semestral Exam. Then, let the life of awesome, fun, and love begin! Till then, see you starside.
"As long as you feel motivated, you will gain the confidence you need to tackle the problems you face."
This February will be a very busy month for me, cause you know... Semestral Exams are coming. This is where it greatly impacts my GPA (Grade Point Average). Out of 4, the higher it is, the higher your scores, the higher chance of entering various Universities. For me, at least a 3 or higher is what I call excellent already, because I'm a person who does not want to be an all-time nerd (No life, all-day study) but rather a person who keeps up to standards (Lets say Heroic Difficulty if I am metaphorically talking Halo). :)
Anyway, it is time for me to look through my lecture notes, tutorials, and practicals thoroughly, as the exams basically require two skills: Understanding and memorizing. If you don't understand, you won't know why the answer you wrote is correct. If you don't memorize, don't bother answering the question anyway, unless you think pulling of a casino-based lucky guess can land you onto the zone of correct (No, I'm not referring to Charlie Sheen's zone of Winning, as he calls it. XP). Nevertheless, work smart, and ready smart.
I already have much stuff I planned to do after the Exams. From 27 Feb till Mid-April, I may:
- Get back into my FPS (First Person Shooter) carnage career in Halo 4 to 'pwn' any enemy who stands in my way, whether in Regicide, Flood, or Slayer. Or, even complete intimidating challenges in both Campaign and Spartan Ops. Halo 4 is gonna be something whereby I'm going in. Yup, my innuendos stepping in again. :P
- Travel back to the Philippines, since I have not returned to my home country since 2010. I miss my grandparents and cousins there. :( Besides, that was where I spent my childhood days with my cousins. Even though my time with them was limited, those memories will not be forgotten. :)
- Go pooling, swimming, and bowling. Duh, holidays ya' know? It's time to just forget study stuff already, and enjoy these recreational activities all the way. Destress everything I had gone through during the Exam. :D
- Look into MOAR Romance Anime, and Manga!!! <3 <3 <3
- Sleeeeeeep!!! I enjoy a lot of it, but it'd be memorable if I cuddle with someone. I wonder how does it feels like. :3
- Head out with my family to restaurants for a food feast that we greatly crave for, because eating the same ol' food at home will get boring and our tongues won't be satisfied until we go out somewhere to pleasure it this time, with exotic food. Once again, that's what I said. ^_^
- Journey into different parts of the city to look at the beautiful decorations placed around the streets, shopping centers, and parks, especially during Christmas. :) Most of all, I better head back to Skypark @ Marina Bay Sands, this time, during the evening when the Sun sets in the horizon. After all, I do admire beautiful settings and environments, whether it is Sci-Fi, Fantasy, or even Real-life based. Better take a picture if I ever see one so enthralling. ^o^
- Enjoy outdoor activities with her, confess my feelings to her, kiss her, hold her soft hands, stare at her cute face, cuddle with her, and do 'it' with her... in my dreams. :'( How I wish she realized that she meant the world to me, and here I am continuously getting warm inside, with blushies appearing on my face, fantasizing that we are a couple...
Well, better not get my enthusiasm high just yet, cause I still need the focus for the Semestral Exam. Then, let the life of awesome, fun, and love begin! Till then, see you starside.
"As long as you feel motivated, you will gain the confidence you need to tackle the problems you face."
Tuesday, 22 January 2013
A Continuous Journey Into The Everlasting Truth
Halo to all.
I am different, I am special, I am unique. This sentence shows that we humans don't talk, hear, see, or speak the same. That is why we all voice out opinions, chat in conversations, and think our minds differently, unlike those dumb robots, who just do the same ol' errands every single day. Just make sure you don't arm them with guns, or I'd be surrounded for a Mann VS Machine firefight (A gametype from Team Fortress 2). :P
Moreover, we show emotions. It's the reason why on certain days you feel sad, happy, confused, or horny (I can't help it. I want to add this word in. XD). Such emotions are powerful enough to reveal what our gestures, facial expressions, and actions are in a particular feeling. I guess so much of these aspects of life had helped us on being human. :)
And so, without further ado, ranging from 'pissed off' to 'in love' opinions, I shall talk about the stuff I "Dislike & Despise", "Ignore & Isolate", "Like & Love":
Dislike & Despise
The Boy Who Sings Like A Girl
Whoever made the decision to sign this person in to the music industry must be neutralized. And to those Beliebers supporting "her", what the f*ck is all I have to say. Even if "she" does something wrong, "her" Beliebers will stupidly end up dishonoring themselves to a really serious extent. For example, #CutForBieber (This Twitter trend just made me lose hope in "her" fans.). -_-
Dubstep
Once again, anyone who says dubstep hypes you up the most must be thrown off a cliff. I mean seriously, dubstep is not music! It is nothing but irritatingly wubby, tuneless, and absolutely annoying blasts of torturous satanism. It makes my ears bleed to sh*t! If you want real dubstep, you should just hear long and continuous sounds of clanking metal. Sheesh... >:(
Being An Outcast
Not being in a particular circle of friends do suck ass, as you start to think negative thoughts, like "Am I weird?", "Did I give a bad impression?", or "I was fated to be alonely & forever alone." (This thought was meant to be a pun towards the 2010 - 2011 me. I had this kind of feeling during Secondary School life, as no one [Correction: No Girl] had any interest of hanging out with me.). If this were to happen again, then history will repeat itself. :(
Ignore & Isolate
School Work
A neverending pile of class activities, practicals, homeworks and projects to be completed is really stressful. They do consume a lot of our free time to do our hobbies. But hey, you got to understand the fact that some of these works may be useful in helping to bridge you more opportunites at better jobs. Of course, with a better job, you get rewarded with massive bags of the humans' #1 desire: Money (Also known as the Root to All Evil). @_@
Repeated Advices
My parents had this tendency of always giving me the same advice even though I had heard it from them like a hundred times. It does exaggerate and annoy me much, especially when I am in a bad mood. However, this shows that they care, show their utmost concern about me (No matter how old I am), and that they actually want me to grow up as a better person. For that, I ultimately appreciate their actions. :)
Parties Nowadays
Compared to the unforgettable awesome past parties my family and I organised (2008 and before), the parties of 2009 till present were somewhat mediocre, due to the fact that there are little visitors, and they don't last till the middle of the night. Take my 2013 Birthday Surprise as an exception however. I still could remember my prestigious 2003 Birthday Celebration, where it was held in a function room filled with more than a hundred visitors, as well as a ton lots of games with goodie rewards for both adults and children. Not to forget the delicious food too. I just wish such nostalgia can kick into reality again someday. :/
Over-aggressiveness
This is one character of mine I had to deal with, since I am a male after all. I tend to clumsily break glasses, and even cables. Furthermore, I close doors too hard, and drop my phone too often. I guess I just can't control my arm strength when it comes to these. I always seemed to set it to maximum strength, like a melee attack in the Halo series. Lmao! At least such ability is what I must necessarily apply in the near future, and that is National Service. :S
Music Videos
Some music videos have meaning. Some are pointless. I shall tell examples to illustrate further. For those which have meaning, like Black Eyed Pea's Where Is The Love, it actually shows the group pasting posters of question marks all around the city, sending in a message on where was the love we humans were meant to show, rather than violence. For those which are pointless, like Maroon 5's Payphone, instead of showing Adam Levine using the phone booth to call his girl that he wants her back (Just like what the lyrics said), I ended up seeing him in a police chase. Now that is seriously f*cked up. >:(
Like & Love
Family
They are of course the reason why am I growing up as a man. They had taught me the ways and aspects to achieving the goals of a successful life. They made me believe in God, for miracles can happen. Such journey will ensure that I can live with happiness. Furthermore, whenever you need help or motivation for something, they will be there to guide and support you, as family makes sure you don't journey into life alone, and that family has no end. :D
Video Games
I have been a longtime addict towards video games, whether it is in the computer, Playstation, or Xbox. The most important thing is that I had fun and enjoyed playing them. For your extra information, for the computer, while I'm not liking a particular video game there, I do often go to Miniclip (A game site filled with tons of arcade games.) since 6 years old. As for the Playstation, I have too many favorites to choose from (Crash Bandicoot, Gekioh, Speed Punk, and many more... :D) as they all make my childhood memories awesome to the max! As for the Xbox, my favorite is undoubtedly the Halo series (1 - 4, ODST, and Reach). Halo was the main reason I came to First Person Shooters, as well as buying an Xbox 360 (Halo is an Xbox exclusive game.) instead of a Playstation 3. Well, I wrote a hecking lot here. Perhaps video games is the undisputed #1 hobby of mine after all. :3
Western Food
Although I do enjoy devouring any type of food I love, western food are the ones I enjoy to the fullest. It is the reason why I stray away from eating rice everyday, proving to my family that bread, mashed potatoes, fries, pasta, or macaroni are also other alternatives as staple food, and not just rice only (My family continuously nags that rice is the most important, to which I disagree to a large extent. -.-). One more thing western food has is that it offers variety for an exquisite taste, like which sauce do I want to add to my indulging grilled steak, or whether I want my meat well-done or not. Such recipes are well worth the price of eating them. I do am forever hungry after all. ^_^
Televisions And Manga
Watching shows or reading manga help to kill the boredom out of my free time. Just to let you know, sitcoms and reality game shows are what I currently watch on television, like The Amazing Race (Watched this show since its debut in 2001. :D), Survivor, and Cougar Town. As for manga, I'd look for those of romantic comedy because you know my addiction to laughter and love. Without these, I'd be living the life out of a serious drama TV show, like those overdramatic Teleseryes in the Philippines. XD
Techno And Trance
I do listen to techno, and trance so much, as they deliver melody and emotion in their tunes, thus the catchy beats I am hearing from them. Such electro music is what I can call the music of the future, as the beats and instruments used to create this masterpiece really portrays fantasy and sci-fi in the atmosphere we imagine whilst listening to it. Compared to dubstep, where it makes continuous blasts of unoriginality, thereby it sucks ass... Real hard. Techno, and trance to me still stands as the King of Electro Music. d^_^b
Sleeping
I'm sure everyone agrees that sleep is what we do when we procrastinate, feel bored, or feel tired right? At least I don't need to waste much energy working on different activities, since I can replenish my energy as I sleep the night away. Even sleeping brings in something soothing: Dreams. Yeah, you could have wished they came into reality, because if they do, damn... What a lucky son of a bitch you are. Lol! If my dream were to fantasize me and my lover doing lovey dovey stuff (Including doing 'it' passionately. Oh I'm so aroused right now.), then it is more worth than the time I was awake during the day itself. ;)
Romance
Consider this to be the most important for me to live a happy life, as romance is where true happiness evolves, if you do it right. I just want to share that special feeling called 'Love', with my fated-one-to-be-with. Without fail, romance always surfaces in my mind, everyday, anytime, anywhere. I kept on fantasizing how does it feel to hold her hand (So cute, and adorable.), to go out with her (Whether it's a typical date, or even travelling overseas for a holiday together.), to offer gifts she dearly wished for (Chocolates, nuff' said.), to be in her company (The warmness and blush that reveals in my face.), to reconcile after a quarrel (Whether through good or bad, I still want to stay with her.), to be intimate and passionate with her (For example, kissing and making love to her... F*ck... I feel embarrassed saying these. *Extreme Blushing*), and most of all, to tell her that '1 sentence 2 say; 3 words 4 you.': "I love you." <3 <3 <3
And I shall end it off here, as I declare this blog the longest I had written so far. With that, I'm sure you all have different opinions about what I had showcased here, right? Don't worry, it's normal, for we are all born to be unique. :)
Well, off to complete the last 2 projects for my Course in Polytechnic. Semestral Exam is just weeks away, and I have to get real busy now. So can't wait to play more Halo 4 Campaign, War Games, and Spartan Ops during the March and April holidays. Till then, see you starside.
"The moment you want to lock lips with her, lift up your hand to slowly brush through her soft cheek. Next, gaze into her dazzling eyes, as you make her face blush with embarrassment. Examine the beautiful face she portrays. Then, pull your head closer to her, whilst closing your eyes. Feel your heart beat faster, anticipating for that special moment to happen. As your lips gently press against her lips, bring one of your hands forward to stroke the back of her smooth hair, and the other to wrap around her back. Continue kissing for a few seconds. After that, let go of your lips from her lips, and open your eyes, while you are still holding her. Finally, with passion, stare at her smiling, or hug her, or even tell her that you love her."
I am different, I am special, I am unique. This sentence shows that we humans don't talk, hear, see, or speak the same. That is why we all voice out opinions, chat in conversations, and think our minds differently, unlike those dumb robots, who just do the same ol' errands every single day. Just make sure you don't arm them with guns, or I'd be surrounded for a Mann VS Machine firefight (A gametype from Team Fortress 2). :P
Moreover, we show emotions. It's the reason why on certain days you feel sad, happy, confused, or horny (I can't help it. I want to add this word in. XD). Such emotions are powerful enough to reveal what our gestures, facial expressions, and actions are in a particular feeling. I guess so much of these aspects of life had helped us on being human. :)
And so, without further ado, ranging from 'pissed off' to 'in love' opinions, I shall talk about the stuff I "Dislike & Despise", "Ignore & Isolate", "Like & Love":
Dislike & Despise
The Boy Who Sings Like A Girl
Whoever made the decision to sign this person in to the music industry must be neutralized. And to those Beliebers supporting "her", what the f*ck is all I have to say. Even if "she" does something wrong, "her" Beliebers will stupidly end up dishonoring themselves to a really serious extent. For example, #CutForBieber (This Twitter trend just made me lose hope in "her" fans.). -_-
Dubstep
Once again, anyone who says dubstep hypes you up the most must be thrown off a cliff. I mean seriously, dubstep is not music! It is nothing but irritatingly wubby, tuneless, and absolutely annoying blasts of torturous satanism. It makes my ears bleed to sh*t! If you want real dubstep, you should just hear long and continuous sounds of clanking metal. Sheesh... >:(
Being An Outcast
Not being in a particular circle of friends do suck ass, as you start to think negative thoughts, like "Am I weird?", "Did I give a bad impression?", or "I was fated to be alonely & forever alone." (This thought was meant to be a pun towards the 2010 - 2011 me. I had this kind of feeling during Secondary School life, as no one [Correction: No Girl] had any interest of hanging out with me.). If this were to happen again, then history will repeat itself. :(
Ignore & Isolate
School Work
A neverending pile of class activities, practicals, homeworks and projects to be completed is really stressful. They do consume a lot of our free time to do our hobbies. But hey, you got to understand the fact that some of these works may be useful in helping to bridge you more opportunites at better jobs. Of course, with a better job, you get rewarded with massive bags of the humans' #1 desire: Money (Also known as the Root to All Evil). @_@
Repeated Advices
My parents had this tendency of always giving me the same advice even though I had heard it from them like a hundred times. It does exaggerate and annoy me much, especially when I am in a bad mood. However, this shows that they care, show their utmost concern about me (No matter how old I am), and that they actually want me to grow up as a better person. For that, I ultimately appreciate their actions. :)
Parties Nowadays
Compared to the unforgettable awesome past parties my family and I organised (2008 and before), the parties of 2009 till present were somewhat mediocre, due to the fact that there are little visitors, and they don't last till the middle of the night. Take my 2013 Birthday Surprise as an exception however. I still could remember my prestigious 2003 Birthday Celebration, where it was held in a function room filled with more than a hundred visitors, as well as a ton lots of games with goodie rewards for both adults and children. Not to forget the delicious food too. I just wish such nostalgia can kick into reality again someday. :/
Over-aggressiveness
This is one character of mine I had to deal with, since I am a male after all. I tend to clumsily break glasses, and even cables. Furthermore, I close doors too hard, and drop my phone too often. I guess I just can't control my arm strength when it comes to these. I always seemed to set it to maximum strength, like a melee attack in the Halo series. Lmao! At least such ability is what I must necessarily apply in the near future, and that is National Service. :S
Music Videos
Some music videos have meaning. Some are pointless. I shall tell examples to illustrate further. For those which have meaning, like Black Eyed Pea's Where Is The Love, it actually shows the group pasting posters of question marks all around the city, sending in a message on where was the love we humans were meant to show, rather than violence. For those which are pointless, like Maroon 5's Payphone, instead of showing Adam Levine using the phone booth to call his girl that he wants her back (Just like what the lyrics said), I ended up seeing him in a police chase. Now that is seriously f*cked up. >:(
Like & Love
Family
They are of course the reason why am I growing up as a man. They had taught me the ways and aspects to achieving the goals of a successful life. They made me believe in God, for miracles can happen. Such journey will ensure that I can live with happiness. Furthermore, whenever you need help or motivation for something, they will be there to guide and support you, as family makes sure you don't journey into life alone, and that family has no end. :D
Video Games
I have been a longtime addict towards video games, whether it is in the computer, Playstation, or Xbox. The most important thing is that I had fun and enjoyed playing them. For your extra information, for the computer, while I'm not liking a particular video game there, I do often go to Miniclip (A game site filled with tons of arcade games.) since 6 years old. As for the Playstation, I have too many favorites to choose from (Crash Bandicoot, Gekioh, Speed Punk, and many more... :D) as they all make my childhood memories awesome to the max! As for the Xbox, my favorite is undoubtedly the Halo series (1 - 4, ODST, and Reach). Halo was the main reason I came to First Person Shooters, as well as buying an Xbox 360 (Halo is an Xbox exclusive game.) instead of a Playstation 3. Well, I wrote a hecking lot here. Perhaps video games is the undisputed #1 hobby of mine after all. :3
Western Food
Although I do enjoy devouring any type of food I love, western food are the ones I enjoy to the fullest. It is the reason why I stray away from eating rice everyday, proving to my family that bread, mashed potatoes, fries, pasta, or macaroni are also other alternatives as staple food, and not just rice only (My family continuously nags that rice is the most important, to which I disagree to a large extent. -.-). One more thing western food has is that it offers variety for an exquisite taste, like which sauce do I want to add to my indulging grilled steak, or whether I want my meat well-done or not. Such recipes are well worth the price of eating them. I do am forever hungry after all. ^_^
Televisions And Manga
Watching shows or reading manga help to kill the boredom out of my free time. Just to let you know, sitcoms and reality game shows are what I currently watch on television, like The Amazing Race (Watched this show since its debut in 2001. :D), Survivor, and Cougar Town. As for manga, I'd look for those of romantic comedy because you know my addiction to laughter and love. Without these, I'd be living the life out of a serious drama TV show, like those overdramatic Teleseryes in the Philippines. XD
Techno And Trance
I do listen to techno, and trance so much, as they deliver melody and emotion in their tunes, thus the catchy beats I am hearing from them. Such electro music is what I can call the music of the future, as the beats and instruments used to create this masterpiece really portrays fantasy and sci-fi in the atmosphere we imagine whilst listening to it. Compared to dubstep, where it makes continuous blasts of unoriginality, thereby it sucks ass... Real hard. Techno, and trance to me still stands as the King of Electro Music. d^_^b
Sleeping
I'm sure everyone agrees that sleep is what we do when we procrastinate, feel bored, or feel tired right? At least I don't need to waste much energy working on different activities, since I can replenish my energy as I sleep the night away. Even sleeping brings in something soothing: Dreams. Yeah, you could have wished they came into reality, because if they do, damn... What a lucky son of a bitch you are. Lol! If my dream were to fantasize me and my lover doing lovey dovey stuff (Including doing 'it' passionately. Oh I'm so aroused right now.), then it is more worth than the time I was awake during the day itself. ;)
Romance
Consider this to be the most important for me to live a happy life, as romance is where true happiness evolves, if you do it right. I just want to share that special feeling called 'Love', with my fated-one-to-be-with. Without fail, romance always surfaces in my mind, everyday, anytime, anywhere. I kept on fantasizing how does it feel to hold her hand (So cute, and adorable.), to go out with her (Whether it's a typical date, or even travelling overseas for a holiday together.), to offer gifts she dearly wished for (Chocolates, nuff' said.), to be in her company (The warmness and blush that reveals in my face.), to reconcile after a quarrel (Whether through good or bad, I still want to stay with her.), to be intimate and passionate with her (For example, kissing and making love to her... F*ck... I feel embarrassed saying these. *Extreme Blushing*), and most of all, to tell her that '1 sentence 2 say; 3 words 4 you.': "I love you." <3 <3 <3
And I shall end it off here, as I declare this blog the longest I had written so far. With that, I'm sure you all have different opinions about what I had showcased here, right? Don't worry, it's normal, for we are all born to be unique. :)
Well, off to complete the last 2 projects for my Course in Polytechnic. Semestral Exam is just weeks away, and I have to get real busy now. So can't wait to play more Halo 4 Campaign, War Games, and Spartan Ops during the March and April holidays. Till then, see you starside.
"The moment you want to lock lips with her, lift up your hand to slowly brush through her soft cheek. Next, gaze into her dazzling eyes, as you make her face blush with embarrassment. Examine the beautiful face she portrays. Then, pull your head closer to her, whilst closing your eyes. Feel your heart beat faster, anticipating for that special moment to happen. As your lips gently press against her lips, bring one of your hands forward to stroke the back of her smooth hair, and the other to wrap around her back. Continue kissing for a few seconds. After that, let go of your lips from her lips, and open your eyes, while you are still holding her. Finally, with passion, stare at her smiling, or hug her, or even tell her that you love her."
Thursday, 17 January 2013
I Just Can't Resist Doing That
Halo to all.
If you think the title of this blog has something to do with an unstoppable pleasure of "entering" someone, then you are absolutely wrong! XD Oh my innuendos again... The title is all about what I've been encountering within myself for a very long time: Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. :(
Yeah. It sucks right? Such disorders end up wasting seconds of my time. Let me recount such situations... Ah yes! Found some, and I shall list them out below:
- Straightening the computer screen, and books on my table in school.
- Zipping my bag down then up to make sure whatever inside is secured.
- Pressing the door lock hard to make sure it is really locked. Worse case scenario, I'd end up coming back to the door repeatedly to do this again.
- Over-organize my Halo maps in a way that I keep arranging every weapon at a 90 Degree Angle. Damn addicted I am. XD
- Continuously checking that my video game setting preferences are what I set up, since I fear the computer optimally changes it.
And many more... But this should be ample enough to reveal how much of an obsessive freak I am. At least the good news is that, with my organised habits, the likelihood of losing an item would be lower than expected. Thankfully as of today, I don't seem to be doing much of this repetitive behavior anymore, though it still happens...
Moreover, this disorder has made me become very cautious and careful at what I am doing... Well... On the practical side. However, upon any of my stuff stands out disorganized, I may end up fixing it up 100% guaranteed. Thank God I'm not like one of those Happy Tree Friends, whereby her OCD leads to an asthmatic attack. Lol!
Still, even with caution, I still pretty am aggressive. I clumsily broke too many small items like glasses, and plastic covers. I really need to stop having such arm strength as strong as Master Chief's melee attack. XD
With that, I shall head to bed. I still have a lot of projects to complete, but more than half of them have (Finally) been completed. ^^ Yet, it's still not time for me to lay back completely, as the Semestral Exam is in the corner, and I better ready myself for the tides it will deliver, no matter how high or low it is. As what that special girl motivated me before: Jia You ("Hang On" in Mandarin)! Till then, see you starside.
"Be careful of whatever you choose to be addicted to, as once you start, you can never stop."
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